A Christmas Family Miracle: Snowbound with Her Hero / Baby Under the Christmas Tree / Single Dad's Christmas Miracle

Everyone broke into gales of laughter except Raoul. He knew the truth, but went along with her performance. That was good. She’d come down to the salon armed with a plan that was now set in stone.

Everyone hugged the grandparents goodbye and left the house in two cars. Crystal got in the front seat of Raoul’s car. The boys climbed in back.

“Where are we going, Uncle Raoul?”

“To the same farm where I took you before, Albert.”

“Did you bring the sleigh bells?” Philippe cried out excitedly.

“I did. They’re in the back of my car.”

“Goody!”

The boys waved to the girls riding in Bernard’s car. Before long they reached the farm on one of the lower hillsides. A large sleigh and a small one, each with two horses, sat waiting for them along the snow packed lane. Their drivers, two older Savoyards, waved to them. With an overcast sky and the Alps in the background, the whole alpine winter scene didn’t look quite real and could have graced a Christmas card.

“Can Albert and I go in the small sleigh?”

“Maybe another time, Philippe. I need a chance to talk to your mother, and this would be a good time to do it.”

Crystal shivered. She couldn’t imagine they had anything to talk about now. But remembering her plan to fight fire with fire, she didn’t try to accommodate her son’s wishes.

“Okay.” To her shock, he went along with it. Except for when Raoul had to be gone on that emergency, her son had changed a lot and was so much more settled down, she hardly knew him.

Raoul pulled to a stop at the side of the road and got out. With Bernard’s help they attached the bells to the horses’ trappings on the big sleigh, delighting the boys. The children climbed in with Vivige and Bernard, divvying up blankets for everyone who sat where they wanted.

“Hi, Mommy!” Philippe waved to her. She waved back, but her attention was drawn to Raoul, who walked back to the smaller sleigh where she was sitting. His dark hair was partially covered by his navy ski hat. With the bite of the air, his warm complexion brought out his striking features. He was so alive and heartbreakingly handsome, it hurt to look at him.

She quickly focused on their moustached driver in his old mountain hat who turned around to make sure they were settled. Then he shook the reins. Once the horses received that signal, they moved forward behind the other sleigh. She could hear the children whooping it up in the distance.

As the horses paced along in rhythm, the sleigh bells made their distinctive sounds while the sleigh swished and glided across the snow. The outing was one of sheer enchantment, carrying her back to the other magical morning on the ski slopes with Raoul.

The scene right now was too surreal for Crystal. She closed her eyes for a little while and just listened while she dreamed about what it would be like if he had any deeper feelings for her.

Finally, today, the kiss of a lover full of hot-blooded passion had brought her own feelings closer to the surface to be acknowledged. But Raoul wasn’t her lover. He was a man who’d been with other women since Suzanne and enjoyed them. She knew he did, especially when he’d gone on climbing trips with Des.

The kiss he’d given her in the bedroom was something he’d done in the nature of an experiment in order to wake her up to the possibilities of life, but it hadn’t been prompted by the earthshaking desire she had for him. When she’d told him she couldn’t accept his offer to run a ski school here, he’d left it alone. His calm acceptance gave her the proof he could compartmentalize his feelings for the good of the moment.

To belong to him was a pipe dream on her part. Just entertaining the thought terrified her because she had to remember that the only person who truly mattered was Philippe.

Even if Raoul did feel something for her, if the world were to hear they were a couple, the press would make it into a scandal that would follow her son for the rest of his life. There’d be questions as to whether Philippe was the son of France’s great sporting hero, or the son of Raoul Broussard—Eric’s brother and a celebrity in his own right among the mountaineers of Europe.

She couldn’t do that to her precious boy. He was an innocent child who didn’t deserve to grow up under an ugly cloud of vicious lies and rumors.

No … it was a dream she had to bury. The big question now was how to rein in her emotions until she left France with her son.

“You’re so immersed in thought, I was afraid you’d forgotten I was here.” His deep voice insinuated itself inside her skin.

Raoul, Raoul.

Her eyes opened to a sky that had deepened into darkness. He’d leaned closer to her, bringing the familiar male scent she loved. Their breath curled in the night air and mingled. “To be honest, I was enjoying the silence. It’s heavenly out here, like we’re being pulled across a fantastic moonscape.”

“You sound happy. Shades of the old Crystal are coming out in you more and more.”

“The old Crystal?” she questioned in surprise.

“Oui, ma belle. The first time I met you, you were this happy, sunny girl whose spirit pervaded our entire household. But slowly I saw a difference come over you and we both know why. Eric or no Eric, Philippe is the luckiest boy in the world to have a mother like you.”

That’s what he’d brought Crystal out here to tell her? He wanted to compliment her for being a good mom? He didn’t want to …

Crystal had to stop what she was thinking. “Thank you,” she said in a shaky whisper.

“He’s inherited your naturally sunny disposition. When he’s around, he’s like a breath of fresh air.”

His emotion when he talked about her son shook her to the depths. There was a sudden tension-filled silence brought on because she didn’t know what to say and shouldn’t have come on this sleigh ride with him.

“As long as you were so honest with me at Chez Pierre the other day,” he continued, “there’s something I should have told you while we were talking. It’s something I should have told the whole family after Suzanne died.”

Her body went taut. She was almost afraid to hear what he was about to tell her. Her gaze shot to his. She noticed a nerve throbbing at the corner of his mouth. “What is it?”

“When the results of the autopsy came through, it was confirmed she was pregnant, but neither of us knew it at the time.”

Crystal tried to smother her horrified gasp.

“For a long time I was angry at the world for such a senseless tragedy,” he rasped. “But mostly I couldn’t forgive myself for not being with her when she needed me. I wasn’t able to save her. Me—the great mountaineer!”

“Raoul—” she cried in anguish for him and grasped his hand. He and Suzanne were going to have a baby…. Crystal knew all about guilt and suffered fresh pain for him. “No wonder you shut off your feelings for such a long time.”

“I’m afraid I did more than that!” His eyes flashed. “I resented Eric for his cavalier treatment of you. Here he had a wife and son, and he didn’t value either of you the way he should have.”

Crystal had no idea all this had gone on inside over the last few years.

“When he died, I was in even more despair over the guilt I felt for having judged him when it wasn’t my place.”

“You don’t need to tell me about guilt,” she murmured.

“There’s more,” he groaned out. “There were even times when I resented you.”

She swallowed hard. “Why?”

“Because you had your son and it was a reminder to me of everything I’d lost. Perhaps now you understand why Philippe is doubly precious to me.”

She nodded. Oh, yes.

It explained why he’d sounded accusatory when he’d first arrived in Breckenridge. She now understood why the monthly phone calls from Raoul had been so terse and unsatisfactory over the last year. He’d kept their conversations short before asking to speak to Philippe.

She’d been hurt by his manner and feared more of the same if she decided to phone him. So she hadn’t done it, but it had cost her son so much unhappiness.

Besides losing his wife, Raoul had lost his unborn child. Philippe had lost his father. On some deeper lever the two of them had sensed each other’s loss and had reached out for comfort. The bond between them ran fathoms deep.

Raoul’s confession had cleared up so many questions, she realized.

“I’m sorry for being so hard on you, Crystal,” he said against the tips of her fingers before kissing them.

“You think I don’t understand?”

He raised his head. His eyes were dark blue pools of light. “That’s the point. I know you do, and I’m humbled by it.” This time when he kissed her lips, it was a kiss of gratitude that couldn’t be mistaken for anything else. It explained his other kiss with all its pent-up frustration and pain.

Oh, yes, she understood it all.

When he quickly relinquished her mouth, she realized the sleigh had stopped. She looked around. All she could see was Raoul’s car. “I didn’t realize we were back. The others have already gone home.”

A quiet smile broke out on his handsome face. “We’re due at Vivige’s for a party.”

“I didn’t know that.”

“This is their surprise for the children. A celebration slumber party. Let’s go, shall we?”

In a few minutes they’d driven to the cousins’ roomy chalet for hot chocolate and Vivige’s special Christmas plum cake.

Philippe was so happy he looked like he would burst. “I wish we could take a sleigh ride every day. Don’t you, Mommy?”

She kissed his frozen cheeks, avoiding Raoul’s gaze that seemed to follow her everywhere she turned. “It was wonderful, but if we did it every day, it wouldn’t seem so special.”

“Come on, Philippe,” Albert called to him. “We’re going to play table tennis. Papa says it’s the men against the women.”

“Goody!”

Their playroom on the second floor was a child’s dream. Bernard had everything set up. “Albert? You’ll play against Lise. Philippe against Fleur. I’ll beat your mother.” Everyone laughed hard. “Raoul against Crystal. Then we’ll rotate partners three more times. May the best men win.”

“Papa—” the girls cried out in protest before giggling.

For the next hour it was a battle to the death with more wins for the men of the house.

“I don’t think it’s fair,” Fleur pouted.

Crystal gave her a big hug. “It isn’t.” She bent down and whispered, “Where’s your game of Escargot? We’ll show up the men.”

Her face lit up. “It’s right there on the shelf.” She ran to get it.

It was kind of like the game of hopscotch, requiring lots of hopping to get to the center of a large snail, with lots of contortions and accidents as spaces were claimed and initialed by each player so you couldn’t step on them without receiving a penalty.

As it turned out, their uncle Raoul lost the competition for the men when he tried to do the impossible and landed in the middle of the game on his back. It sent the girls into squeals of laughter and pretty soon everyone joined in.

Crystal was still laughing hard when her eyes accidentally met Raoul’s as he got to his feet. The look he shot her sent a private message that bespoke pleasure. They’d shared so much over the last few days, she’d felt a change in their relationship. As if they were friends like they’d been when Suzanne was alive, and yet it felt so different now.

Reaching for Philippe, she pulled him aside. “It’s late and I need to get back to your grandparents in case they need me for any reason. Give me a kiss good-night and I’ll see you in the morning.”

“Good night, Mommy.” He hugged and kissed her hard. This was her happy child, the one she never wanted to see disappear again.

She made the rounds hugging the children, then thanked Vivige and Bernard for a wonderful time. “I’ll pick the children up tomorrow and take them skiing.”

Philippe darted over to her and whispered in her ear. “You’re going to take us skiing?”

“Yes,” she whispered back.

“But I thought you didn’t like to ski anymore.”

“I love it, honey.”

His eyes rounded. “So do I!”

“You do? I thought maybe you didn’t like it because you didn’t want to go with Grandpa.”

He stared at her with those innocent blue eyes. “I wanted you to take me.”

“Oh, darling.” She clutched him to her. So many misunderstandings. Over her shoulder she saw Raoul watching them and wondered if his eyes were glistening, or maybe it was a trick of the light.

After letting him go, she left the house and walked out to Raoul’s car. He was only a few steps behind her. Soon they were on their way back to Les Pecles. With Christmas so close, the decorated streets were filled with locals and tourists enjoying an atmosphere like nowhere else in the world.

Today there’d been moments when she’d experienced every emotion—from fear, to sadness, to excitement and incomparable joy that Raoul had returned safely from his rescue expedition. He was the reason for all of those feelings. For hours she’d had a legitimate excuse to be in his company. There was no one like him and never would be.

When they reached the house, Jules and Arlette were still up. While Raoul stored the sleigh bells, she told them about the sleigh ride and the party at Vivige’s house.

Her father-in-law sat there with tears in his eyes. “You’ve got that smile back.”

“It was a perfect day, Jules. You look wonderful. Are you really feeling better?”

“Mais oui, ma fille.”

Arlette smiled at her. “He’s looking more like his old self every day. It’s because we have our whole family around us. We’ve been talking about having a family picture professionally done after Christmas right here by the tree. What do you think?”

“It will make a wonderful souvenir for Philippe.”

“Who’s talking souvenirs?” Raoul had just entered the salon. His eyes impaled her. “You just got here.” Though he’d said it in a light tone, she knew it had upset him. Now she understood why. He would miss Philippe horribly when they left.

His father chuckled. “Come in and sit, mon fils. That is, if you can. Crystal told us about your accident.”

To her surprise a low chuckle came out of Raoul, changing his mood. She felt it resonate to her insides. “It was Crystal’s fault. She put Fleur up to getting out that blasted game.”

Jules hooted. “It’s a good thing your clients didn’t see it happen or they’d take their business elsewhere.”

“I think it was worth it. Don’t you, Crystal?” That question said in his deep male voice haunted her. His eyes forced her to look at him. “Have you ever seen Philippe have more fun?”

She knew what he was really asking. “Thanks to you, I think today topped everything in his world.”

And mine.

Though he still smiled, she got the feeling her answer didn’t seem to please him.

His father looked at him. “Was anyone injured in that climbing party you rescued?”

“Two of them got hypothermia, but they’re doing fine now.”

“What happened?”

“One of the climbers didn’t throw his ax hard enough. The ice didn’t hold and he fell. It took the guide time to get down to him on the ropes. By then it was dark and they decided to wait it out until daylight.”

“What chute was it?”

“The ‘épingle.’”

His father nodded. “That’s too difficult a place for inexperienced climbers.”

“I agree and told the guide.”

“Well, all’s well that ends well. I’m glad you got back safely. I think I’m ready for bed now. Coming, Arlette?” She nodded. Everyone got to their feet.

“I’ll lock up the house for you, Papa.”

“Merci, mon fils.”

They all kissed good-night, leaving Raoul alone with Crystal. After they’d gone upstairs, she turned to him. “Thank you for the sleigh ride. I think you know it was like a day out of time, one that neither Philippe or I will ever forget.” Her voice throbbed.

“You keep giving goodbye speeches. Can’t you let it rest until you leave?”

“It was a figure of speech, but as you and I both know, nothing’s forever.”

That forbidding look stole over his face once more. It had been missing for the last two days. “Wouldn’t it be horrifying if it were true,” he muttered, absently rubbing his chest. “I’ll come by tomorrow with ski gear for you and Philippe from the shop. With four children, we’ll need two cars.”

Her pulse accelerated to a wild pitch. She’d hoped he’d want to join them. “They’ll love it more if you’re there.” The children would provide a buffer so she could enjoy his company. A stab of pain jolted her to realize the New Year would be here before she knew it. The thought of being without Raoul was anathema to her now.

“Before you go, I have a question. I know what Lise and Fleur want for Christmas, but I need help with Albert. What do you think?”

“He loves games with plastic pieces and can never have enough.”

“That helps me. In town I saw a pirate ship he could build. I don’t think he has one. At least I didn’t see one over there this evening.”

“I’m pretty sure he doesn’t. He and Philippe will have a lot of fun putting it together.”

She nodded. “See you tomorrow.”

“Bonne nuit, Crystal.”

CHAPTER SEVEN

ALBERT RAN UP TO Raoul, who was putting all their ski equipment in the car. “Now that we’re through skiing, will you take us to that Christmas movie?” Philippe was right behind him. “Please?”

Raoul’s gaze flicked to Crystal’s. She’d just handed him Fleur’s skis and poles. “What do you think?”

“I’d like to see it myself.”

“Hooray,” the children shouted. The girls got in Crystal’s car. Albert and Philippe had already claimed Raoul’s.

Satisfied that Crystal wasn’t trying to get away from him, Raoul’s body relaxed. After he’d closed the trunk she said, “With Christmas Eve tomorrow, I’m sure Arlette and Vivige are appreciating the free time to get a lot of things done today. I’ll follow you to the complex.”

They drove in tandem from the beginners’ slopes at Argentière to the center of Chamonix, where they had lunch, then walked to the movie theater. Raoul had been loving this too much. It gutted him to think of it ending.

When they went inside, the kids chose to sit together. Raoul and Crystal sat a couple of rows behind them. The place was packed. There was so much noise, no one would hear if they whispered.

He handed her some candy but she refused. “We got here just in time.”

“I know. It’s perfect. I can tell my son feels very grown up being here without his mother sitting at his side like he’s a baby.”

Raoul glanced at her lovely profile. “Being with his cousins has given him a lot more confidence.”

“I’m going to have to work on some more play dates for him when we’re back in Colorado.”

His stomach knotted to even hear the word. He hated to tell her this, but if she thought she’d had problems with him over the last year, it was going to be much harder for him to go back now. But instead of getting into it with her on such a fabulous day, he changed the subject.

“I don’t know about you, but I think Lise is turning into an excellent skier.”

“You know why. She’s fearless. Provided she starts working on her technique, there might be another medalist in the family one day.”

“Just like you.”

She turned her head to glance at him. “Like you, too. Des once told me you’re so amazing when you scale those sheer walls, even he finds himself swallowing hard.”

“He told you that to keep your attention. In case you didn’t know it, he had a crush on you.”

“Now you’re being ridiculous.”

“Not at all. He bemoaned the fact that he couldn’t find a woman like you.”

“Like me?”

“Um. The kind a man’s dreams are made of.” Raoul could have sworn she blushed.

“I had no idea.”

“That’s a quality I admire about you. You’re very unself-aware.”

“Are you chatting me up?” she teased unexpectedly.

A chuckle escaped his throat. “Is it working?”

“Chut!” someone said from behind them.

Crystal flashed Raoul an embarrassed look and sank a little lower in her seat. In her vulnerability he’d never wanted to kiss her more than at this moment, but there wasn’t anything he could do about it. He decided it was just as well because this wasn’t the place to do what he really wanted to do with her.

He had no clue what the movie was about, not while his body ached with longings that needed assuaging soon. It was an actual physical relief when the film ended and they could get out in the cold air, where he could walk off the energy created by simply sitting next to her.

They drove back to Vivige’s for soup and fruit. Then Crystal excused her and Philippe. She’d promised to help his mother with some cooking before going to bed.

He followed them home to see how his father was faring. Along with Philippe, the three of them played some board games. Total entertainment. The last thing Raoul wanted to do was go back to his empty house. Every so often he went into the kitchen for a snack. Crystal smiled at him while she was working. “Who’s winning?”

“Philippe.”

“Again? Isn’t that about the tenth time?”

“I took a leaf out of your book from the other day.”

Her broad smile caught at his heart. “You’re spoiling him.”

“That’s what I’m here for.” When she turned her head away too quickly, he realized he needed to leave. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” He started out of the kitchen.

“Thank you for another wonderful day, Raoul,” she called over his shoulder. He kept going before he lost control completely and dragged her off to some secluded place.

Christmas Eve Day meant Vivige and Arlette were busy getting everything ready for the night’s festivities. Crystal had already volunteered to take the children to do their own Christmas shopping.

First she took them to lunch downtown. While they were eating, Philippe told her what he wanted to buy Raoul.

“A hat? Really? What kind?”

He looked up at her with excitement. “One like those farmers who took us on the sleigh ride the other night. I told our driver I liked his hat and Uncle Raoul said he did, too.”

“Oh … you mean an alpine hat.” No one would look more dashing in one than Raoul. Her heart thumped so hard, it almost knocked her over. “You really think Raoul would like one of those?”

“I know he would ‘cause he told me nobody ever gave him one and he always wished he had one just like it.” Come to think of it, she’d never seen Raoul in anything but a ski hat.

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