âIâm in a sticky social situation here,â he noted wryly, standing a few feet away and staring out over the parking lot the same way she was doing. âDo I give you the space you seem to crave and walk past you? Or do I stop and try to be a gentleman because you seem distressed?â
âIs it that obvious?â she asked, her voice tinged with a dry sarcasm he hadnât expected. She puffed out an audible breath.
âMy dining companions donât usually head for the exit like theyâre setting a land speed record.â He kept it light, curious as hell what was going on with her but not wanting to push. Heâd realized within seconds of seeing her again that he was still attracted. Time hadnât faded her appeal in the least.
So it bothered him even more that she hadnât wanted to linger after their shared meal.
They remained quiet for a moment as a young woman walked by, holding the arm of a stooped man shuffling a walker across the wooden plank floor.
âI think Iâm having a recurrence of panic attacks since the Covington trial starts tomorrow,â she confided once the entrance closed behind the incoming restaurant patrons. âAs much as I think seeing him go to jail will give me closure, itâs also stirring up some old fears. I didnât sleep well last night. Not well at all.â
âThat, I understand.â He moved closer without touching her, trying to offer the comfort of his presence without making her feel overwhelmed or crowded. âIâm staying in town long enough to meet with my biological father for the first time in years and itâs got me restless at night, too.â
âIs Pete still living close to Heartache?â She seemed to forget her troubles as he mentioned his own, her shoulders relaxing a bit when she turned to face him.
âI canât believe you remember my loser fatherâs name.â He shook his head, surprised she would recall ancient conversations theyâd had over the card games she insisted would help him with his math. âPete is feeling the effects of cirrhosis by now, so maybe thatâs got him sentimental that he wants to see me. But he lives just outside the town line heading toward Franklin.â
She nodded, her golden brown hair lifted by the chilly breeze. âYou know thatâs where the trial is being held? In Franklin?â
âYes. Your brother filled me in while I was keeping an eye on his fiancée. I plan to sit in during Heather Finleyâs testimony. Zach seemed to think it would give her courage to see friendly faces in the courtroom.â
Besides, he had a vested interest in seeing that bastard Covington behind bars. The sick creep had hurt the girl heâd started to care about, someone heâd wanted to know better. Gabriella had just started flirting with him, warming to the idea of seeing him, when sheâd disappeared.
While Clayton had moved on, dated plenty of other women, heâd never forgotten about her. And being in this town again had a way of bringing the past back to life.
âThatâs kind of you.â She finally looked at him, an admiring light burning in her eyes, an expression he recalled from their old conversations. When the rest of the school had been quick to look his way as a potential suspect for any misdeeds since he was the newest Hasting foster kid, and therefore âtroubled,â Gabriella had given him the benefit of the doubt.
âI want to support Sam, too. It sounds like he put his whole life on hold for a while to pursue the guy, even before he moved back here to become sheriff.â
She bit her lip, once, twice, before speaking. âHe did. And thatâs half the reason I want to be there, too. He sacrificed a lot to protect me and then, later, to find the guy who did it.â
Which brought him right back to the question heâd asked her inside the booth at the Owlâs Roost. What kind of interaction had she had with the guy online? Why hadnât she been able to identify him if heâd been stalking her even before the incident in the quarry when heâd assaulted her?
But he kept it on lockdown for now since those were the last words out of his mouth before sheâd broken out into a cold sweat. Clearly there were a lot of rough memories associated with that time. While her brother said she hadnât been sexually molested she had been assaulted.
âThen if you ever want to share a ride, let me know because Iâll be making the trip in every day.â He pointed to his motorcycle. âAlthough thatâs my only means of transportation, so if you donât like bikesââ
âReally?â She sounded intrigued. âIâve never ridden on one.â
âTheyâre great for clearing your head.â Maybe that was a little self-serving of him when sheâd admitted she was tense and had trouble sleeping. âI have an extra helmet. Itâs not glittery pink or anything, but itâs safe.â
She folded her arms, and a smile turned one corner of her lips.
âIn that case, Iâm staying in Unit 3 at the motel.â She pointed toward the shabby little set of cottages where he planned to book a room, too.
âGreat. Iâll pick you up at eight tomorrow morning.â
Just like that, the moment sent him catapulting back to the past when sheâd said she would meet him under the bleachers for a math lesson that heâd hoped would be more than just math.
Except sheâd never shown. And for reasons far more complicated and painful than his teenage mind could have imagined. Hell, teens assumed rejection was personal.
And his assumption had cost her comfort when sheâd needed him most. Damned if he would let her down again.
CHAPTER THREE
GIRLSâ SALON NIGHT at The Strand!
Walking down Heartacheâs main thoroughfare with her hood up to protect her from the wind, Gabriella double-checked the text from her soon-to-be sister-in-law, Heather Finley. Normally, Gabriella wasnât the girly-girl type who spent time at spas or invested her small earnings on expensive salon highlights. But the invitation had been sent to all the local women who would either be testifying against Jeremy Covington or who had given statements to support the district attorneyâs case against him.
The intent of the Salon Night was plain. An evening of rah-rah sisterhood to boost each other up before they had to sit across a courtroom from the man whoâd hurt them. As much as she wasnât the spa type, Gabriella knew she couldnât refuse. Because even though a manicure and pedicure wouldnât make her feel any better about facing Covington tomorrow, her presence might help someone else rest easier tonight. If it made Heather feel betterâor any of the other girls that sick ass had hurtâthen Gabriella wanted to be there. She carried a bottle of red wine under her arm as she passed Last Chance Vintage and found The Strand. Warm light from inside the salon poured out through the windows onto Main Street since it was the only business open at this hour except for the Hasting familyâs pizza parlor farther down on the corner.
Hesitating outside the door, Gabriella could hear the eighties pop music playing inside, two of the women dancing around a dryer chair as they sang into hair brushes. The image tugged a reluctant smile from her. Maybe it wouldnât be such a hardship to have her nails painted. She couldnât deny a small thrill at the idea of looking her best tomorrow when she hopped on the back of Claytonâs motorcycle. And yes, that made her feel like a giddy teenager again.
She hauled open the door before she could change her mind, the electric guitar music spilling out along with laughter and the scent of hair chemicals and nail polish remover.
âGabby!â The slender woman standing closest to the door greeted her with a warm smile.
âAmy.â Gabriella opened her arms to the youngest of the Finley family, a woman whoâd been absent from Heartache for as long as Gabriella herself.
Amy had been dating Sam Reyes, Zachâs best friend, the summer that Gabriella had been assaulted. Sam felt forced to leave townâand Amyâwithout explanation, and Gabriella had always felt guilty about that, especially during the years when sheâd convinced herself she had a crush on Sam.
Sam had been safe to crush on at a time when sheâd been so mixed-up about men and sex. Gabriella had known she was safe with him and heâd never returned her affections. But Amy and Sam were back together now, and Amy didnât seem to hold it against her that sheâd dragged her boyfriend to the West Coast with her.
âIâm so glad youâre here,â Amy whispered fervently in her ear as she returned the hug. âEveryone else is talking about sulfate-free hair conditioners and nail art, and itâs like Greek to me. Nail art?â Leaning back, Amy shrugged her narrow shoulders, her all-black jeans and sweater broken up by a light green scarf that set off her auburn hair and green eyes. âIt took me two whole minutes to realize they werenât talking about something you make with an air nail compressor.â
Gabriella laughed, welcoming the levity. The Finley family owned a building supply store in town, and Amy was embroiled in a renovation project that involved turning a hunting cabin into a beautiful, two-story home. The woman had studied to be an accountant, but her do-it-yourself knowledge was off the charts. She could hang her own Sheetrock and install a toilet, for crying out loud.
âMy makeup routine revolves around petroleum jelly for my lips and pinching my cheeks to put color in them.â Setting down the bottle of wine sheâd brought on the reception desk, Gabriella watched as the hairbrush-singing duo ended their tune and sank into chairs across from one another, a blue light aimed at their toes. The pair was clearly youngerâhigh school or college age. âWho are the teenagers?â
âMegan Bryer and Bailey McCord.â Amy lowered her voice, pointing first to the brunette dressed in a flannel shirt and skin-tight jeggings, then at her blonde friend with a purple butterfly T-shirt. âI only know that because Heather was held against her will the same time as Megan. And Baileyâs mom had the affair with Covington and thenâwhen he cheated on her, tooâconvinced Covingtonâs wife to turn over the family computers that are going to be the manâs total undoing.â Shaking her head, Amy gave a wry grin. âBut I donât normally keep up with the soap operas, so thatâs the extent of my information.â
âIâm impressed.â Gabriella knew of both girls in a peripheral way, having kept up with the case as Sam tracked the man who assaulted her. But she hadnât spent much time in Heartache, so the faces werenât familiar. âYou may not know your sulfates, but Iâm coming to you for all my gossip. Can you tell me anything about the town break-ins Iâve been hearing about?â She was only half kidding. It unsettled her to think of more crime in her small hometown. Especially while she was staying here.
But before Amy could answer, someone turned down the music.
âLadies!â A tall beauty with caramel-colored hair hurried over, carrying a basket of bakery treats. âNo lurking in corners! Iâm having a mixer over at the nail polish bar and Iâm luring you there with cupcakes.â She waved the basket under their noses, showing off gorgeous confections with frosting in every imaginable shade. âGabriella, Iâm Nina Spencer, Mack Finleyâs significant other.â
Again, Gabriella knew that and remembered her vaguely from high school, but she appreciated the reminder of where she fit into the Finley family. The townâs former Mayor Finley had two sonsâMack and Scottâand three daughters, Erin, Heather and Amy, making a big crew to keep track of. Plus, they all had spouses or significant others, and Scott and his wife, Bethany, had a daughter who would be in college by now.
âNina, you were on the varsity soccer team when I played as a freshman and I thought you were the coolest girl in school.â Gabriella grinned as she chose a yellow cupcake with pink frosting. âAnd since you went on to own a restaurant and bake things like this, I obviously knew the right kind of woman to idolize.â
âHa!â Nina gave her a one-armed hug. âArenât you sweet? You need to move back to Heartache. But for now, will you convince Amy to choose a nail polish color for toes that have never been touched by paint?â
âIâll have you know I bought a bottle of ice-blue polish and put it on my toes once. It made me look like a corpse.â Amy grabbed a chocolate-on-chocolate cupcake. âBut I will choose something because I am a team player and Iâm here to be beautiful.â
âThatâs the spirit.â Nina moved on to introduce a few newcomers, letting her basket lead the way, its pink gingham ribbons flapping in her wake.
Together, Amy and Gabriella headed toward the wall of nail polish colors where an older woman held court from a black leather chair, a little Pekingese dog at her feet in a leopard-print carrier.
âYou look like youâre in need of a primer for this,â Amy observed, nudging Gabriella after theyâd taken just a few steps. âDo you remember this group?â
âThatâs Mrs. Spencer, right? Ninaâs grandmother?â She nodded in the direction of the Pekingese owner. The woman was famous for her jellies and pies. No doubt that was where her granddaughter got her skill with cupcakes, which were the best thing Gabriella had ever tasted.
âDaisy Spencer.â Amy nodded, confirming her guess. âAnd you know Erin and Heather, my sisters? Well, duh. Of course you know Heather since sheâs been engaged to your brother for a week.â
âThatâs Erin?â Gabriella would have never guessed, but then she recalled both Erin and Heather having long red curls like a pre-Raphaelite painting. Heather had kept hers, but Erin had a sleek copper-colored style with a dark streak around her face.
With her cartoon cat tee, a long, full skirt that looked like it came straight out of the fifties and dark leather combat boots, she had an ease and sophistication that Gabriella envied.
Amy nodded. âI know, right? When I left town, she was a total tomboy obsessed with building birdhouses for fun, and now sheâs Ms. Elegant with her vintage clothing store.â Amy pointed to the shop next door and Gabriella recalled passing Last Chance Vintage on her way into The Strand. âAnd she does a huge Dress for Success event seasonally with a traveling bus that goes to rural places in Tennessee to bring women clothing when theyâve fallen on hard times. Sheâs pretty great.â
âShe married the Cajun television producer.â Gabriella knew that, too, since Zach had been at the wedding. But she hadnât seen any photos.
âRight,â Amy confirmed. âRemy. I havenât met him yet either, but Erin wrote me all about it.â
âThereâs a face I remember,â Daisy Spencer called, gesturing them to come closer. âGabriella Chance, itâs good to see you again, honey. Do you remember coming out to the farm with your mother to buy jelly?â She laughed merrily, twisting the daisy pin on the lapel of her pink running jacket while the Pekingese wagged its tail. âOh me, you were just a little one then and I had a whole lot less gray.â
They reminisced for a minute while Amy caught up with her sisters. And in the warmth of that shared memory with the older woman, Gabriella forgot to be an introvert. She was glad she came. Glad to remember sheâd been a part of all this once. In the same way that being at the Owlâs Roost had reminded her of happier times with her mother, Daisy Spencer brought back more pleasant flashbacks to her youth before things took a nosedive. She remembered sitting in the Spencersâ big farm kitchen with an ancient stove unlike anything sheâd ever seen before. With the wrought-iron apple peeler clamped to a wooden counter and the scent of pies baking in that huge oven, the Spencer home was firmly ingrained in her memories.
Over the course of the next twenty minutes, she was introduced to Tiffany McCord, Baileyâs mother and Jeremy Covingtonâs former girlfriend whoâd turned evidence against him, as well as Kate Covington, Jeremyâs wife, whoâKate confidedâwas soon to be his ex-wife. Gabriella noted that the two women remained on opposite sides of the room. No doubt this was an awkward collection of women assembled here, including several people she hadnât met yet, but it impressed her that so many of them had shown up, united in a common cause.
âIf I can have your attention, please?â Nina Spencer Finleyâs voice interrupted as she moved to the center of the room. Her cupcake basket gone, she addressed the more than twenty women. âWelcome to Salon Night and thank you to Trish for hosting us at The Strand.â She paused while everyone clapped for the hair salon owner. âIâm not much of a public speaker, so Iâll make this short. I wanted to do something for you all tonight to thank you for the role each and every one of you is playing in the trial of Jeremy Covington.â
The room quieted even more. It seemed even Daisyâs dog stilled at the mention of the manâs name. Gabriella swallowed hard, looking around at the women whose lives had been hurt in one way or another by him. Amy, too?
Gabriella wondered if her old friend had given some kind of testimony that she didnât know about.
âIâm sure there are some of you who donât consider yourselves public speakers, either, and yet youâre raising your voices to point out a monster in our midst to make sure he doesnât hurt anyone else. Thank you for being brave enough to do that.â
Erin Finley cheered and slung an arm around her sister Heather. Amy silently rubbed Heatherâs back. Maybe Amy and Erin were just here to support their sister.
âI read a book recently,â Nina continued, her expression grave. âAnd the author wrote that it only takes one voiceâat just the right pitchâto start an avalanche.â
âAmen,â Daisy Spencer said softly.
âI want to thank you ladies for starting the avalanche thatâs putting away Jeremy Covington for the rest of his days,â Nina continued. âNow, go get your nails done, have a cupcake and some champagne to celebrate your awesomeness.â
Gabriella ended up doing all those things. Over the next hour she had her fingers and toes painted in rose-petal pink since she wasnât the artsy type like Erin, who painted a checkerboard on her index finger and all the other nails in alternating white and red.
But as Gabriella finally retrieved her coat to go home, she had to admit that she liked how her fingers looked with the pink nail polish. Sheâd had fun tonight. She liked hearing about what was going on in Heartache recently. And she even took a bit of pleasure learning how her brother had beat up Jeremy Covington when he and his son, J. D. Covington, were trying to kidnap Heather. Zach had downplayed his role when heâd shared the story with Gabriella, but Heatherâs version was far more exciting.
Maybe sheâd find healing here during this trial after all. If she wasnât called to take the stand, she would benefit from being here when her attacker was convicted. And sheâd promised herself she would speak to Clayton privately in the hope that confiding in him about the role heâd unknowingly played in that night would ease some of her old phobias about men and sex. It had taken her a long time to lose her virginity after that night, and her counselor had explained that her brain had associated sensual feelings with pain. Sheâd been too young to have positive sensual feelings prior to that awful night.
Although sheâd successfully had sexânice, normal, not painful sex even if it wasnât anything to write home aboutâshe still dealt with a strange and sickening mental cross-wiring of the sensual and the terrifying. If clearing the air with Clayton had any chance of helping her to heal fully, it was worth the embarrassment of wading through those old chats to untwine his real messages from the ones her stalker had sent.
Making quick work of her goodbyes, she edged through the salon door and out into the empty street. Sheâd parked a few doors down and by now, the only cars out here belonged to the women whoâd attended the salon night. So it wasnât like she worried about walking that short distance alone in the dark.
There were streetlights and sheâd gotten over those old phobias about strange men launching themselves at her from dark corners just beyond her peripheral vision. Truly, she had. Itâs just that she was back in Tennessee. And sheâd been talking about Jeremy Covington. And Clayton.
Gulping in deep swallows of night air, she hoped some yoga breathing would settle her pulse rate. Maybe she should see if Clayton was still awake. It would be easy enough to spot his bike in front of one of the motel cabins.
She reached for her car door, pausing long enough to look up at the stars overhead in the cold night. A streak of light flashed through the sky almost as soon as she tipped her head back. A shooting star.
She made a wish on it without thought. Wishing for the first thing that came to mind.
Opening her eyes, she had to laugh. She could have wished for healing herself. Or a good trial outcome. Peace of mind for all the great women sheâd visited with tonight.
Instead, sheâd wished for a single, uncomplicated kiss from Clayton Travers.
CHAPTER FOUR
CLAYTON SAT OUTSIDE his motel cabin long after sunset, ignoring the fact that his fingertips were going numb in the cold night air. It wasnât good for his guitar, he knew, to play in this kind of weather. Changes in temperature caused the wood to expand and contract. But banging out a tune was more for relaxation than anything. He liked to think his two-hundred-dollar pawn shop purchase helped him avoid the shrinkâs chair, mellowing him out when he was wound too tight. His foster mom had helped him find ways to regulate the frenetic energy that churned through him after heâd gone nuts at his guidance counselorâs suggestion he try medication.
In theory, he knew the meds helped some people. But as a kid, heâd been scared spitless that any drug would be a gateway to turning into his parents. What kind of chance did he have of avoiding addiction given his genetics?
Guitar picking was safer. If a little tougher on the ears of unsuspecting neighbors.
Holding the last note of a sixties folk tune that Bob Dylan made famous, Clay debated going inside for the night. With his feet propped on the narrow porch rail and his back jammed into a corner on the wooden chair heâd borrowed from the dinette set inside, his joints had gone stiff from staying in one position for too long. Or from the cold. He pulled his feet off the railing just as a car turned off the interstate and into the parking lot.
The white Ford sedan had out-of-state plates. A rental, he guessed. And since there werenât many guests staying in the motel cottages, he paid attention to who stepped out of the vehicle and under a streetlamp.
Gabriella.
âAre you going to play anything or is that just for show?â she called as she strode his way, a warm smile on her face.
She looked pretty. Dressed up a bit, like sheâd been out to dinner with friends. Pale hair skimmed her shoulder where it fell loose from a ponytail. She wore a long gray dress belted over dark tights, plus a lightweight trench coat. Shiny earrings bobbed in the porch light as she leaned on his railing.
âI guarantee that if I play for you, itâll be the last time you ask me to play.â Setting the guitar aside, he clapped a hand on the arm of the wooden rocker. âYouâre welcome to have a seat if itâs not too cold for you.â
He asked because it was the neighborly thing to do. And because he was more than a little curious about her. But he was surprised when she joined him without hesitation.
âThank you.â Stepping up onto the narrow planks, she seated herself carefully. There was a slow deliberation in the way she moved, as though she never rushed into anything. âIâm glad for the fresh air. I went to a Salon Night in town for a bunch of the women who are giving testimony in the Covington trial and itâs good to clear my head from the scent of fingernail polish.â She waggled her shiny nails, studying the pink polish. âIâm not usually one to spend time in a salon, but it was fun.â