âGreat.â That meant the case was officially the FBIâs, but protocol allowed participation of the slain officersâ agency. He didnât want to work with the Feebs. They couldnât pass wind without permission and tended to mess up investigations. Not to mention their tendency to let the Service do the work, then steal their glory. This was not going to be fun. And it would mean putting Olivia on hold. Again.
No wonder sheâd left him.
âOne more thing, Falconer. The mutt slated for transport was Kershaw.â
Sebastian went cold. âIs he one of the missing?â
âYeah.â
âDead?â
âWonât know till the toast are IDed.â
One life deserves another. Donât turn your back on that pretty wife of yours, Falconer. Iâll take from you what you took from me. Kershaw had made that promise five years ago and the cold determination in the snake-yellow eyes had matched Sebastianâs determination to put him behind bars. Thatâs why he still checked on Kershawâs welfare once a month. âWhen were Greco and Carmichael killed?â
âWe found them a few hours ago.â
âWhen were they killed?â
âAs best as the M.E. can make out, about four hours ago.â
Four hours. Enough to get from Connecticut to New Hampshire. With time to spare. He dropped the phone and raced up the stairs, taking them three by three. âOlivia!â
She jokingly called this place âFalconerâs Aerie.â Heâd built it for her high on the mountain. To keep her safe. Heâd vowed to her father on their wedding day that his work would never touch her. This house, this mountain, was a haven. For her. For him. And now she was out of his reach on the road on a dark night with a madman licking at her heels.
THE NIGHT WAS EERILY CALM, making the carâs engine sound as if it roared. Thick and white, fog rose from the road and made the mountainside seem to smoke. To her right, the dark fronds of pines and winter-bare limbs of oaks and maples poked through the mist, reminding Olivia of ancient druids in ceremony. To her left, the meager shoulder dipped into a black abyss, making the scaly snake of road appear too narrow for her car. At odd intervals, runs of wet snow slipped from the mountainâs flank to slide under her wheels, making the steering feel sluggish. Each curve on the winding road flashed jagged arms of trees, points of rocky outcroppings or dizzying flirtations with the edge of the road. Olivia had never liked carnival fun rides, and this nightmare was no exception.
Turn back, her weak side urged. No, not this time. This time she was going to be strong. âStick to the plan.â
Trying to stay on the road, she hunched over the steering wheel and peered through the wavering curtain of fog.
The tears werenât helping.
Why was she crying when she was the one whoâd chosen to leave? And this short separation was to strengthen their future. âFor once in your life grow a backbone, Olivia.â
She swiped at her eyes with the back of one gloved hand. She hadnât known it would be this hard to walk away from him. That she would miss him so much in so little time. That the emptiness in her would feel as dirty and as desperate as the fugitives Sebastian chased.
âYouâre a fool, Olivia,â she told the haggard reflection haunting her on the windshield. She had a great home. She had work she loved and didnât have to worry about making money from it to survive. She had a man who loved her and supported her. Security. âYou have everything a woman could want.â
But all of these chains of overprotection were sucking the juice from her creativity. She hadnât painted in a month. Hadnât felt the drive or the pleasure. Her next memory trunk still sat in her studio with only its priming coat on.
And the last thing she wanted was to resent the only man sheâd ever loved because sheâd lost herself inside his strength. This quarter apart would give them both the needed distance to view their relationship more clearly.
As she followed a curve, the slope of the mountain angled less sharply than before. The turn for the main road was only half a mile away. She eased her grip on the steering wheel and blew a small puff of relief.
A deer jumped onto the road. Olivia gasped, jerked the wheel to the left and stomped on the brakes to avoid the animal. Mistake. The slush on the road became as slippery as oil. Her wheels churned. The car slid sideways. She lifted her foot off the brake, spun the wheel in the opposite direction and fishtailed.
Smoke billowed up from the dashboard. The acrid smell made her choke. The black cloud blinded her. She tried to straighten, but the back end of the sedan kept going, then dipped over the edge of the road. There the car paused.
Holding her breath, Olivia leaned forward as if her weight could counterbalance the downward pull and tried not to cough on the toxic smoke. The engine whined. The headlights swirled in the mix of black haze and white fog. The undercarriage creaked beneath her as the car sought its fulcrum.
Please, donât let me die. I promise Iâll go back. I promise Iâll try harder. I wonât complain. I promiseâ
Gravity sucked the car down. Olivia screamed as she scratched at the dashboard as if she could escape her fate through the windshield. The car careened down the rocky slope, gathering speed. Boulders and trees didnât slow the metal skeleton. It simply bounced from the obstacles in pinball madness, up and over, side to side, tossing her painfully around the safety harness. Wrenching metal screeched. The air bag deployed, burning her face and suffocating her for a desperate moment. As a branch thrust through the windshield on the passengerâs side, glass cracked and the blanket of crazed glass wrapped around the sprung mushroom of air bag.
Then the right rear quarter panel smashed into a granite monolith, grinding the car to a sudden halt, canting it sideways, and sending her head crashing through the side window. She saw stars and a bright pinprick of light. A warm rush flowed over her brain, turning everything blood red, then black.
Panting, she swiped at her eyes. If she couldnât see, how could she work? How could she paint? How would she fill the endless emptiness of Sebastianâs absences?
The car slipped again. A foot. Two. She stilled and bit back the scream clawing at her throat. Pleaseâ¦
The car came to rest with the small bump of a landing elevator, bobbing her head. That gentle slap of her temple against the metal frame was the final insult.
Like a light winking out, she fell backwards into the inky chasm fracturing her conscious mind. I donât want to die! I donât want to be alone. Panic made her fight the pull of darkness. Her arms reached forward. Her mouth opened for one last desperate cry, âSebastian!â
Chapter Two
The red lights of the rescue squad turned the fog a bloody red. The slam of the closing ambulance doors cracked like a shotgun and thundered over the mountain. As the ambulance sped away, Oliviaâs blood-streaked face colored Sebastianâs vision. Her closed eyes, her pale skin, the rip in her scalp, were a punch to the gut. The fading whine of the siren was a cry that swept him back too many years and pooled old dread into his boots like cement.
He swallowed hard and shook his head. Donât go there. Itâs not going to get you anything. You have a job to do. Do it.
Olivia was in good hands. Once at the hospital, he couldnât see her right away anyway. Doctors would need to examine her and patch her up. What good would he do her pacing the hall? Here he could get a jump on Kershaw. He flexed his fists. She would be okay. But not Kershaw. Kershaw would pay. Sebastian cranked his gaze away from the disappearing red lights in the fog to the scars in the slush made by Oliviaâs tires.
Resolutely, he pushed Olivia from his focus. She crept back in on the next breath. He crouched by the side of the road. Read the facts, damn it. Pukes always leave a trace. If you let him get away, Oliviaâs the one whoâll pay.
He should be at the hospital with her. But in these weather conditions evidence would disappear fast. His gaze followed the run of the tire marks over the edge, and with each breath he got himself into Kershawâs head. Kershaw had vowed revenge. Kershaw had escaped from a maximum-security facility. Olivia was hurt. Too much of a coincidence and heâd never liked coincidence.
Concentrate. Feel what he feels. Fear what he fears. Trust what he trusts.
Sebastian turned off the emotional switch and went into hunter mode. Catch the scum, then get back to Olivia.
That was the plan.
Always.
With effort, he rose and strode toward Victor Denley, Wintergreenâs chief of police. Both the mustache, waxed Western-villain style, and the weapon, cocked at an odd angle from the chiefâs belt, seemed out of place on the six-foot, barrel-shaped man. He looked more like a caricature of a cop than a figure of authority. But the accident had taken place in his jurisdiction and this was his scene. The Service prided itself on interagency cooperation.
âHow soon can you get the car out?â Sebastian asked.
Denley snorted and shook his head. âIâm not sending anyone down there till daylight.â
Sebastian bit back his temper. He needed answers now. âWhen you do, I want it gone over with a fine tooth comb. Anything and everything that might be out of place, I want to know.â
âI donât have that kind of manpower or budget. You know that, Falconer.â
âTow the car to Cyrilâs and send me the bill.â Sutton was going to bust an artery over his next expense report, but screw him. Heâd given his all for the Service. His job was never supposed to touch Olivia. They owed her.
He hiked down the tailgate of his SUV and took a flashlight from his gear bag. âI forwarded a bulletin to your desk. I want your menââ All four point five of them. Cripes! This was a mess. ââaware of Kershaw.â
âHow serious is this guy?â
âHeâs armed and dangerous.â Sebastian clicked on a utility belt. âAnd he wants payback.â
âWish you hadnât brought that kind of trouble to my neck of the woods.â
In a town where the dayâs highlight was a free cup of coffee at McGeeâs General Store and writing a traffic ticket to an out-of-towner who strayed a mile over the speed limit, a copâs edge dulled in proportion to the spread of gut over belt. Kershaw was way over Denleyâs experience. âTrust me. That wasnât the plan. Heâs after Olivia. I want a guard posted by her hospital room.â
âBudgetââ
âFrankâll be glad for the overtime.â Frank Brandt was young and eager, even if inexperienced. He liked to relax at the local martial arts dojo and his edge wasnât yet donut dimmed. Denley opened his mouth, but before a word could spit out, Sebastian repeated, âSend me the bill.â Let Sutton choke. Danger wouldnât flirt any closer to Olivia than it already had.
Sebastian strode toward the edge of the road.
âHey,â Denley called, âwhere do you think youâre going?â
âLooking for evidence.â
âYouâll mess up the scene.â
Like that was going to make a difference with the way the EMTs had trampled it to rescue Olivia. âHe already has a warrant out on him for the murder of two marshals. Whatever evidence I find here wonât change anything.â Cutting down the timeline was more important than preserving this sceneâa scene that would melt away before morning. Sebastian headed into the fog that covered the black hole where Oliviaâs car had plunged.
Denley shone his flashlight at him. âYou should get to your wife.â
âIf I donât catch this puke, heâll go after her again.â
âHe might not have anything to do with this. Thereâs deer tracks. The roadâs slippery. On a night like this, could be just an accident.â
No, Sebastian didnât believe in coincidence. Not with someone as determined as Kershaw. âWhat if he did? You donât want that on your conscience. To get what he wants, heâll go through anything and anyone. Heâs armed. Heâs motivated. He has nothing to lose.â
âGetting aggressive and imaginative at this time of the night wonât help you collar your mutt.â
Aggressive and imaginativeâcop-talk for breaking the law. This was for Olivia. Heâd get as aggressive and as imaginative as it took to bring down Kershaw.
IGNORING THE BEEPER vibrating at his belt, Sebastian placed a call. Working alone, heâd woven a wide network of contacts. The best way to information was knowing who to tap.
âFelicia?â a sleepy voice greeted Sebastian on the other end of the line as he paced the hospitalâs emergency-room waiting area.
Officially, Aurora Cates was a librarian. But her real persona was information specialist. Why she hid her true calling was a mysteryâone that was none of his business. Five years ago, heâd accidentally discovered that if he needed a fact, any factâobtained legallyâRory Cates could dig it up. Best of all, she could do it efficiently and discreetly.
âSebastian Falconer.â
âFalconer?â He heard the rustling of bed sheets. âDo you know what time it is?â
He glanced at his watch. Where had the time gone?
âItâs one-thirty in the morning,â Rory informed him. âWhat could be so important at this time of the night?â
âI need information.â
âI figured that much.â
Sebastian swallowed around the knot in his throat. âInformation on coma.â
âComa?â
His strictest rule was to never mix business and pleasure. Thatâs why heâd never asked Rory why she was hiding in a library when her skills were better suited elsewhere. Business took place on one level; personal life on another. Few people knew where he lived, that he was married or anything about his background. Safer that way, heâd thought. Kershaw had proved him wrong. âMy wife was in an accident.â
âWife? Youâre married? How long?â
âTen years.â
âAnd Iâm just finding out now?â Her laugh was a bird-song. âIf I need a secret kept, I know where to go.â
Mixing both planes of his life was as awkward as doing surveillance in a snake pit, but Kershaw had smashed those boundaries. âWhoâs Felicia?â
âMy sister.â Rory sighed, and Sebastian heard the frazzled threads of a knotted relationship. âI havenât heard from her in a while and Iâm worried.â
âSheâd call you this early?â
âThis late. Yeah. Iâd take her call anytime, though.â The click of a pen. The shredding of a sheet of paper. Change of subject. Just as well, chitchat wasnât his forte. âWhat do you need?â
âAnything you can dig up on coma and brain damage. Recovery.â The word tasted dry and made him wince.
âJeez, Falconer,â Rory said as she scribbled down what heâd told her. âIâm really sorry. I hope sheâs all right. She has to be a saint to put up with someone like you.â She gave a mirthless chuckle. âIâll see what I can find for you.â
Not a saint, but his angel. âThanks, Iâll owe you.â
âIâll hold you to that.â
AS SEBASTIAN WAS disconnecting, the emergency-entrance doors burst open and his sister-in-law strode in like a witch riding a twig broom. Her ICBM-like gaze zeroed in on him. He didnât stand a chance, so he braced for the blow.
âWhy wasnât I called immediately?â Her question screeched across the room, making the nurses at the desk look up. Her bottle blond hair bobbed with every laser-sure step in his direction.
âIâm just coming up for air myself.â
One of Paulaâs hands beat the air like a conductor gone mad. âFor hours no one answered the blasted phone. I was going out of my mind. Then I had to find out about Olivia from that man.â
That man being Mario Menard, the Aerieâs groundskeeper and handyman. That man was even now installing another layer of protection to keep Paulaâs baby sister safe. Sebastian couldnât figure out if she treated Mario like a nonentity because he was the hired help or because he was always polite to her even when she was giving him her best impression of a third-degree black belt witch. The situation only seemed to get worse after the bankruptcy and suicide of Paulaâs husband and Paula had to get a job.
âYou were next on my list, Paula,â he said gently. After all, Paula had raised Olivia. Paula had been more of a mother to Olivia than their own mother, who hadnât wanted the burden of a menopause baby.
âNext? I should have been first. What happened? How is she? When can I take her home?â
âWhoa, there.â He put up both hands against her verbal assault. âSheâs coming home with me where she belongs.â
Paulaâs eyes narrowed to barbed slits. âSheâs coming home with me. We both know she was leaving you. Thatâs where she was going at that ungodly hour. To my home. Away from you. I figured you were giving her a hard time and thatâs why she was so late. I never thought youâd actually hurt her.â
âI would never hurt her. The hour wasnât ungodly. She left before seven.â
Both of her hands exploded upward. âSeven? That was almost six hours ago!â
âI had other things on my mindâlike Olivia and her welfare.â
Paulaâs hands hitched to her bony hips. âHer welfare? When have you ever bothered with her welfare? She wasnât happy with you. You should have seen that years ago. But no, not Mr. Important Deputy Marshal.â She pecked her fingernail into his chest. âYou were too busy doing your important job to see that she was dying inside. If youâd once bothered to ask her what she wanted instead of assuming she wanted whatever you wanted, then we wouldnât be in this situation right now.â
âPaulaââ
âNo, donât Paula me. Your selfishness almost killed her.â Rusty mascaraed tears dripped from Paulaâs pale blue eyes. Her voice cracked. âI want to see her.â
âSheâs not allowed visitors yet.â
Hand at her throat, she gulped. âHow bad is it?â
âWe wonât know until she wakes up.â
âComa?â One hand covered her trembling lips; the other wrapped around her waist. The drips of tears turned to a stream. âOh, God, no.â
âI have another neurologist scheduled to see her first thing in the morning.â
Paula keened. âNeurologist? Thereâs brain damage?â
Sebastian tentatively reached for his sister-in-law and patted a shoulder. âSheâs going to be okay, Paula.â
Paulaâs eyes narrowed and skewered him with pure hatred. âSheâd better.â
Sebastian backed away. Knowing what to push was only part of an investigation; you also had to know when to let things slide. This was a slider. He headed toward the entrance.
âWhere are you going?â Paula called after him.
âHome to shower and change. Iâll be back.â
Paulaâs gaze rested on his shirt and traced the pattern of Oliviaâs blood staining the white cotton. âWhat if she wakes up while youâre gone?â
âYouâll be there to make your final bid for her to leave me. Thatâs what you want, isnât it?â
Her shoulders bowed and she wrapped both arms around her stick figure. âI want whatâs best for Olivia.â
âThen we agree on one thing.â
EVEN AT EIGHT in the morning, the lights in the hallway outside Oliviaâs room seemed unnaturally bright. Such a dazzle should have cheered Sebastian, made him expect the best. But as the doctor exited the room, the brilliant islands of light only served to rush all that could go wrong at him in a giant black wave. Olivia, you canât die. You canât leave me this way. We never got to talk.
âHow is she?â Sebastian asked, hands fisted deep in the pockets of his pants. Heâd demanded the best neurologist available and been told this beat-up dog was it.
Dr. Iverson crossed both arms over his chest like a shield. Fatigue seemed to sag his aging features into bloodhound droopiness. âPrediction of improvement is difficult at this stage.â
Sebastian closed his eyes for a second. Patience, he reminded himself. âWhen will you know?â
âAgain, making predictions at this stage is impossible.â Dr. Iverson shrugged. âThere are many factors involved in your wifeâs recovery. A loving, stable relationship is a great asset and will do more for your wife than anything we can offer her.â
Stable relationship. A ticking like a time bomb settled in Sebastianâs gut. Would she want to come home? Would she let him help her? He frowned. âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means time is the best healer, and sheâll need all the support you can give her. As soon as she wakes up, weâll know the extent of the damage.â
Damage. He swallowed hard. Trying to ignore the mad ticking, he grasped on to âwakes up.â âSheâll be okay then.â
Dr. Iversonâs forehead wrinkled more deeply. âWeâre optimistic, but weâre dealing with an acceleration/deceleration head injury and you should be prepared.â
The ticking flared, started to burn. That could mean anything. Let him explain. âFor what?â
âIn this type of injury, the head, which was moving forward, came to a sudden stop when it hit a stationary object. In your wifeâs case, the driverâs side window. When this happens, we often find bruising of the frontal and/or temporal lobes. Your wife may not be the person she was before.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Dr. Iverson turned sideways. The good doctor would scram if he got half a chance, Sebastian thought, and blocked the doctorâs route of escape. Youâre not going anywhere until I have answers.
âThe injury is located on the left hemisphere,â Dr. Iverson said. âShe may have changes in thinking, behavior and personality. Problems with motor skillsââ
âLike painting?â God, no. Olivia came alive when she painted. She created magic with her colors and brushes. If she couldnât paint, there would be nothing to hold her home. And he needed her. Why hadnât he told her so before? Why had he let her go? Because heâd never been good with wordsâat least the out loud kind.
âPainting. Writing. Organizing,â Dr. Iverson said. âWith the temporal lobe involved, she may also have problems with memory. But itâs really too early to tell.â
The ticking stopped and something seemed to implode. âMemory? As in amnesia?â
Dr. Iverson shrugged. âAmnesia. Short-term memory.â
âTemporary?â His fists curled. What if she couldnât remember him? Their life together? She would remember. She had to.
âWeâll hope for the best.â
Hope? Doctors were supposed to do more than hope. They were supposed to have answers. There was always some other trail to sniff, some other trigger to follow, some other fact to unearth. âCanât you run some tests? There must be something you can do.â
âWeâve done everything we can for now. When she wakes up, weâll do a full neurological workup designed to tell us problems with reasoning, memory and other brain functionsââ
âWhen will that be?â
âThereâs no way to tell. The sooner the better.â
A squawky announcement over the P.A. system had the doctor cocking his head. Was it standard procedure? Give the doctor two minutes with the family, then page him to save him from their stupid questions? âI want to see her.â
Dr. Iverson nodded. Without a goodbye, he spun on his heels and squeaked his way down the green hall and through the beige swinging double doors.
Sebastian fought the urge to follow him, grab him by the collar and shake him until he had answers. But the doctor couldnât give him answers he didnât have.