Her hands were everywhere in a blatant bid to sidetrack him from his silently stated intention, and he had to gather both her wrists in one hand and hold them above her head.
She gasped, her body bowing in clear need. “Kinky, Tino.”
“Necessary, tesoro.”
“Why?”
“I want you out of your mind with pleasure.” “I’m already there.”
“No.” He kissed her, sweeping her mouth with his tongue. He pulled back. “You can still talk.”
And then he set about taking care of that. He kissed his way down her throat, sucking up a bruise in the dip right below her clavicle bone. His mark.
She shuddered and cried out, like she always did when his hormones got the best of him and he gave her a hickey like he was still an adolescent learning his way around a woman. Maybe that’s why he regressed so often.
He moved to her breasts, taking one in his free hand and laving the other with his tongue. Eventually, after a lot of mewling and half-formed words from the dead-to-rights sexy woman below him, he zeroed in on her nipples. He didn’t play. He focused. He plucked. And he pleasured.
She screamed.
She arched.
She came, her body going rigid and then shaking.
He released her hands and rolled on top of her, using the head of his penis to tease the swollen nub of her clitoris. She cried out incoherently and he kept it up. Her legs locked around his and she pressed upward, forcing him inside. He rocked and kissed her until he was on the verge of climaxing himself.
It was only then that he remembered the condom he wasn’t wearing.
With more self-control than he thought he had, he pulled out and reached for the bedside drawer where he kept his supplies before surging back inside her.
When he came, she was screaming his name and convulsing around him in a second more-intense orgasm.
Remembering made him harder than a rock and twice as immovable.
That night had happened somewhere between two and three months ago. If he looked at his PDA, he could get an exact date. It was something he’d kept track of as zealously as he had their birth control itself. Only, the timing had never come to anything before. Maybe that was why he hadn’t been worried along these lines in this instance?
The possibility that Faith might be carrying his child had not even occurred to him. Why would it? A woman didn’t break up with the man whose child she carried.
He spit forth a vicious curse as he yanked the door open on his Jaguar. It was entirely too possible, though.
And rather than tell him, Faith had booted Valentino from her life.
Why? What was she thinking? Did she believe he would allow her to take his child back to America and raise it, ignorant of its Sicilian family?
Did she think he would not find out? That he would disappear from her life as easily as she dismissed him from hers?
She did not know him very well, if that was the case. It seemed they both had a great deal to learn about each other.
Something didn’t make any sense, though. If she had wanted to marry him as she had hinted, why had she kept this a secret? Surely she knew he would never deny his child the right to his name and heritage. What was the matter with her?
Then he remembered how irrational Maura had gotten on a few occasions while she was pregnant with Giosue.
Faith was no doubt suffering the same emotional fragility. He would have to get himself under control. He could not allow the fury coursing through him a vent. Not in her current condition. He would have to remain calm.
And he would have to remember she was not thinking clearly.
It was his responsibility to make things right and that was something he was good at. Fixing things for others. Had he not taken a slowly sinking vineyard, at risk of closing its doors before the next generation was old enough to take over, and made it a diversified, multinational company?
He had saved the Grisafi heritage and when his younger brother and their father were at loggerheads, Valentino had salvaged the relationship by sending his brother across the ocean to run their offices in New York. The two strong-headed men spoke on the phone weekly and rarely argued any longer.
The only thing he had failed to fix was his wife’s illness. He had not been able to save Maura, and he had paid the price for his inability, but he wasn’t going to lose another woman who depended on him.
Loud knocking startled Faith from a fitful doze. She sat up, looking around her small apartment in disoriented semiwakefulness.
The pounding sounded again and she realized it was coming from her door. She stumbled to her feet and made her way toward it, swinging the door open just as Tino raised his hand to knock again.
He dropped his arm immediately, a look of relief disparate to the situation crossing his handsome features. “Thank the madre vergine. I tried knocking quietly, but you did not hear me.” He reached out as if to touch her, but didn’t—letting his hand drop to his side once again. “Were you working? Is that safe now? Do the clay or glazes have dangerous fumes? This is something we need to look into. I do not wish to demand you give up your passion, but it may be necessary for these final months.”
“Tino?” Was she still too groggy to make sense of his words, or had her former lover lost his mind?
“Si?”
“You’re babbling.” She’d never heard him say so many words without taking a breath. And none of them made any sense. “You sound like your mother when she gets a bee in her bonnet.”
“Mama does not keep insects in her wardrobe and she would not thank you for implying otherwise.”
“It’s an expression, for Heaven’s sake. What is the matter with you tonight?”
“You need to ask me this?” he demanded in a highly censorious voice. His eyes closed and he groaned, just a little, but it was definitely a groan. “Excuse me, Faith.”
“Uh, okay?” she asked, rather than said.
He took three deep breaths, letting each one out slower than the one before. Then he opened his eyes and looked at her with this Zen-like expression that was almost as weird as his babbling. “May I come in?”
“You’re asking me?” Not demanding she invite him in. Not just forging ahead, assuming he was welcome? “What’s going on, Tino?”
He didn’t answer, simply giving the room behind her a significant look.
“Oh, all right. Come in.” She stepped back.
It wasn’t the most gracious invitation she had ever extended, but she was still disoriented from falling asleep after speaking to Agata on the phone. And Tino was acting strange.
Really. Really.
“Can I get you something to drink?”
“I could use a whiskey,” he said in an odd tone. “But I will get it. You sit down.”
“You’ve only been here once before, Tino. You don’t know where I keep anything.”
His hands fisted at his sides, but then the Zen thing was back and he said in a very patient tone, “So tell me.”
She knew he wanted her back, but enough to sublimate his usually passionate nature? She would never have guessed.
“Why don’t I just get us our drinks instead?”
“You aren’t having whiskey, are you?”
She rolled her eyes. “I never drink hard spirits. You know that.”
But he’d never acted as if he thought she shouldn’t before. Though, considering how tipsy she got on a single glass of wine, perhaps his concern made a certain kind of sense. And honestly, she’d never implied she wanted to drink hard liquor before. But still. “What’s the matter with you tonight?”
“We have things to discuss.”
“We’ve done all the talking that needs doing.” For right now, anyway. She was frankly too tired and too nauseous to rehash their breakup. She was feeling week and wishing he would just hold her.
She had to get a handle on these cravings. Or she was going to do something stupid, like ask him to fulfill them.
He didn’t bother answering. He simply guided her back to the small love seat she’d been dozing on and pressed her to sit down. Bemused by his insistence on getting their beverages, she did. He then picked up her feet and turned her so that they rested on the love seat as well.
Apparently not content with that level of coddling, he tucked the throw she’d been sleeping under around her legs.
He nodded, as if in approval. “I will get our drinks now.”
He was seriously working on getting back in her good graces. But no amount of tender care could make up for his refusal to see her as nothing more than a casual lover. Why couldn’t he see that?
“If you insist on serving, I’d like a cup of tea.” Something that hopefully would settle her tummy. “There is some ginger tea in the cupboard above the kettle. That’s where you’ll find the whiskey, as well.”
An unopened bottle she had purchased in the hope that one day he would break his pattern and show enough interest in her life outside their sexual trysts to come see her.
He went to the kitchen area, nothing more than an alcove off the main living area, really. She watched him fill the kettle and flip the switch to heat the water. The domesticity of the scene tugged at her helter-skelter emotions. It was so much like something she wanted to experience all the time—for the right reasons—that stupid tears burned her eyes before she resolutely blinked them away.
He pulled down the box of tea and the bottle of whiskey from the cupboard. “I’ve never had ginger tea before.”
She had. When she’d been pregnant before. And she was one of the lucky women it helped. “It’s not something I drink often.”
He gave her an enigmatic look but said nothing as he poured his own drink and waited for her water to boil.
She didn’t ask him why he was there or what he wanted to talk about, because the answer was obvious. He wanted her back in his bed, but she’d do her best to avoid that particular conversation. “How is Gio?”
“You saw him only three days ago.”
She shrugged. “I wish I taught more days a week,” she admitted, before her brain caught up with her mouth.
“I understand.”
“You do?”
“You hold my son in deep affection.” “He’s easy to love.” “I agree.” “Urn … “
“He wishes he could see you more often, as well.”
“I know.” Only, his father did not want them to grow closer. He’d made that clear.
“I think we can rectify that problem soon enough.”
How? Was he going to up the ante of getting her back in bed by offering time with his family on a regular basis? Her rather creative and active imagination offered up a second option. One a lot less palatable.
Maybe he had decided to remarry after all. To find the paragon of Sicilian virtue he thought Gio deserved as a stepmother. Someone who would eradicate the child’s fantasies about being his favorite teacher’s son.
Faith went from weepy to annoyed in the space of a heartbeat. “I wouldn’t rush into anything if I were you.”
“And yet some things require quick action.”
“Marriage isn’t one of them.”
Surprise showed clearly on Tino’s face. “You believe I plan to marry?”
“Isn’t that the way you plan to fix your son’s desire to see me more?” Provide the little boy with a mother so he wouldn’t miss the teacher he had decided he wanted in that capacity.
“It is, in fact.”
Despite everything—knowing how he felt, knowing that he did not want her in his life like that—at Tino’s words, unpleasant shock coursed through Faith. Somewhere deep inside, she had believed he would not go that far.
Her stomach tightened in a now familiar warning and she shot to her feet, kicking the lap blanket away. When she reached the commode, she retched. Though, since she had not been hungry earlier, she did nothing but dry heave. It hurt and it scared her. Though she knew that the cramps were in her stomach and not her womb, a tiny part of her brain kept saying it was one and the same.
Tino had come into the small room with her and she could hear water running, but she couldn’t look up long enough to see what he was doing. Then a cold, damp cloth draped the nape of her neck while another one was pressed gently to her forehead. Tino rubbed her back in a soothing circular motion, crooning to her in Italian.
The heaving stopped and she found herself leaning sideways into his strength. He said nothing, just let her draw heat and comfort from his touch. She didn’t know how long they remained like that—him crouching around her like a protective angel—her kneeling on the floor, but eventually she moved to stand.
He helped her, gently wiping her face with one damp cloth before tossing them both in her small sink. “Better?”
She nodded. “I don’t like being sick.”
“I do not imagine you do.” He handed her a glass of water.
She rinsed her mouth before drinking some down. Placing the glass down by the sink, she turned to leave and weaved a bit.
Suddenly she found herself lifted in the strong arms she had been craving earlier. There was no thought to protest. She needed this. Even if it was a moment of fantasy in her rapidly failing reality.
He carried her to her minuscule bedroom, barely big enough for the double-size bed—another purchase made with hope for something that had never developed between them—and single bedside table that occupied it.
He sat her on the bed, reaching around her to arrange her pillows into a support for her back. Then he helped her to settle against them. It was all too much, too like what she secretly craved that she felt those stupid tears burning her eyes again.
Ignoring the overwrought emotions she knew were a result of pregnancy hormones, she teased, “How did you know where my bedroom was?”
“Instinct?”
She forced a laugh that came out sounding hollow rather than amused, but it was better than crying like a weakling. “Are you saying you have a homing device for beds?”
“Maybe beds belonging to you.” He brushed her hair back from one side of her temple and smiled, the look almost tender.
But she knew better. “This is the only one I have.”
“For the last year, almost, you have been sharing the bed in my apartment in Marsala and you have shared my bed in my family home.”
“Are you trying to say those beds belong to me in some way now?” she asked, unable to completely quell her sarcasm at such a thought.
“Yes.”
She gasped but could think of nothing to say in reply until she spluttered, “That’s—It’s ridiculous.”
He shrugged. “We will agree to disagree.”
After everything he had said? She didn’t think so. “We will?” she asked in a tone she used so rarely he’d probably never heard it.
He gave her that Zen look again and nodded, as if he had no idea he was in imminent danger of being beaned upside the head with a pillow. “It is the only rational thing to do. You clearly do not need to upset yourself.”
“I …” She wanted to tell him he was wrong, but she couldn’t. She didn’t relish the thought of more dry heaves at all. She wanted to say she didn’t know what was wrong, or that she had a touch of the flu or something … anything but the truth. Only, she could not, would not lie.
He patted her arm. “Rest here. I will get your tea.”
“Fine, but your beds don’t belong to me in any way, Tino. You made that clear.”
Not a single spark of irritation fluctuated his features.
What in the world was going on?
CHAPTER NINE
VALENTINO slammed back the scotch whiskey. It was his favorite brand. An unopened bottle before tonight. There was a message there he did not have time to contemplate. Faith needed him.
It was worse than he had expected. She was obviously suffering from uncommonly bad morning sickness. After all, it was no longer morning, but she was definitely sick.
Maura had been lucky. She had only experienced the lightest amount. However Tino’s mother had regaled him with stories of her own debilitating morning sickness when he had become worried during Maura’s pregnancy. She’d said over and over again how relieved she was Maura’s pregnancy nausea was so light and confined itself to mornings.
Faith’s did not.
And that made Valentino feel guilty. After all, she was pregnant with his child. He did not want his carina americana to be sick.
He would not allow it.
There was only one thing to do.
Faith could hear Tino’s voice, but couldn’t imagine who he was talking to. She hadn’t heard a phone ring.
Was he muttering to himself? He did that sometimes when he worked at his state-of-the-art laptop when they were together. Only he didn’t have his computer and she had a hard time imagining him working instead of bringing her tea. Nor could she imagine him making a business call. He might not love her, but he was not heartless.
He’d actually proven himself to be a more than adequate nurse the one time she’d caught a cold the previous winter. Her illness had brought out a soft side to her stoic, businessman lover. Not quite as concerned as the one now, but then she hadn’t been puking then, either.
He’d gotten plenty upset over her stuffy nose, fever and headache.
So, where the heck was he with her tea?
She was on the verge of going after it herself when he walked into the small room, filling it with his presence. Why had he decided to come see her after they’d broken up? Even this brief visit was going to haunt her when she tried to sleep in her lonely bed at night.
He placed a steaming mug and a small plate with crackers and mild cheese on it on the table beside her bed. Then he leaned down to adjust the pillows so she could sit up more fully.
“I’m not an invalid, you know.” She winced at the crabby tone to her own voice. Ashamed, she laid her hand on his wrist as he reached for the tea again. “I’m sorry. Thank you for getting my tea.”
“Do not worry about it. Moodiness is to be expected.” He spoke with all the patience of a man bent on humoring the woman in his life.
Only she wasn’t in his life. Was she? Right now, it sure didn’t feel like they’d broken up.
And she had been moody when she’d been sick before. And he’d been patient. She was sure he had been the ideal husband during Maura’s pregnancy. And even though he was only being so nice because he thought she was ill, she would take what she could get. “Thanks for being so understanding.”
He settled onto the bed beside her, careful not to jostle and handed her the mug. “Drink.”
“Bossy.”
He shrugged.
She took a sip. “It’s sweet.” Very.
“The doctor said sugar might help with the nausea. He said the crackers and a nonpungent cheese might also help.”
“What doctor?”
“The one I called.”
“Overkill, Tino.” But sweet. Even sweeter than the tea. She took another sip. The well-sugared beverage did seem to be helping with her upset stomach.
“Not at all. When in doubt, go to an expert.”
She shook her head. “You’re too funny sometimes.”
“Right now I am not laughing.”
No, he wasn’t. He looked genuinely worried and guilty. “It’s not your fault I got sick.”
“I think it was.”
“No. I … it’s been like this for the past few days.” That at least was pure truth, if not the entire truth. “Only a few days. It was better before?” “Naturally.”
He examined her, as if he was trying to decide if he believed her or not. She ignored him and took a bite of cheese and cracker. Oh, that did hit the spot. Her empty stomach began to rumble for more sustenance.
“You have not eaten?”
“I wasn’t hungry.”
“You must take care of yourself. You cannot skip meals.”
He was right, even if he didn’t know how much. “I’ll do better in future.” “I will see that you do.”
“Right, because we spend so much time together. I mean before we broke up.”
“I do not consider us broken up.” “Don’t be arrogant.”
“I cannot force you to stay with me, but surely circumstances dictate a certain level of leniency on your part?”
The admission shocked her. She’d always gotten the impression that Tino thought he could make anything happen if he worked at it hard enough. She supposed his words indicated a necessary level of respect for her. But she did not get where he expected tolerance from her.
If he knew she was pregnant, that would be one thing, but there was no way he could know. She didn’t show any physical signs and she hadn’t told anyone but her doctor. Even if by some weird stroke of coincidence, Tino and her doctor were friends, the older man was hardly likely to chat about his patients.
No, there was no way Tino could know, but he was acting very strangely.
“Uh, Tino, you’re being really odd tonight.”
“You think so?” he asked.
“Yes, but, uh … that’s okay. No need to explain.”
“You think not?”
“No, really. We all have our moments.”
“Funny, I have never been accused of having mine before.”
“You’re serious?” “Definitely.”
“You need to get out more.”
“Lately I have had little excuse for getting out.”
“You mean you haven’t started shopping for that new wife yet?” The words came rolling off her tongue, a ball of bitterness landing between them.
“I do not need to shop.”
“You already know her?” Who was it? Faith tried to think of the women Agata had mentioned, but no one came forth as a potential candidate for Tino’s new wife.
“Intimately.”
“You bastard.” Her hand shot out in an involuntary arc that ended in a crack against his cheek. Shocked at her own actions, she nevertheless cried, “We promised each other exclusivity!”
He grabbed her hand—and examined it for damage. “Did you hurt yourself? You should not get so worked up. You are going to be sick again.”
“And whose fault is that?” She meant to sound accusing, but the words came out sounding weak. Bewildered.
Because that was what she felt.
Why wasn’t he furious with her?
She’d slapped him. A lump lodged in her throat, and she did her best to swallow it down without giving vent to the emotions roiling through her. She wasn’t a violent person. He knew that, but she’d broken her own personal code without thought. She would have imagined he would be spitting nails in anger right now, but he was looking at her with a peculiar expression of indulgence.
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