âIâll just get you cleaned up and thenââ She reached up and dabbed frantically at the front of his pants, then realized where she was dabbing and groaned softly. âIâI guess you should probably do that area on your own.â What was she thinking? Nina glanced around to see the entire clientele of Jitterbugâs watching her with amusement. What were they thinking?
He grabbed her elbow, pulling her to her feet. Afraid to look up, Nina halfheartedly wiped at his shirt with the sheet of paper she had clutched in her other hand. When he took it from her fingers and shoved it in his pants pocket, she had no choice but to meet his gaze. An apologetic smile twitched at her lips and she risked a look up. âIâIâm sorry. Sometimes, Iâm so clumsy. Are you all right?â
âIâm fine,â he murmured, his gaze fixed on hers for the first time. âAnd thereâs no need to apologize. It was partly my fault, too.â
Sheâd never seen a greener pair of eyes in her life. Or a sexier smile. Or a straighter nose. Or aâNina swallowed hard. âBut your shirt. Itâs ruined.â
He chuckled dryly. âI never liked this shirt. Gives me a good excuse to toss it.â
For a long moment, they didnât speak. Nina tried to remember if sheâd apologized, but she couldnât recall exactly what sheâd said to him. Maybe it was the eyes, the penetrating eyes that seemed to send every rational thought running from her mind. Or the lips that looked like theyâd been made especially to kiss women, and lots of them. Even the faint stubble of a beard was more than she could bear.
Was this one of those men sheâd been wondering about, the one in a million and a half, the last single decent guy in all of New York City? She glanced at his left hand, looking for the telltale wedding band. There was none. Oh, if he was the one in a million, sheâd certainly made a mess of destiny! âCanâcan I buy you another coffee?â she offered.
He shook his head, his gaze never wavering from hers. âI was just leaving. Iâve got a meeting.â
Her breath caught again and she waited for him to step away, to walk out the door and out of her life forever. For all she knew, sheâd just dumped coffee all over Mr. Right and now he was going to just disappear without another word. âOf course,â she murmured. âAnd look at what Iâve done.â
He glanced over his shoulder and winced. âI really have to go.â He grabbed his suit jacket and briefcase from a chair, then slowly turned and started toward the door. Nina took one step to stop him, but then she noticed the rest of the patrons still watching her.
âI really am sorry,â she called as the door swung shut behind him. âA little cold water and a good non-chlorine bleach will get that stain right out!â She looked around the coffee shop, frowning. âShowâs over. You can all go back to your coffee,â she muttered.
With a flush of embarrassment, she hurried back to her table and sat down. âWas that as bad as I think it was?â Nina murmured. âDid I make a total fool of myself? And was there anyone in this place who didnât hear me giving him laundry advice?â
Lizbeth reached over and patted her hand excitedly. âThat was absolutely perfect!â she cried. âHoney, I didnât think you had it in you, but that move was pure brilliance!â
âWhat move?â
âSpilling coffee all over that stunningly gorgeous man. I donât even think I would have had the courage to do something so outrageous, especially when he had on a handmade French shirt. Those things cost five hundred apiece if they cost a penny.â
âReally?â Nina squeaked. âFive hundred dollars?â
âCouldnât you tell? Oh, honey, the way it hugged his body and nipped in around that waist. It fit him like a second skin. That kind of shirt makes a girl wonder whatâs underneath. Every woman in this place was pea-green with envy of you.â
âIt was an accident,â Nina said numbly.
Lizbeth gave her a sly look. âOh, please. You expect me to believe that? So, did you give him your phone number? You know, offer to pay his cleaning bill? Buy him a new shirt?â
âNo. He didnât ask that I pay.â Nina frowned and looked over at the door. âHe said he was going to throw the shirt out. I guess I should have offered. But it was his fault, too.â
âYou didnât give him your phone number,â Lizbeth stated, her voice flat and laced with disbelief. âPlease tell me you at least got his name. Or you gave him yours.â
Nina covered her face with her hands. âNo. I just couldnât think. I mean, there he was, all covered with coffee. And there I was,â she moaned, ârubbing his crotch with napkins.â She moaned again, this time with more emphasis. âI really screwed that up. For a second, I thought it might be destiny, but then he looked at me and my mind just went haywire and my knees went all wobbly.â Nina peered at Lizbeth through her fingers. âHe probably wasnât my type anyway, right? I mean, he was wearing a suit and I never go for businessmen. And he seemed a little uptight.â She drew a shaky breath. âAnd a guy who wears five-hundred dollar shirts is way out of my league. Iâm sure it would never have worked out.â
Lizbeth pushed to her feet, shaking her head. âDid you bother to look at the man? Heâs every womanâs type! Nuns would lust after the guy.â She grabbed her purse and slung it over her shoulder, then wagged her finger at Nina. âMaybe you should place that ad. Itâs clear that you donât have a chance of getting a gorgeous man the regular wayâby trickery and manipulation. I have to go, I have a date. But I want you to sit here and think about what you did wrong. Weâll discuss it later.â
Nina nodded dejectedly, like a child chastised. âI donât think Iâll be able to put it out of my mind.â
âIâll call you.â Lizbeth turned on her heel and walked toward the door. When it closed behind her, Nina busied herself with picking up her belongings. She grabbed the pad of paper and started to shove it in her bag, but decided against it. Snatching up her pencil, she closed her eyes for a moment, then began to write.
âCoffee Collision,â she murmured, writing the words out in capital letters. âJitterbugâs in Manhattan, March 15th. My latte met your shirt. Call me.â
Nina stared down at the text. Did she really have the courage to place the ad? Chances were remote at best that heâd see it. After all, he wasnât the typical Attitudes reader. With a soft oath, she ripped the page off the pad. But instead of crumpling it in her hand, she carefully folded it and placed it in her jacket pocket.
âForget the guy. Youâre not looking for Mr. Right, youâre looking for Mr. Right Nowâheâs the man who will get you a job in editorial.â
But as Nina tried to compose another ad, she couldnât keep her mind on the task at hand. Her thoughts kept wandering back to the man in the coffee-stained shirt, to the firm set of his mouth when he smiled, to the strong grasp of his fingers on her elbow, to the tremor that raced through her arm and made her head swim the moment heâd touched her.
Sheâd never believed in instant attraction, but that was only because sheâd never experienced it before. Now that she had, Nina wanted to experience it again. Sheâd just have to find a way to make it happen.
âWHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?â
Cameron Ryder stood on the sidewalk outside the coffee shop. He glanced down at his ruined shirt and tie and shrugged. âA little accident with a cup of coffeeâ¦and some crazy woman.â
He looked back over his shoulder. A beautiful, bewitching, crazy woman, he added silently. Now that heâd put a little distance between them, he wasnât quite sure what to think of her. She hadnât really been a woman at all, at least not the kind of sophisticated and overtly sexy woman he usually socialized with. She was sweet and slightly goofy, more a girl than woman. Sheâd been dressed a little oddly, in a hairy chartreuse sweater and a short little skirt that showed off shapely legs.
His mind conjured an image of her, her startling blue eyes and her golden blond hair twisted into a knot with spikes sticking out all over the place. He frownedâand chartreuse legs. In truth, sheâd looked like one of those bohemian girls who spent her days and nights in Soho coffee bars and art galleries, smoking cigarettes and quoting Sartre.
Still, he couldnât deny the current of attraction that had raced through his body the instant their eyes met, the warmth that seeped through his bloodstream when he touched her, the flood of amusement that made him smile when she so earnestly wiped off the front of his trousers.
Unlike most of the women heâd known, this woman lacked the hard, cynical edge that came from living in Manhattan. Her eyes were wide and clear blue, almost innocent. And she had a fresh, unpretentious look about her, unmarred by overdone cosmetics. With any other woman, he might have suspected she dumped the coffee on purpose. But the look of sheer surprise and mortification on her pretty face was enough to tell him differently. Cam laughed softly and shook his head. Good grief, heâd barely been able to get out a word or two, looking into those eyes.
What was this instant fascination he had with a complete stranger? Maybe heâd been working too hard lately. He hadnât had much time for a social life and any woman would appear attractive to a man who hadnât bothered with dating in the past few months. He fought the urge to walk back inside for just one more look, but then Jeff cleared his throat and pointed to his watch.
âWeâve got a half hour before we meet with Charlotte Danforth,â he said. âThereâs probably time to run back to your apartment and change.â
Ever the organized businessman, Jeff Myers was chief operating officer of Cameronâs company, NightRyder. Jeff had been a fellow college student when, ten years ago, Cam had created the Internet site for Gen X entertainment and night life. Heâd been there when the company moved from dorm room to apartment to office complex across the river in Jersey. And heâd been there at their stock offering, when the IPO turned Jeffâs thirty-percent interest into millions of dollars in just a few hours.
âI donât need to change,â Cam said. Though he might be able to make the trip uptown and back to his Riverside Drive apartment, he had no intention of doing so. âIâm not going to the meeting. Youâre my partner and you have my complete trust and authority. I want you to present the offer.â
Cam had been working toward this acquisition for as long as he could remember and now that it was time to make his move, he preferred to stand back and watch. Five years ago, Attitudes was barely a blip on the media radar. No one expected it to succeed, especially with socialite-party-girl Charlotte Danforth at the helm. But her rich daddy was willing to pay a price to get his little girl into the work world and out of his hair. Charles Danforth, one of New Yorkâs wealthiest men, was the magazineâs only investor. Even the headquarters of Attitudes was housed in a Danforth building, probably rent-free.
âI donât know why you want the magazine,â Jeff Myers murmured. âWith all the money the old man has pumped into it, we have no idea what itâs really worth. Sheâs probably never had to prepare a financial statement, so weâre buying blind. Why not buy something else?â
Cameron shrugged. âWell, Rolling Stone would be too expensive. So would Premiere and Entertainment. Attitudes is a weekly, itâs a trend-setter, and their subscription list fits our demographic. Itâs a good match for us,â he said. âAnd I donât care what it costs. I want the magazine and I want you to do everything necessary to get it.â
He smiled to himself. It felt good to say that, to know that when it came to a business acquisition, money was no longer an object. There was a time not so long ago that heâd struggled to make ends meet. Heâd just founded NightRyder, and though hip and trendy New Yorkers visited the site to learn all the latest on movies, music, and entertainment, the Internet was still young. Every penny heâd saved, most of it earmarked for his last year at NYU, had gone into the design. Four years later, when NightRyder had become the most popular Internet site nationwide in the 20- to 30-year-old demographic, the advertisers started coming and Camâs life as an Internet entrepreneur began.
âDonât you think youâre carrying this mystery man thing a little too far?â Jeff asked. âYouâre making too much money to keep your face out of the public eye forever. And youâre the Ryder in NightRyder, Cam. You should be there when we make our offer and Charlotte Danforth accepts.â
Cam chuckled. âSheâs not going to accept.â
âWhat? But she has to. Weâve done our research. Daddy Danforth is just about ready to cut her off, if he hasnât already. Her creditors are hounding her. And sheâs spending more and more time partying with her high society friends than running her magazine. The time is right.â
âSheâs not going to accept,â Cam insisted. âAttitudes is her baby. Besides, weâre only going to offer her half what we think the magazine is worth.â
âBut I thought we decidedââ
âI know what we decided. But I changed my mind. I need some more information before we make a solid offer.â
âCam, itâs a privately held publication. I donât think sheâs going to open up the books and let us browse before we talk money.â
âI know. But we can afford to wait her out, until sheâs a little more desperate. And while we do that, maybe we can get some inside information.â
Jeff nodded. âI suppose that wouldnât be a bad idea. Charlotte Danforth has hired and fired enough people. We could always find a disgruntled employee who might want to talk.â
âThen do it,â he said. âAnd call me after your meeting with Danforth. I want a full report.â
Jeff nodded, then started across the street. Cameron watched as he walked in the front entrance of the ornate cast-iron building, one of the many that lined the streets in this section of Soho. Then he turned and shoved his hands in his pockets, warming them in the chilly evening air.
His fingers toyed with a wad of paper in his pocket and he pulled it out, only to find the crumpled sheet the beautiful girl had used on his shirt, the scribblings on it now blurred by the coffee. Part of the paper was still completely legibleâthe Attitudes logo across the bottom and the name on the top.
âFrom the desk of Nina Forrester,â he murmured. âNina.â The name seemed to suit her, light, airy, a name that sounded like a peal of laughter or a twinkle in the eye. âSo thatâs her name.â
It took a few moments for the importance of his discovery to sink in. Nina Forrester worked at Attitudes! And he was looking for someone on the inside, someone to give him insight into the mercurial Charlotte Danforth and the state of her business affairs. His mind instantly began to form a strategy.
Why not go back inside and join her? He could engage her in conversation, bring up the subject of work. Most women loved to talk about their work, especially to a man who appeared interested in what she had to say. But the thought of manipulating her for his own purposes rankled.
Though rising to the top of the Internet world had taken immense technical knowledge, staying on top required a fair bit of ruthlessness. Still, heâd never deliberately deceived anyone to get what he wanted. Wasnât that what he was considering now? He held the paper up to read the rest of the scribbling in the waning light of day, wondering what sheâd been working on.
âLooking for Mr. Right Now?â he read, confusion wrinkling his brow. âAttractive, fun-loving, energetic SWF, 25, seeks adventurous Adonis, 25-35, for wild Saturday nights and lazy Sunday afternoons.â
Cameron reread the words again, simply to assure himself that heâd read them right the first time. âAdventurous Adonis? Wild Saturday nights and lazy Sunday afternoons?â
Usually, he was an excellent judge of character, able to detect hidden agendas and ulterior motives in a single glance. But if Nina Forrester had written this ad, then heâd been completely fooled by her innocent smile. A woman who enjoyed wild Saturday nights and lazy Sunday afternoons would probably have no qualms about dumping her coffee on a single guy sitting in a coffee shop. Maybe heâd been too hasty in his earlier impression. Perhaps she might be able to help him get inside Attitudes magazine.
Cameron started back down the street toward the subway stop, carefully folding the paper as he walked. Heâd never really thought of himself as an Adonisâfar from it. Up until he made his first million, he was just a computer geek, the kid with the thick glasses and the pocketful of pens, the president of the computer club and the chess club, a guy girls did their best to ignore.
Funny how a little power and money seemed to change him in othersâ eyes. It always took him unawares, for inside, there was still a tiny bit of the geek left. Heâd simply gotten a few years older, so that grown-up muscle now covered his once bony body. An uptown haircut and designer clothing had completed the transformation in his outward appearance. Maybe money did make the man.
He turned and stared back at the sidewalk in front of the coffee shop. Though his curiosity was piqued, he wasnât about to go back inside. He knew her name, where she worked, and where she played. He could find her if he needed to.
âBetter to wait,â he murmured with a chuckle. âAfter all, no self-respecting Adonis would be seen with a huge coffee stain on his chest.â
2
âHURRY UP! Staff meeting in the conference room. Charlotte wants everyone there.â
Nina looked up at Lizbeth from the reference books spread across her desk. Sheâd been caught up in finding out the name of the original designer of platform shoes and had lost all track of time. Before that, sheâd been immersed in an idle contemplation of the mystery man sheâd spilled coffee on last night. She still couldnât put him out of her mind, going over every stupid mistake sheâd made.
Why hadnât she offered to send his shirt to the cleaner or pay for a new shirt? Why hadnât she given him her phone number or at least introduced herself? Nina had lived in Manhattan for seven years, since her college days at Columbia, and sheâd never met a man quite as handsome as the man sheâd affectionately dubbed âCoffee Man.â
A more appropriate name would come to her, but Nina was already certain that this man would occupy her fantasies for a long time to come. Besides being incredibly handsome, he was funny and smart and confident, though how she knew all these things she wasnât sure. What she did know was that if she ever saw him again she wasnât going to let him get away a second time.
âNina?â
With a start, Nina glanced up at Lizbeth, drawn from her daydream. âOh, right. The meeting.â She reached up and raked her fingers through her hair. Though Lizbeth looked like sheâd just stepped out of a magazine ad, Nina usually managed to run a comb through her hair on the way down her apartment stairs and dash on mascara and a little lipstick during her bus ride from her East Village apartment. âShe wants everyone there?â she asked.
âBig news,â Lizbeth warned. âI think bad news, too, from the look on Charlotteâs face. Sheâs wearing the same clothes she had on yesterday afternoon, her hair is a mess and sheâs got raccoon eyes from her mascara. I donât think Iâve ever seen Charlotte looking like a roadside rodent. Maybe Daddy Danforth has finally cut the purse strings.â
Ninaâs heart twisted in her chest. If the magazine was having financial problems then the first jobs to be cut would be editorial assistants. Her current position as fact checker was safe as long as Attitudes was still publishing. But her future as an assistant editor with the magazine suddenly looked bleak. âAre you sure she wants me there? Iâm never invited to staff meetings.â
âShe specifically asked that you come,â Lizbeth said.
Nina jumped to her feet, hope springing to life inside her. âDid she ask for me by name?â
âYes,â Lizbeth said. âShe walked in my office, told me about the meeting and requested that I be sure to tell Tina.â
Nina rolled her eyes and cursed softly. âIs my name that hard to remember? Iâve worked for Charlotte for nearly three years! She sees me at least four or five times a week.â She looked down at the bottle-green satin Chinese jacket and flowered skirt she wore. âI donât look like I blend into the furniture, do I?â
Lizbeth considered Ninaâs skirt for a few seconds and put on her best Southern drawl. âMy mama did have some dining room portieres that looked a lot like your skirt.â
Nina strode to the door, pinching Lizbethâs arm as she passed. âYouâre so mean to me. I donât know why youâre still my friend.â
Lizbeth fell into step beside her as they strolled toward the conference room. âBecause Iâm the only one who really appreciates you,â she said with a lazy smile. âAnd your whimsical fashion sense.â She gave her the once-over with her critical fashion eye. âAll right, I love the jacket. There, are you happy?â
One thing Nina was happy about was that Lizbeth had forgotten the events of the night before. The last thing she needed was her best friend chiding her about the mistakes sheâd made. Lizbeth just didnât understand. Sheâd always had boys fawning over her and men falling at her feet. Nina had discovered boys a little later in life, so sheâd been playing catch-up since she was eighteen. She sighed softly, glancing at Lizbeth. No matter how long she worked at it, sheâd never catch up to Lizbeth.
By the time they reached the conference room, all the chairs had been taken by senior staff. Lizbeth and Nina stood against the back wall and watched as Charlotte called the meeting to order. Nina couldnât recall ever attending a staff meeting before. Charlotte preferred to deal with her one-on-one and important news was usually passed on to Nina through office gossip, haphazard memos, or not at all.
âWe have a problem,â Charlotte began. âA huge problem. Iâve called you all in here because, frankly, I donât know what to do.â To Ninaâs surprise, the normally icy Charlotte looked like she was about to cry. âI canât go to Daddy, so Iâm asking all of you for your help.â She sniffed. âI know I havenât always been the nicest boss, but I canât change that now.â Her voice trembled slightly. âYesterday evening I had a visit from a representative of NightRyder, some Internet company with truckloads of cash. They offered to buy the magazine.â
A collective gasp sounded in the silence of the conference room, followed by a low murmur of whispered comments. Lizbeth turned to look at Nina, her eyes wide.
Charlotte ran her fingers through her mussed hair and Nina noticed the shadows beneath her bossâs eyes. She had been crying. âDonât worry, the offer wasnât good enough to accept. But the next one might be. And as you all know, this magazine has always operated on aâ¦tight budget. And now that DaddyâI mean, now that my investors have decided to curtail their rather generous funding, the magazine is more vulnerable than ever. We have to tighten our belt, be more efficient andâand do all those other things you people do when we need to save money. Iâm sure you know what they are.â
âLike cutting back on expensive business lunches at the cityâs best restaurants?â Lizbeth murmured. âAnd throwing lavish parties for male models then writing them off against our photo budgets?â
âShhh!â Nina hissed.
âLena, where are you?â Charlotte demanded. Her gaze searched the room, but no one spoke up. The rest of the employees glanced nervously back and forth. âWell, where is my head of research? Lizbeth, I told you to bring her along. Where is Lena?â