Redemption of a Fallen Woman
Glancing around his attention fixed on a large desk across the room. He could already see ink and blotter so the chances were good that there would also be notepaper. A swift search revealed it to be the case. Accordingly he sat down and began to write his letter.
He was so preoccupied with his task that he failed to hear the door open. It was only when he heard a familiar voice that he realised he wasn’t alone.
‘I hope I’m not disturbing you, my lord. I just wanted to return this book but I can come back later if …’
He turned quickly to see Elena standing on the threshold. Her presence was so completely unexpected that it took him aback. Moreover, she had changed her gown for an elegant sprigged muslin creation which looked particularly fetching. Privately he thought she looked good enough to eat. With an effort he gathered his wits and rose quickly.
‘No, you’re not disturbing me.’ He gestured to the shelves along the walls. ‘Please, feel free.’
‘Thank you.’ She crossed the room and replaced the volume, then turned towards him. ‘I saw my uncle return to the house earlier. Has he made any progress in his enquiries about your brother?’
‘He brought good news.’ He gave her the gist of the conversation.
Her heartbeat quickened and, as she listened, the germ of an idea began to grow. ‘Then you will be leaving very soon, my lord.’
‘Tomorrow, early.’
‘I see.’
Harry regarded her steadily. ‘I wish that you had news as good to tell me.’
‘Alas, I do not.’
‘When do you …’
‘In two days’ time.’
‘That soon?’
‘My family is eager to see the matter concluded. I will do what I must, my lord.’
‘Yes.’ He didn’t make any attempt at consolation; nothing he could say would be of comfort to her now, given what was about to happen, and she certainly didn’t need platitudes. It sickened him to think of any young woman being forced into something so contrary to her desire, and saddened him to know he was powerless to prevent it.
‘I am glad that you have some news at last,’ she said. ‘I hope your journey will prove to be worth the effort.’
She smiled and he felt his throat tighten. In two days’ time she would be lost to the world for good, her youth and beauty shut away. He could only hope that, in time, she might somehow become reconciled to her lot, but no matter how hard he tried he couldn’t imagine how. His gaze followed her to the door. Then it opened and she was gone.
He sighed and returned to his letter. When it was finished he sanded and blotted the page and then sealed the document before writing the direction. His driver could take it back when he left. It would doubtless be just as fast as sending the missive any other way.
Having dealt with that, he directed his thoughts into other channels. First he needed to speak to Jack and make arrangements for the journey. They could lead a spare horse apiece to carry what they required. Saddlebags and a couple of small boxes would suffice. They’d need provisions, of course. Where possible they could make use of inns along the way; where it wasn’t they would camp. After years in the army it wouldn’t be any hardship. If it meant that he would finally learn the truth, Harry was prepared to take on whatever came.
Elena hurried off to her room, her mind buzzing with the details of that last conversation. As Lord Henry outlined his plans her own had finally taken shape. The result was mingled hope and excitement. If it worked she would be free. It had to work; she couldn’t afford doubt or fear. If she hoped to have a future, then this opportunity must be seized. On reaching the safety of her chamber she lost no time in communicating her plan to Concha. Her companion listened with quiet and smiling approval.
‘We have the opportunity now, Doña Elena. The rest is up to us.’
Elena nodded, feeling anticipation rising. For the first time since entering this house she felt real hope. She was more than ready for the coming adventure. Goodness alone knew what her unwitting accomplice was going to say when he found out; she would cross that bridge later. All that mattered now was escape and she knew exactly how it was to be done.
Chapter Four
The following morning Elena rose before dawn and dressed for her role. Surveying herself in the mirror afterwards she couldn’t repress a smile. Her aunts would have a fit if they could see her now, her figure shamelessly displayed by the masculine attire. It felt good though, comfortable and familiar after the restrictions of female clothing. She checked the priming of her pistol and then thrust the weapon into her belt beside her knife. The smaller blade slid into her boot. Then she sat down on the edge of the bed to wait, turning over in her mind every last detail of the plan.
Minutes crawled by like hours until three discreet taps on the door announced Concha’s return. Quickly Elena unlocked the door and let her in.
‘Well?’
‘The horses are ready and waiting, Doña Elena. I’ve packed the saddlebags with a change of clothes and a few other necessities. I couldn’t risk taking too much out of the house with me. We’ll have to buy provisions later.’
Elena nodded. ‘Did you meet any of the other servants?’
‘No, but they will be stirring soon. We need to make haste.’
‘You’ve done well. Get changed now while I find out what’s happening.’
Concha nodded and began to strip off her gown. Elena went to the door and, after listening carefully, opened it a crack. From the end of the corridor she could just make out the murmur of men’s voices. Then a door opened further down the passageway.
‘Is that everything?’
‘Aye, my lord. Groom’s bringing t’horses round directly. I’ll take these bags down now.’
A few moments later the English servant went past carrying saddlebags. Elena frowned; she had mistakenly assumed that Lord Henry would continue his journey by coach but of course it was quicker to ride. Easier too, given the state of the roads. She had no leisure to consider the implications because, as the servant disappeared from view, his master hove into sight and he was unmistakably dressed for riding. Elena’s heartbeat quickened. She could only hope he would forgive what she was about to do. When he had gone she turned back to Concha.
‘Now.’
The two women left the room and, closing the door silently after them, hurried along the passage to the chamber so recently vacated. Once inside they locked the door after them. Concha dragged the sheets off the bed. While she tied them together Elena went to the window and peered out. Then she breathed a sigh of relief. The lane below was deserted. Just now all attention would be on the front of the house from whence Lord Henry was leaving. Her aunts had said their farewells the previous evening and Don Fernando and Don Esteban never rose before ten. Her uncle would likely be the only one abroad because courtesy demanded he be present to see his guest depart. With a pounding heart she turned to her companion.
‘Come on, Concha. It’s now or never.’
They fastened one end of the makeshift rope to the central mullion and flung the rest out of the window. It snaked away down the wall and stopped a few feet clear of the bottom. Elena climbed over the sill and then, taking a firm grip on the sheet, began her descent. It was only a short distance to jump at the end and then she was standing in the lane. Moments later Concha joined her. They exchanged grins and then, together, they ran.
Another two minutes brought them to the waiting horses. Of necessity they had to keep to a steady pace until they were clear of the city and Elena had to resist the urge to look over her shoulder every five minutes. There was no reason to fear pursuit just yet. With luck it would be hours before their flight was discovered. Enquiries would reveal that they were seen heading west, but once clear of Madrid they would circle round and turn south instead. After that they would have to ride fast. Fortunately they were well used to that. If they could throw off their pursuers for long enough her family would likely wash their hands of the whole business. She and Concha would go to England. It was going to be a long and dangerous journey but, if things turned out as she’d planned, they wouldn’t have to do it alone.
Harry and Jack made good progress over the course of the day and, by evening, had covered about twenty miles. It might have been more but they’d stopped at midday to rest the horses, and thereafter had deliberately slackened the pace. With so many miles to cover it made no sense to push their mounts too hard, especially not in the heat of the day. Harry was glad it was not yet summer so the midday heat would not be too fierce.
They made their camp by a stream, and having attended to the animals’ needs, turned to their own. Don Manuel had been generous in providing them with provisions so they wouldn’t need to concern themselves with that for a while. Afterwards they could stop off en route to restock, even hunt if necessary.
‘Did you ever visit Seville before, my lord?’
‘No, but I understand it’s a beautiful city.’
‘I heard that too. It’ll be interesting to find out.’ Jack smiled wryly. ‘T’army didn’t allow time for much sightseeing.’
‘No, it didn’t.’
‘When I left Spain after t’war I never thought as how I’d be back one day.’
‘Nor I.’
‘Strange how things work out, isn’t it?’
Harry sighed. ‘Very strange. If there is a divine plan I’m damned if I know what it is.’
‘Well, I suppose if we don’t want local bandits to be part of t’plan we’d best keep a watch. I’ll take first one if you want to get some sleep, my lord.’
‘Very well. You can wake me at …’ Harry broke off, listening intently. Then he looked at his companion. ‘Do you hear it?’
‘Aye, my lord. Riders, coming this way.’
‘They could be harmless, but keep your rifle handy until we find out.’
Harry scanned the road, staring intently into the gathering twilight. While banditry was rife he would have expected to be further from the city before experiencing any such problems. Most likely the two horsemen were just travellers like themselves.
‘They’re slowing down,’ said Jack. ‘Must’ve smelled t’smoke from our fire.’
‘Probably.’
The horses came into view round a bend in the road. There were only two. Harry let out the breath he had been holding.
‘Not a serious problem, I think.’
‘Aye, they may just ride on, my lord.’
‘Perhaps. Best to be sure though.’
‘As you say.’
However, as they drew nearer the riders turned off the road and approached the camp. Harry frowned.
‘Wait. Do they look familiar to you?’
‘Funny you should say that, my lord. I was just thinking t’same th …’ Jack broke off. Then as the riders reined in his eyes widened. ‘Blood and sand! What in hell’s name are they doing here?’
Being temporarily robbed of speech, Harry vouchsafed no reply. He thought he knew the answer already, and the ramifications were deeply disturbing. Mingled with that was another sensation that he didn’t want to examine too closely.
‘Looks like a mort o’ trouble, my lord.’
Harry found his voice. ‘Indeed.’
As far as he could see, trouble didn’t begin to cover it. Reading his expression correctly, Jack nodded.
‘Best take a firm line wi’ ‘em, I reckon.’
‘Absolutely.’
Harry watched as the two women dismounted and then, grim-faced, went to meet them.
Elena handed her horse’s reins to Concha and, taking a deep breath, watched the advancing figure. When she had plotted the details of their escape from Madrid her imagination had conveniently glossed over this scene. In those hopeful plans Lord Henry was most sympathetic and immediately acceded to her request. Now that the reality was upon her, she felt far less confident. In the first place Lord Henry looked distinctly forbidding, and, in the second, much larger than she remembered. His servant was no weakling either. He would do what his master ordered. She licked dry lips. What if his master decided to take her straight back? What if she had been entirely mistaken in him? Sweat started on the palms of her hands.
Further speculation was impossible because he was in front of her now, every last intimidating inch of him. Under the weight of that penetrating gaze any coherent thought became difficult. It swept her from head to toe, creating a frisson that was only partly to do with fear. Then it returned to her face and remained there. He came straight to the point.
‘You’ve run away.’
‘Yes. I’m sorry to spring this on you, my lord, but I had no choice.’
The grey eyes were steely. ‘To spring what on me, exactly?’
Her heart pounded. ‘Concha and I want to travel with you.’ Seeing his expression she hurried on. ‘We are both accomplished riders, we both know how to take care of ourselves and we’re used to rough living.’
‘I dare say. All the same …’
‘We won’t slow you down and we won’t be a nuisance.’
‘You cannot seriously imagine …’
‘All we ask is the protection of your company until we reach England.’
‘England! Now, look …’
‘I have a married sister who lives in Hertfordshire. She will help us, only first we have to get there.’
‘I’m not going to England, Elena, not for months yet.’
‘Of course not. First we will help you to discover the truth about your brother. Then we will go.’
‘Elena, you must see that it isn’t possible.’
There it was again, the familiar use of her name, yet it didn’t seem in any way disrespectful on his lips. Rather it afforded a glimmer of hope.
‘I will not go back, my lord.’
‘I wasn’t suggesting that you should, but nor is it fitting that you should attempt such a journey.’
‘If you do not help us, then we shall go on alone and face what comes.’
‘It’s too dangerous. Quite apart from the vagaries of the weather and the numerous natural obstacles you are likely to encounter, the mountains are full of brigands.’
‘It would be less dangerous with four,’ she replied. ‘Concha and I both shoot well.’
Harry felt winded, as though he had fallen from a great height and then landed between a rock and a hard place. Desperately he tried to marshal his thoughts. Elena wouldn’t go back and he didn’t blame her for it, but neither could he let her go on alone. Every masculine instinct forbade it. Yet the implications of their going on together were fraught with difficulty too. No matter what she said to the contrary, he would be responsible for the two women. It was a burden of care he could do without. Besides, his track record in that area was abysmal. Had he not already failed the woman who had trusted him most? Had he not also failed the man who had been his best friend? Their trust in him had been misplaced and both were dead. His jaw tightened. If he abandoned Elena and Concha now he would be adding two more to that score because they would likely perish before they ever saw Seville, never mind England. Conscience dictated that he couldn’t let that happen.
‘All right. You travel with us, but it will be on the condition that you take orders from me.’
‘Of course.’
‘I mean it, Elena. All our lives may depend on it.’
She nodded. ‘Very well.’
‘You will take your turn to keep watch, gather wood for the fire and cook when necessary. You will also look after your own mounts. Is that understood?’
Her expression was the epitome of meekness. ‘Clearly, my lord.’
‘Good.’
‘I’ll help Concha unsaddle our horses, then.’ She turned away and then paused, glancing back over her shoulder. ‘Thank you. You won’t regret this, I swear it.’
Harry wished he could believe that.
As the two women led the horses away, Jack came to stand beside his master, regarding the scene quizzically.
‘They’re not leaving right way, then, my lord?’
‘They’re not leaving at all.’
Jack stared at him. ‘Does that mean what I think it does?’
‘Yes.’
‘Er, right.’
Harry’s eyes glinted. ‘You have some difficulty with that, perhaps?’
‘Oh, no, my lord, none at all.’
Chapter Five
Elena lay on her back looking up at the stars. For the first time in weeks she felt a real sense of optimism and contentment. She and Concha would get to England and they would have a future. Life was looking better than it had for a long time. They were going to have to tread warily around Lord Henry Montague for a while though. As she had hoped, he had done the gentlemanly thing. In that respect she had not mistaken her man. All the same it was clear that he wasn’t overjoyed about having two women along. No doubt he feared they would be a burden. He would learn the error of such thoughts in due course. She smiled to herself in the darkness.
Now that his face had imposed itself on her mind she was in no hurry to dismiss it. He was unlike any man she had ever met and he aroused her curiosity. Although he had told her a little about his home and his family there was so much more she would have liked to know. Was he married? Was there a wife waiting for him in England? It seemed likely. Such a man could have his pick of all the noble ladies in the land, but he did not seem to be a womaniser. His heart would not be easily won, but the woman who succeeded in doing that would have it for ever. She sighed. Once she had dreamed of something similar but the dream was ashes now. Her former betrothed might have had one of the oldest and most respected names in Spain but he had turned out to have feet of clay as well. With hindsight she suspected he could never have made her happy no matter how prestigious their marriage. Happiness now was not concerned with such things, only with reaching England and finding some pleasant spot where she might live in peace.
Harry leaned against a tree, listening, but apart from the gentle chirring of cicadas and the occasional rustling sound that betrayed a small animal in the grass, he heard nothing to disturb him. Having relieved Jack of the watch some time ago he could have expected a lengthy period of tedium. As it was he had plenty to occupy his mind. When he had set out for Spain he had anticipated difficulties, but nothing of this magnitude. All his concerns were centred on the past; never in a thousand years would he have imagined the advent of Elena Ruiz or the thoughts her presence would evoke. Since Badajoz his contact with women had been restricted to polite social intercourse and that by choice. All thoughts of romance were gone along with Belén. War lent intensity to love; since the future was uncertain there was always a sense of wanting to make the most of the present. At the same time was the hope that there would be a future, a home, a family. They’d made so many plans …
A twig snapped behind him, jerking him out of thought. He swung round, pointing the rifle in the direction of the sound. Then a familiar figure stepped out of the darkness.
‘Elena. What are you doing here?’
‘I have come to relieve you of the watch, of course.’
‘Oh.’ For a second or two he was completely taken aback. Then, as the recollection of their earlier conversation returned, he felt a twinge of guilt. Temporary consternation had caused him to speak rather more harshly than he’d intended. Besides, leaving a woman alone in open country in the middle of the night went right against the grain. ‘There’s no need.’
‘I think there is.’
‘We can discuss it tomorrow. You must be tired. You’ve had a long ride today.’
‘So have you,’ she replied. ‘Besides, we made an agreement, did we not?’
‘Well, yes, but …’
‘Then I think we should start as we mean to go on.’
For a moment he was silent, then reluctantly nodded. ‘Very well.’
‘Concha will take over from me later.’
In spite of himself he smiled. ‘You seem to be well organised.’
‘I have always found it helpful. Then everyone knows where they stand.’
‘Yes, quite.’ He paused. ‘I’ll leave you to it, then.’
‘Goodnight, my lord.’
He turned to go, then checked mid-stride. ‘Since we’re going to be spending a lot of time together we can dispense with formalities. My name is Harry.’
With that he left her. For a moment Elena stood staring after him, then smiled to herself.
‘Goodnight, Harry,’ she murmured.
On his return to camp Harry rolled himself in his blanket and settled down to sleep. However, in spite of fatigue it proved elusive. The thought of Elena alone in the darkness didn’t help, but it was clear she wasn’t going to be dissuaded. She’d been part of a guerrilla group for two years so he knew he could trust her with the job. The ground rules had just been established: she and Concha were not expecting any preferential treatment. They were comrades-in-arms and nothing more. It was undoubtedly the right decision. If this new-formed partnership was to succeed there could be no suggestion of flirtation or anything untoward. It would be better for all concerned if he continued to think of Elena as a nun. Better and safer. He sighed. If only she’d looked the part it would be easier. As it was, the nun had beauty enough to waken the dead and was disarmingly easy to talk to. No matter how he looked at it, the future seemed beset with difficulty.
They broke camp early the next day to make the most of the cool morning hours. Harry eased his horse alongside Elena’s, eyeing it critically.
‘Is that beast from your uncle’s stable by any chance?’ he asked.
‘No, it would have been too risky. Concha purchased them from a livery stable. She made the owner an offer he couldn’t refuse.’
‘I’ll wager he was delighted.’
She laughed. ‘They’re not exactly bloodstock, are they? But then good looks aren’t everything.’
‘True enough.’ The horse was no longer uppermost in his mind; rather it was the way that laughter lit her face. It suited her. He thought he’d like to see her laugh more often. He couldn’t help noticing either that her current attire suited her very well too, confirming all his earlier notions about her figure. Nor did he miss the pistol in her belt.
‘I assume that isn’t for decoration.’
‘You assume correctly.’
‘Where did you learn to shoot?’
‘My father taught me. He thought it an essential part of my education.’ Elena gave him a sideways glance. ‘How do you come to speak Spanish so well?’
‘I spent many years in your country during the war.’
‘In the diplomatic service?’
‘In the army.’
She felt a sudden knot of tension in her stomach. ‘I see.’ Framing her next words carefully she went on, ‘You must have been involved in a lot of actions.’
‘Enough to last me a lifetime.’
‘War leaves a bitter legacy, does it not?’
The words were an uncanny echo of a former conversation, one that Harry would have preferred to forget.
‘It’s something I choose not to dwell on,’ he said.
She nodded. ‘Probably most of those who lived through it feel the same. Yet life can never be as it was before.’
‘We do the best we can.’
‘My sister has been lucky—Dolores, I mean. She has a good man and, now, three children.’
‘Her husband is English, I collect.’
‘Yes. He was a soldier too, a gentleman of means but not of high birth. They met at the start of the war. There was opposition to the match—Dolores was intended for a wealthy Spanish nobleman—but she wore our father down eventually. Our aunts never forgave either of them, of course.’
‘That doesn’t entirely surprise me.’
‘Are you married?’
‘No. I once hoped to be, but my fiancée died in the war.’
It was out almost before he’d realised, but then her question had caught him unawares. The answer awakened a host of painful memories. His jaw tightened. Belén had died because he’d failed her. If he’d followed his instinct and married her at once he could have taken her away and she would have been safe. The consequences of that decision haunted him still.