Anna had been putting on a brave face about Harry’s death threats but Laura thought she must be badly worried by them.
‘OK, no problem, I’ll be down in a minute.’ She picked up the Pelham file and went downstairs to the conference room where Anna was waiting for her.
‘I know I should have told you I was coming in, but my mind’s been all over the place. To be honest, I’m a bit scared.’ Anna smiled apologetically.
As usual, Anna was underplaying her own feelings and trying not to make a fuss. She didn’t often show signs that the divorce, or her husband, was getting to her, kept it all bottled up inside. For her to say she was ‘a bit scared’ most likely meant she was absolutely terrified. Laura guessed her self-effacing behaviour was the result of years of Harry’s abuse. He had conditioned her to stay quiet about what was happening to her in the hope of avoiding more punishment. Her own feelings were unimportant; she should keep her views to herself and take what she got without complaining.
Laura remembered how her own mother had behaved the same way, worn down to timidity and obedience by her domineering father, spending her life walking on eggshells, trying not to trigger another outburst.
‘I’ll get onto the police again; push them hard to take some action.’
‘That’s what I came to tell you. The police have been to see him. One of the neighbours rang me, she said they were at the house this morning. I thought you might be able to find out what’s happening.’
‘Of course I will. Did she say anything else?’
Anna shook her head. ‘I hardly know her. She only had my number because I once had to ask her to look after Martha for a couple of hours. She just said she thought I might want to know.’
Harry had discouraged Anna from talking to the neighbours, discouraged her from getting close to anyone or keeping up with her friends. He thought it best, Anna said, that they ‘kept themselves to themselves’. It was what men like Harry did; they isolated their victim, shrank their world so they rarely talked with anyone else, so they came to think the abuse was normal.
‘I’m worried what he might do next. I mean if they tell him I’ve complained about the threats, he’ll be really mad.’ Anna’s voice was shaky.
‘He’d be a fool to do anything with the police on his tail.’
‘I don’t think that will stop him. He does what he wants.’
At their first meeting, Anna had reluctantly told Laura what Harry had done to her for years. She had not wanted to give details but gradually Laura teased them out of her. Mental, sexual and physical abuse, he had ticked all the boxes. It had got worse after Martha was born.
‘When was the first time he hit you?’ Laura asked.
Anna’s face shadowed and she stared at the floor for a while.
‘Martha was three weeks old. It was a Sunday afternoon and we’d taken her out along the sea front when we ran into one of Harry’s business mates,’ Anna said, haltingly. ‘He made a big fuss of her, said what a cute baby she was. When we got home, after I’d put Martha down to sleep, Harry accused me of flirting with the man, smiling at him in a provocative way. I said that was ridiculous and then he punched me in the face. Just like that, no warning.’
Anna looked up from the floor, straight at Laura, suddenly worried. ‘I hadn’t done anything, really I hadn’t. The man asked me about Martha and I had to speak to him, didn’t I? I smiled at him, but it was just a normal smile, because I was happy to have such a lovely baby.’
The punch had split open both her lips. Harry had been sorry, terribly sorry. It would never happen again, he said.
By then, Anna was well aware of how sexually jealous her husband was. He was obsessed with details of her sex life before they met, made her write down all her previous sexual encounters in a small black notebook he kept locked in his desk.
Anna sat up straight on her chair, smoothed out the creases in her dress. She looked her usual immaculate self despite the stress she was under; careful make-up, manicured nails, smart clothes. She had every right to look a mess but she never did.
‘He liked me to look nice,’ Anna had told Laura. ‘Soon after we got married, he started telling me how to dress because he thought the clothes I usually wore were too slutty.’
Harry told her how to style her hair, how to behave and who she could talk to, which was hardly anyone; if she ever got it wrong, he would scream abuse at her.
‘I never knew what was going to upset him. He’d be OK one minute, then go crazy the next.’
As time went by, he hit her more often.
‘No matter how hard I cried in front of him, no matter how much I begged for him to stop hurting me and no matter how many times he said he was sorry and promised he’d stop, he never did.’ Anna’s voice was flat, desensitized.
Her words brought a vivid picture into Laura’s mind; her childhood self creeping out from her bedroom and tiptoeing down the stairs, listening to her father screaming at her mother, criticizing her, hearing her mother’s constant, feeble protest, ‘Don’t say that, darling,’ as she tried to placate him.
‘Is there any chance of getting him locked up?’ Anna asked.
‘No chance, I’m afraid. It would take an actual assault before that could happen.’
‘He’s done it often enough.’
‘The trouble is he’s never been charged and found guilty by a court.’
‘I should’ve reported it, I know that. But every time he was sorry and I thought that maybe if I could stop making so many mistakes, act better, not make him jealous, then it would stop.’
‘You didn’t make mistakes, Anna, he made you think you did but you didn’t. It’s what wife beaters always say – she made me do it.’
Anna nodded, took a tissue from her bag and blew her nose. ‘Sorry, Laura, sorry to make such a fuss. I’ll be OK in a minute.’
‘Let me talk to the police and find out what’s going on.’ Laura found the number in the file and called it while Anna waited. The officer she wanted wasn’t there and she left a message.
‘If we can persuade them to charge him with harassment, he’ll probably get bail but with a bit of luck there’ll be a condition that he can’t come anywhere near you.’ Laura thought for a second. ‘And we’ll press ahead with getting a non-molestation order from the family court to keep him away from you.’
‘Sometimes I think he’s watching the house.’
‘Have you seen him?’ Laura asked, worried.
Anna hesitated. ‘Maybe. I don’t know for sure. I get this creepy feeling like there’s someone out there. Martha gets it too.’
‘Is there anyone you could go and stay with for a few days or could come and stay with you?’ Laura instantly regretted the question. She’d asked before about family and friends and Anna had told her there wasn’t anybody; she was an only child and her parents were both dead. She had no close friends, Harry had seen to that.
‘I’m all right,’ Anna said, suddenly fierce. ‘I can cope. He’s not going to get away with it any more.’
There was a look on Anna’s face that Laura had seen before. A set, purposeful look and it meant that Anna had gone into fight-back mode, like a switch had flipped in her brain; the victim mentality was banished, replaced by total determination never again to let her husband bully or control her.
‘Don’t let up on him, Laura. I don’t want to give him an inch.’ Anna’s eyes were bright, not with tears this time, but with a kind of crusading zeal. The traumas she had gone through seemed to have given her strength; she wasn’t bowing her head now.
‘We’ll get there in the end. You’ve done fantastically well so far,’ Laura encouraged.
‘I couldn’t get through this without you, I’d fall apart.’ Anna shuddered then looked at her watch. ‘I should go, I have to pick up Martha.’
‘Soon as I hear from the police, I’ll you know.’
Anna stood up to leave and Laura stood too, gave her a hug.
‘Take care,’ she said.
Anna eyes went to the cut on Laura’s face. ‘You take care too.’
‘Oh, that. It’s nothing. Just me being careless.’
There was a knock on the door and Sam O’Donnell, the office manager and IT expert, stuck his head in.
‘Laura, sorry to interrupt but could I have a quick word when you’re free?’
‘It’s OK, I’m just going,’ Anna said.
Sam shut the door carefully behind her. He was a big bear of a man who liked a chat and a joke but now he stood silent, fidgeting with a piece of paper he had in his hand.
‘I thought you should see this. It was posted on our divorce forum.’
It was from someone with the username ‘themaxwellbitch’. Laura felt her face turn scarlet.
Morrison Kemp had a divorce message board on its website where members of the public could share experiences, give opinions, or ask advice and it was part of Sam’s job to keep an eye on it. The message had been added to a thread called ‘Final Settlement’.
‘I’ve removed it and blocked the sender so they can’t post any more,’ he told her.
Laura read it, conscious of Sam’s eyes on her. She hoped he wouldn’t be chatting about this.
‘Do you have any idea who did it?’
‘Afraid not. Whoever it is, is a bit of a joker though. The email they’ve used is registered as “marcus.morrison3”.’ Sam grinned awkwardly at her. ‘I know the boss can be a bit of a shit but I don’t think it’s him.’
Laura couldn’t raise a smile.
‘Sorry, Laura.’ Sam cleared his throat. ‘Lousy sense of humour.’
CHAPTER EIGHT
‘Laura Maxwell, you are an evil bitch. You destroy lives. You feed off men’s misery – you take their daughters away from them. Understand how much I hate you. I think about it all the time, how to put a stop to you, how to settle the score. I’m not planning on settling in court. I have other plans for a final settlement. Better watch out.’
It was not the first time in her career that Laura had been called a bitch and threatened; in fact, she’d been called a lot worse and had had to grow a tough skin over the years. Really, she thought, the posting should not have rattled her as much as it did. But the last twenty-four hours had left her jittery.
Laura watched Joe as he read the message; saw his expression change to one of outrage. They’d been together for five years now but she never got tired of looking at him. He was distractingly handsome; tall and muscular, without being too beefy, he had thick black hair and a broad smile that brought dimples to his cheeks. His eyes, framed with long lashes, were blue and dazzling.
‘Charming. Any idea who sent it?’ he said.
‘I’m wondering if it could be this guy Harry Pelham. I’m representing his wife and he’s been sending her death threats. Maybe he’s lashing out at me too.’
They were sitting on the sofa after dinner, cosy in front of the TV, half watching a programme about the hotel industry. Joe had wanted to see it as it featured a hotel he knew further along the coast but he’d lost interest, complaining it was rubbish and only interested in negative, headline grabbing stuff. Laura took the chance to raise her own problems. She didn’t often discuss her work with Joe but tonight, just for once, she had an urgent need to spill it all out. She’d had a night and a day from hell and it had left her feeling anxious and vulnerable. She reached for the wine bottle on the table and poured herself another glass.
‘Have you talked to the police?’ he asked.
‘I got some info from them this afternoon. Harry Pelham was arrested this morning but now he’s in hospital for some reason. He’s under arrest there apparently, but I couldn’t get any more out of the duty officer and can’t speak to the guy in charge until tomorrow.’
Laura wished she had more contacts in the local police and could use the back channels to find out more details, but she hadn’t been around long enough to get to know many of the officers. The name of the man running the Pelham investigation, Detective Inspector David Barnes, meant nothing to her.
Joe picked up the remote and turned off the sound on the TV. He put his arm around Laura’s shoulders and kissed the top of her head.
‘Sounds like the crazy Mr Pelham needs locking up permanently.’
‘Fat chance. Best I’ll get is a restraining order to keep him away from his wife.’
‘If he’s threatening you too now, they need to do something.’
‘The trouble is Sam says it’s impossible to prove who posted the message. Whoever it is has hidden their tracks well.’
‘So it might not be him at all.’
‘No, it could be one of my other admiring fans.’ Laura forced a laugh and snuggled up against him, touching the cleft in his chin, then running her fingers down to his chest.
She told him about Mary Hakimi and how Morrison had behaved, and Joe called Morrison a pathetic old wanker and then did his impression of him which made her laugh for real. It was good to be able to talk to Joe about work for a change. He hardly ever asked about it and she knew he found it a difficult subject. She had had, was still having, a very successful career. He had not. Of course, he’d chosen the most precarious and unpredictable of jobs. He’d wanted to be an actor, and although he had the looks of a Hollywood leading man, he’d never made it. His biggest claim to fame had been playing, if that was the right word, a corpse in Holby City. Now he was playing second fiddle to his younger brother in the family hotel business.
Laura understood why it might bother him and never gloried in her own success. She thought it was not her success that rankled with him, he was not that petty, but his own failure, at the age of thirty-five, to have done much in the world, to have made any kind of mark. She hoped his reinvention as a businessman would change things. As a mark of faith she had invested a substantial sum of her own money in the Greene hotel chain. She loved him very much and it had been one way of showing that love.
Joe had resisted joining the business. Since his father died ten years ago, his mother had run it with the help of her younger son, Peter. Helen Greene had been an iron lady, managing the family’s four hotels with tremendous energy and sound business sense accumulated over more than thirty years. But two years ago, when she was only fifty-nine, she’d had a stroke. It had paralysed her and she’d recovered only a bit. She could talk but her mental sharpness was gone and she could walk no more than a few steps. The hotels would have to soldier on without her for Helen Greene was not coming back. Now she lived in a nursing home on the South Downs, a few miles out of Brighton.
Joe had been forced to give up his job as a director with a small experimental theatre in London and become Peter’s business partner. It had made up Laura’s mind. She was burning herself out working for a big London legal firm and beginning to wonder why. Yes, she had a big salary and a glittering CV and great prospects, but she was into her thirties now and she wanted other things in life, was keen to have a family. She had been happy to scale down, move out of the fast lane. She would aim for a partnership in the provinces and maybe become a big fish in a regional pool.
Joe had not been so happy. He loved the theatre and found it hard to knuckle down to the hotel business. He’d had a few run-ins with Peter but Laura was keeping her fingers crossed it would work out in the end.
She felt his hand massaging the back of her neck, soothing and reassuring.
‘If he did post that message, maybe he also had something to do with what happened last night?’ she said.
‘I think that was just some scumbag who thought it would be fun to scare the life out of a woman in a sports car.’
‘I guess so. Probably worrying about nothing.’
‘Of course you are, hon. You’ve had a lousy day and it’s no wonder you’re stressed out.’
He was right, she thought, and felt some of the tension leave her. She sat up, pushed her hair back behind her ears and took another large swig of the white wine, draining her glass. She picked up the bottle and frowned at it. It was empty too.
‘I think we might need one of the Greene specials.’ Joe grinned and went to get another bottle, one of the good ones he liberated from the hotel supplies. By the time she had drunk another glass or two, the cares of the day – and the night before – had slipped from her shoulders. She leaned her head on Joe’s shoulder, closed her eyes, and began to giggle.
‘What’s the joke?’ he said, laughing too.
‘I was thinking. Married couples – the awful things they do to each other.’
‘And that made you laugh?’
‘I know. Not funny. Sad. Did I ever tell you about this guy, this husband with really, really long hair who came in wanting a divorce? They’d been having problems for a while but the thing that brought it all to a crunch was when his wife told him he couldn’t have a cat. So he said, right, I shan’t cut my hair until you let me have a cat. And so it went on. No cat, no haircut, until by the time I saw him he had hair down to his waist.’
‘Sounds a bit of a shaggy cat story to me.’
Laura opened her eyes and looked at him. ‘Love you,’ she said.
CHAPTER NINE
Detective Inspector Barnes called Laura at work early the next day and told her what she had expected – that Harry Pelham would not be held in custody. He also told her what she hadn’t expected – that Harry was suspected of being a paedophile. That was the main reason for the raid on his home though the emails were also being investigated. They’d seized computers from the house and from his offices in Hove, which they’d raided simultaneously.
She pressed the policeman for more details, but either he didn’t know any more or he wasn’t going to say. He agreed to tell her when Harry was well enough to be questioned again. Doctors at the Royal Sussex had not been able to find anything obviously wrong with him, but he was being kept in for observation for the next few days. At the moment, Barnes said, officers were guarding him but he didn’t have the resources to leave them there for long. It was likely Harry would be given bail later that day and the officers would be withdrawn.
Laura pushed for conditions on the bail preventing Harry from going anywhere near his wife or threatening her in any way and Barnes agreed to consider that. He told her that after they’d finished questioning Harry and looked at what was on his computers, they’d decide if there was enough evidence to charge him, either over the child pornography or the death threats. If there was, in either case he’d most likely get bail. Regarding the pornography, it would depend on the seriousness of the offence – was he part of a paedophile network, had he been distributing the material, was it for his own use, how much did he have and how long had he been doing it. But it would have to be very serious for him to be locked up; just downloading and possession of indecent material would not be enough.
It was the same story with the death threat emails. If the police could prove that Paul Giles was in fact Harry, by finding evidence on his computers, they would charge him with harassment. But it wouldn’t warrant a custodial sentence – a restraining order only, would be the likely result. There was a silence on the phone. The conversation was over unless she had any more questions. She hesitated. She told Barnes about the website posting but decided against mentioning the car chase. She was afraid he might think her a little over-anxious.
Laura had slept well after the wine and a couple of Nytol and she felt a whole lot better today. The car incident didn’t seem so threatening. She liked that description – the ‘car incident’. It minimized the whole thing, brought it down to manageable proportions. The thought of it didn’t make her heart beat as fiercely as it had.
Twenty minutes later, after talking to her friend Emma Fletcher, Laura felt better still. Emma always cheered her up, right back from when they were at school together. Laura’s mum had used to call Emma ‘Mrs Brightside’ because she was always so positive.
Emma’s life had been very different from Laura’s – she had a husband and three sons and a part-time job as a primary school teacher – but the two women had stayed close friends and now Laura had moved back to Sussex, they saw each other a lot.
‘I agree it sounds like a random piece of bad luck,’ she said, when Laura told her about the chase. ‘Joe’s probably right that it was some nutter who wanted to frighten a woman in a sports car. Why not go green and trade that gas guzzler in for a smart car. No one will be chasing you then. Not even Joe.’
Laura laughed, said she’d give it some thought, and Emma suggested meeting up on Sunday to go shopping. Her husband was taking the boys to Speedway and she’d have most of the day to herself.
That suited Laura well because she wanted to chat to Emma about her father. He had been in touch again, asking to meet up, and Laura wasn’t sure what to do. She hadn’t seen him for nearly seven years, not since her mum’s funeral, and most of her didn’t want to see him now or ever again. But a part of her did, an annoying, nagging part; despite everything he had done to her mum, he was still her dad.
Michael Maxwell had never been aggressive towards his daughter, he loved his little girl and, although Laura heard his verbal attacks on her mother, she never once considered he might be hitting her. He made sure none of his bullying and abuse happened in front of Laura, not the shouting, not the humiliating, and certainly not the punching. He did it in the evening, after dark, when he thought his daughter was safely tucked up in bed. He was not the only wife beater to act that way. Anna had said the same about Harry Pelham – he only hit her when Martha was not around to witness it.
But from her bedroom, Laura could hear her father’s hectoring, intimidating voice. She would get up and creep closer, listen to him rant at her mother, telling her how stupid and worthless she was, laying down the law about who she could talk to, and where she could go. It upset Laura but it also irritated her. She wished her mother would fight back, would stop letting herself be such a victim. If she would only stand up for herself, her father would back off, Laura was sure.
She felt guilt flood her, the way it always did when she remembered her young, self-righteous self. She should have done more to help her mum, she should have confronted her father. She should have understood. She had never been able to forgive herself for not realizing how serious the abuse was. She had never heard anything that sounded like violence and her mum had done her utmost to hide it, but that was no excuse. She should have known.
A memory came to her, stark and raw, of the morning a starling had fallen down the chimney and got trapped in the living room. She called out for her mum to rescue it, but when there was no response, ran upstairs to find her. Her mum was in the bathroom and nine-year-old Laura burst in just as she was getting out of the shower. Her buttocks, hips and breasts were covered in yellow, black and blue bruises. She saw the shock on her daughter’s face and immediately related a story of how she had tripped at the top of the library steps and fallen heavily down them. She must have had the story ready always, just in case. Laura knew that now but at the time she hadn’t questioned it, had all but forgotten it in the excitement of freeing the panicky bird. Laura’s mum never again left the bathroom door unlocked.
It was years later that Laura had to face the truth and it left her in bits. She was living in London and in the middle of her law exams when her mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. The doctor who found it also found serious bruising, vaginal and anal scarring and signs of old injuries. She had rung Laura, and the police, to say she suspected domestic abuse.
Jenny Maxwell left her husband but refused to give evidence against him and he was never charged. She came to live with Laura for nine months while she sorted out her life and beat off the cancer, but she would never speak about the violence however gently her daughter raised it. Just once, when Laura was going cautiously round the houses trying to approach the subject, she interrupted sharply, ‘Never let yourself be a victim. Never. That’s all I’ll say.’