Burning Dawn
“A new medication that combats the effects of poison like hers.”
He would have a supply of Frost delivered by the end of the day. “How did you manage to steal it?”
“I snuck into Kendra’s tent while she was sleeping. And just so you know, it was a one-time thing. I won’t steal anything from you, promise!”
Was that what her unease was about? “I’m not worried.”
“Oh. Okay.” Her shoulders sagged with relief.
“You have nothing to fear from me. I’m grateful to you, Elin,” he said. “What you did for me...”
Her jaw dropped. “Uh, no sweat. Really. We’re even.”
He wished she had asked for a boon. He wanted to give her something, anything. “How did you get the Fae to tip you so well?” he asked, changing the subject. He dusted a fingertip along the edge of the ruby choker.
The flush returned to her cheeks, tantalizing him. My human is sensitive to touch.
No. Not my human.
“Not because I did to them what you supposedly did to the Harpy,” she muttered.
The bravery was welcome. The attitude, not so much. He ran his tongue over his teeth. Someone told her of his sexual preferences.
That someone would die.
Who was he kidding? Everyone had probably talked.
The fact that she knows doesn’t matter. You weren’t going to seduce her. Her disgust is meaningless.
True. But still it bothered him. “No one is allowed to question my choice of partners—or my actions.”
She met his gaze, unflinching. Her lids narrowed, her lashes almost fusing. “Gotcha. Won’t happen again, sir.” She gave him a jaunty salute.
Was she...mocking him? “Besides, what do you know of such things, hmm?”
“I know quite a bit about getting it on, thank you,” she said, her tone prim. “But you’re right. Who you do isn’t any of my business.”
Who, she’d said. Not what. She didn’t know the particulars. His relief was palpable.
Living here, however, she would find out. And soon. Any ease she had with him would cease.
But what did she mean, she knew quite a bit about “getting it on”?
“Why did the Fae tip so well?” he repeated.
Clearly uneasy, she shifted from one foot to the other. “Well...you see...it’s like this. I told them that you...well, that you had a few extra stakes and the stingiest people at the bar were going to be extended an invitation to join the Phoenix on the lawn.”
He suddenly wanted to...grin? “You lied?”
“Never!” She crossed her arms, now defiant. “After everything I’ve witnessed, there’s a good chance I’m right.”
And now she won’t back down. Fascinating.
“The girls made more money than ever,” Adrian called. He hadn’t yet moved from his perch. “But I’m not sure we’ll have customers tomorrow.”
Had Adrian taken Elin under his protection? Was he hoping to shield her? Even from Thane? Or did the male desire her, the way a normal man desired a woman?
The thought settled Thane, even as it angered him. Another defender would ensure she remained safe. But another admirer would try to tempt her into bed...and that, Thane would not allow. She needed to be focused on her job.
Yes. That was why.
He would deal with Adrian in a minute.
“Besides the Fae, has anyone given you any trouble?” Thane asked her.
Silence reigned as she again nibbled on her plump bottom lip.
Want to do that for myself. Want to nibble on other parts of her, too. No! He squared his shoulders, the feathers in his wings ruffling. “Elin?”
She...was staring at his wings, he realized. Curious about them? Wondering how soft they were? Everyone did. He curbed the urge to proudly flare them, to show her just how long and strong they were. To preen and impress her. Instead, he drew one forward, closer to her.
“Uh, you asked a question, I think,” she said, watching the motion with wide eyes. “Yes. Yes, you did. And it was... Oh, yeah. For the most part, everyone has been really nice.” As she spoke, she reached toward a patch of golden down. Just before contact, she swung both arms behind her back and kept them there.
He frowned, not liking such a reaction from her. It was as if she’d suddenly found the thought of touching him repugnant. “Feel the wing.”
She vehemently shook her head. “No way.”
“This isn’t a debate.” He never debated. He ordered. And expected. Using the muscles in his back, he caused the end of a wing to shake ever closer to her. “Feel.” A command.
A command she did not heed. “Is this a trick?”
Why would— Ah. Realization dawned. She’d seen him break the dragon warrior’s hand, and could only assume he would do the same to her.
“No trick. You have my permission; the shifter did not. But you are not ever to touch another Sent One this way. Or any way. Not even Bjorn and Xerxes. Understand?”
“Yep. Copy that.” Still she didn’t touch him.
“I won’t harm you, female. Feel,” he demanded. “Now.”
“Why?” she insisted.
Continuing to defy him. What a strange mix of bravery and fear she was.
“Well,” she prompted.
Because he would discover his reaction to her was the same as his reaction to the Harpy in his bed—not that he’d allowed the Harpy to come into contact with his wings. As her skin had rubbed against his, he had remained distanced. Bored.
“Do it,” he replied, ignoring Elin’s question.
At long last, she obeyed.
Not the same, he realized immediately.
Trembling fingers stroked over his feathers in a single, innocent moment of communion, flooding him with sensations he’d never before experienced. Sultry heat arced through his wings, spread through his body. His blood crackled and fizzed with something akin to contentment. An impossible contentment. His shaft was filling, threatening to burst.
This was pleasure, he realized, dazed. Pleasure without a hint of pain.
His first true taste. Another impossibility. Yes? And yet, everything he’d felt before had been a weak dilution.
No. Surely not. He had this wrong.
He had to have this wrong.
No woman would affect him so powerfully with so little.
“Elin, you are human, yes?”
The color he’d so admired in her cheeks drained, and she smoothed several errant strands of hair behind her ear with a shaky hand. “Yes. Of course.”
He tasted no lie.
“Why?”
“Doesn’t matter,” he grumbled. It was just her, then. She affected him.
His gaze homed in on her hands. Six jagged scars crisscrossed over the tops, the raised flesh red and angry, clearly from recent wounds. They must have come courtesy of one of the Phoenix.
Before he realized he’d moved, he took her by the wrists to bring her hands to the light. Not six scars, but eleven. Each was long and thick.
Hands were sensitive, layered with nerves. Oh, how she must have suffered.
“Who did this?” he demanded quietly.
She tugged from his grip and once again snaked her arms behind her back. Embarrassed?
He...mourned the loss of her warmth and softness.
It was irritating. Confusing.
And not to be tolerated.
“Who?” he insisted, determined to mete out punishment. And he didn’t miss the irony. He, of all people, had no right to condemn another for causing a female pain.
She thought for a moment, shrugged. “It’s not like I have any loyalty toward her. It was Kendra. After you brought her back to camp, but before she snuck out and returned with you.”
Vile witch. Tonight, he would administer like for like to the princess. “Why did she do it?”
“I mouthed off.”
Well, then, after Thane sliced up Kendra’s hands, he would cut off her ears. Perhaps growing a new pair would help her appreciate the gift of listening to others.
It’s almost time. Xerxes’s voice drifted through his mind.
“I must go,” he said, “but when I return we will speak.” And he would force—allow Elin to touch his wing again. He would realize she affected him as little as everyone else, that the first contact had been a deviation.
She gazed up at him with dawning horror. “Speak about what?”
He wasn’t used to being questioned but opted to indulge her. Just because. “You.”
She backed away from him until her thighs hit the edge of the table. “Are you going to stake me?”
He frowned. “No. I have more questions for you.”
“What kind of questions?”
“The kind that will help me get to know you better. You are my employee, after all.”
“Oh.” She released a heavy breath. “Okay, then.”
What, she’d expected him to attack her? “I have told you before, kulta, I’m not going to harm you. I’m going to take care of you.”
The admission startled her as much as it did him.
Him? Take care of a female? Something that went far beyond mere protection.
But even as it surprised him, it felt as natural as breathing.
“What does kulta mean?” she asked.
Honey. Baby. Darling. Precious. Any of those things. All of them. Take your pick.
Little wonder he’d never used the endearment before. He wasn’t sure why he’d used it now.
He was the one to back away this time. Only, he didn’t stop. As he strode from the room, he snapped, “Adrian, I don’t recall telling you to wait before overseeing my orders. Go. Now.”
CHAPTER SIX
FINALLY, ELIN COULD BREATHE.
Thane’s presence somehow sucked the oxygen out of her lungs. He was just so much...man. Big and hard, undeniably dangerous, he soaked the atmosphere with the fiercest testosterone, making every woman in his vicinity downright giddy with an intoxicating rush of hormones, endorphins and chemicals.
Seriously. She’d wanted to have him for dinner. No crumb left behind.
She imagined him spread out on a buffet table. If he were a food, he would be a Grade A fillet, marinated in a rich sweet-and-tangy sauce—and sprinkled with enough cayenne pepper to burn just right.
No. No! Bad Elin. But...he’d looked at her with dark intent, only to touch her with tender kindness. He’d broken a man’s wrist for grazing his wing, only to demand Elin caress it.
He was a bundle of contradictions. But then, so was she, both frightened of him and attracted to him. An attraction that would only get her in trouble. He held her future in his strong, snap-her-neck-with-a-single-flick-of-his-wrist hands.
Even still, there was no controlling her body’s reactions to him. In his presence, wanton heat liquefied her bones. And her brain! She forgot who she was, who he was, saying “screw you” to the vast gulf between them and the danger he represented to her, focusing only on the things they could be doing to each other. Kissing, tasting. Licking. Touching. Stroking.
Devouring.
She shivered at the thought. Then she cursed.
These reckless desires meant nothing, changed nothing. Thane was her boss, and therefore off-limits. He was also a borderline sociopath with extra stakes, and he would hurt her the moment he learned of her origins. But the nail in the I-wanna-slice-of-that coffin, besides her vow to Bay? He was a blatant womanizer.
He and Blondie had clearly gone nuclear between the sheets. His hair had been tousled, the strands sticking out in spikes. There had been claw marks in his cheek and bite marks on his neck.
Elin ignored the pang in her chest.
He wasn’t worth the mental anguish he would surely inflict on her. So, pursue him? Break her vow? Become one in a line of thousands? Lose her cash cow of a job, not to mention her new, blooming friendship with the other barmaids? No, thanks.
So, moving on. Elin donned the rest of the trinkets she’d won and headed to her room. She desperately needed a nap.
Bellorie was sprawled on her bed, wearing adorable flannel pj’s and reading a book—Decapitation For Idiots—looking so normal Elin momentarily flashed back to college.
She’d attended the University of Arizona what seemed a lifetime ago, getting married when she was only six credits shy of a business-management degree, and deciding to take time off and finish later. After all, her best years were ahead of her.
Yeah. Right. If “best years ahead” is the answer, then “things stupid people say” is the question.
She’d moved out of the dorm, and into an apartment with Bay, but oh, how she’d missed the way her roommate used to stack pizza boxes in the corner. She’d enjoyed making art out of empty beer cans. There’d been a message board on the door and borrowed clothes from six different people on the floor. The clash of diverse styles and tastes should have been overwhelming, but they had been comforting. There’d been nothing to worry about but midterms and which party to crash.
This new bedroom provided the same whimsical variety. One of the beds seemed to be made from LEGO. Another had a huge stuffed panda as the headboard. The only side table had wooden human legs as the, well, legs, with fake vomit spilled on top. The reading chair was normal, but the ottoman in front of it was shaped like a turtle, with the head, arms and legs peeking out at the bottom.
“Hey,” Elin said, noting the other girls hadn’t yet arrived.
Dark eyes flipped up and landed on her. “Hey, yourself. You little hooker,” the Harpy added with a sunny laugh. “Look at you, flaunting your prize so blatantly. I’m impressed.”
“I know, right.” She performed a twirl, knowing the diamonds, emeralds, sapphires and rubies sparkled in the light. “You jelly?”
“Beyond.” A smiling Bellorie threw the book at her. Despite how fast and strong the girl was, Elin managed to jump out of the way in time. And it was a good thing she succeeded, because the corner of the hardback lodged into the wall. Had that been her head...
Instant goner.
“Oops.” Bellorie made a my-bad face. “For a minute there, I forget you’re only human. But you’re getting good at dodging. You might be a halfway decent member of Multiple Scorgasms after all.”
Highly doubtful. Elin wasn’t strong enough to lift the boulders, so she couldn’t throw them. And if someone actually hit her with one of those death missiles, her internal organs would burst. Right now, she wasn’t exactly sure what position she would play. Other than...bait? What she did know—she did not like the sport. It was far too violent and a trigger to the worst of her emotions.
“Oh, and just FYI,” Bellorie added. “We play the Spinal Tappers this weekend, and the Rockzillas after that.”
“Yay.” Elin managed to pull off a convincing fist pump. “But are you sure I’m ready? Maybe I should ride the pine for those. You know, continue to learn through observation.”
“Nah. You need to experience a true scorgasm of your own.”
“I suppose.” Renlay would have wanted her to play so bad. Her dad, a major adrenaline junkie, would have cheered like a madman. Bay would have had to drink a case of beer to calm his nerves. But all three of them would have been proud of her.
And...something was wrong, she thought with a frown.
What?
She’d thought of her family and—
Hadn’t immediately remembered the deaths they’d faced. Hadn’t cried.
Something wasn’t wrong. Something was different. Why?
Before she could ponder the answer, a knock sounded at the door.
“Enter at your own peril,” Bellorie called.
Adrian stepped inside, his size startling Elin all over again. “Where are Chanel and Savy?”
He must have followed directly behind her, and yet she hadn’t heard him. Gotta work on my awareness.
“Chanel’s on a blind date,” Bellorie replied. “The guy had his eyes removed by his brother, or something like that. And Savy took off right after her shift. Don’t know where. Octavia is out buying ice cream—not that you asked.”
Dude! Why hadn’t Octavia offered to bring Elin a scoop of double dark chocolate?
Adrian sighed. “Very well. I need you and Elin to come with me to help remove Thane’s newest plaything.”
No! First instinct—curiosity that did not need to be assuaged.
Yes! Second—physical preservation.
Mentally and emotionally, no good could come of seeing the kind of girl Thane preferred, up close and personal, after he’d had his big hands and sinful mouth all over her. Elin would not be jealous—not anymore, dang it!—but because of her silly attraction to him, she might begin to wonder what it would feel like to have the man’s hands and mouth all over her. It would be better just to avoid all things Thane until her lustful feelings faded.
And they would.
They had to.
When she dated, she wanted nice. Normal.
Wait. No. She didn’t want to date. She didn’t want a man. Not even a so-called “normal” one. She wanted to be alone.
Right?
“I’m too tired,” she said, risking castigation. She didn’t have to force a yawn. It came on its own. “You two go on, have fun. Live it up. Send me a postcard, and all that jazz.”
Bellorie rolled her eyes. “You’re going, you little hussy, and that’s final. This is a twofer job, and Adrian’s not allowed to touch the opposite sex.”
He wasn’t? Why?
Elin glanced over at him, hoping he would offer an answer. He turned and stalked away, forcing her and Bellorie to follow. Asking Bellorie directly behind his back? Not cool. She would wait. Surely she would overhear someone talking about it.
Accidental eavesdropping? Very cool. All the kids were doing it nowadays.
The trek took longer than she anticipated, each new hallway more luxurious than the last, each set of stairs more elaborate and winding, until they reached a heavily guarded corridor leading to a pair of arching double doors. On the left side, iron was twisted in the shape of a tree. The branches bowed all the way to the right side, forming a canopy.
Those doors were pushed open for Adrian, splitting the tree, then held open for her and Bellorie. By strong, beautiful vamps. Or, as she’d started thinking of the race, bloodbarians.
As Elin bypassed the males, she tried not to care when they eyed her as if she would make a very tasty liquid snack, and all her neck lacked was a straw. Once inside the room—suite—she stopped and gaped. This was Thane’s private wing? Because wow. The man certainly knew how to pamper himself. There were plush couches and chairs in jewel tones, with feathered pillows, a coffee table with the legs of a lion, and a dark wood floor draped by a snow-white rug. Plants and flowers decorated every corner.
“Don’t you just want to rub up against everything and purr like a kitty?” Bellorie asked with a good-natured grin. “Although, I don’t recommend you actually do it. Thane will know, and he’ll be tee-icked.”
“Listen to her. She came across the knowledge the hard way,” Adrian said.
Bellorie nodded. “True story.”
Even still, Elin couldn’t stop herself from ghosting her fingertips along the softness of one of the couch pillows. Mistake! Her skin tingled and heated, desperate for more. A blush stained her cheeks. It wasn’t a good sign that her attraction encompassed Thane’s belongings.
“What did Thane do to you?” she asked. Over such a minor offense. “And how did he find out?” So I can be doubly careful with my own secrets.
“Aura, maybe? He keeps the hows to himself, so we can’t circumvent his methods. And I was lucky. I only got an hour-long lecture. ‘In some cultures, Harpy,’” the girl said, doing her best impression of Thane, “‘they chop off hands for a crime such as yours, blah, blah, blah, this isn’t a debate, blah, blah.’”
Elin laughed and cringed at the same time, and she was sure it looked as grotesque as it sounded.
“Since then,” the girl continued, “I always blame a man for my crimes. I’ve been quite satisfied with the results.”
They reached the first doorway down the longest hall. Bellorie let herself into the room, and Elin trailed behind reluctantly. Adrian waited outside. To avoid temptation?
The air smelled strongly of sex, and Elin’s nose wrinkled. Her chest began to ache. She hadn’t been prepared for this. Thane had smelled as luscious as always.
Forget him. More luxury greeted her. The kind she wouldn’t have thought possible. Gemstones glittered on the walls, and silks and velvets covered the massive bed.
A bed currently in shambles, as if a massive earthquake had hit. Blondie occupied the center, her bruised and battered body coiled into a ball. Elin’s breath caught as her hands curled into fists.
“Come on,” Bellorie said, dragging her the rest of the way inside.
What, exactly, had Thane done to the girl? “Did he hurt...? Why would he...? What could he possibly...?” A full sentence refused to form. Whatever he’d done? Not sexy! Not bad-boy delish! Just wrong.
Dude. She understood the desire for fierce, wild passion. But this? This was beyond her realm of experience.
“They love it,” Bellorie said, taking a tube of ointment from the top drawer of the nightstand and slathering the girl’s chafed wrists and ankles. “He does nothing they don’t beg for, I promise you.”
How could she know for sure? Had she ever—
No, Elin thought, as little sparks of jealousy—couldn’t be jealousy—were immediately doused. He would have banned the barmaid from the club. Right?
Bellorie gave her a little push toward the closet. “Be a dear and grab a robe for our dearly departing guest.”
Elin obeyed, amazed to find rack after rack of robes, all in different sizes, though each was smaller than anything Thane would be able to fit over his bulging wings and muscles. Which meant he bought these specifically for his women.
A bang-and-bail memento for the ladies to take home.
Her attraction to him took another major hit.
But...he couldn’t be the same man who’d taken Elin’s damaged hands in his and looked at them as if they were still somehow beautiful. As if he would like to burn to death the person responsible.
Possibility: I saw only what I wanted to see.
Disgusted with him, with herself, she handed the garment to Bellorie. The girl dressed the rousing Harpy and helped her stand, and Elin rushed to act as a second crutch.
“Wait. My jewelry,” the Harpy rasped.
Bellorie swiped a diamond choker and a pair of earrings from the surface of the nightstand and stuffed them in a pocket of the robe. “All set.”
He paid his lovers? To make what he did more palatable?
Attraction, almost completely gone.
Together they were able to haul the Harpy out of the room, down the hall, down an elevator, and through the club.
At the exit, the Harpy wavered on her feet. “Tell Thane...more...must have...”
“Sure, sure,” Bellorie replied. “You want more of him, will die if you don’t have him. Got it. Problem is, sugar bear, and please know I’m saying this to be kind, he’s already forgotten all about you.”
As the doors closed, sealing the dazed Harpy outside, Bellorie pinned Elin with a regretful stare. “Told you. They love it. Every freaking time. It’s only later that they start to hate him and lash out, but I suspect that’s because they still want him.”
Not me. Never me.
And yet, part of Elin mourned the loss of the Thane she’d hoped he was, the man she must have invented in her mind. The white knight. The charmer. The...hero.
Lesson learned: always look beyond the surface.
Slight problem, however. Her body still craved him. It didn’t know the difference between good-for-Elin/bad-for-Elin. It operated solely on sensation.
Well, it would have to be controlled.
And there was one sure way to satisfy the worst of the cravings...with another male.
The thought hit her, and she shook her head. No. Definitely not.
Definitely yes, said a beguiling voice, a temptation that had brewed for days, waiting for the perfect moment to pounce. Your entire being is waking up and remembering what it’s like to be kissed and touched. Remembering...and hungering. You need a man.
Elin flattened her hands over her now-rolling stomach. She hated this thought path. It was like forgiving herself for her part in Bay’s death. Worse, it was like saying she’d suffered enough.