Forbidden Craving

CHAPTER TWELVE

VALERIAN REELED, HARD, as he peered at the exquisite Shaye. Her eyes were wide and haunting—haunted—her lips puffed and red, and a pulse hammering at the base of her neck as she struggled to catch her breath. If he hadn’t already known she belonged to him, he would have known the moment, the very second, he tasted her sweetness. Nothing and no one had ever affected him more profoundly.

I’m owned. She owns me.

Joachim—the man who had interrupted Valerian’s first kiss with his one and only mate—awaited him.

Wrong phrasing. What he and Shaye had done had been more than a kiss. Joachim had interrupted Valerian’s first consuming with his one and only mate.

Yes. Better. They’d consumed each other.

He wanted to consume her again.

My cousin’s death warrant has been signed, sealed and soon, delivered.

Looking away from a female had never been difficult, but fury seethed and bubbled in his veins, a rushing river of acid, giving him the strength he needed to glare at Joachim.

“You will pay for this,” he snapped.

“Only if you beat me,” Joachim replied, smug expectation coloring his face.

The man truly thought to win and become king.

“I’ve changed my mind about the fight,” Shaye muttered. “He deserves a royal spanking pronto.”

Valerian reached back, palm extended, waiting for her to willingly place her hand in his. To his delight, she laced her fingers with his without a moment’s hesitation. Her hand was soft and delicate, the bones fine, the skin smooth. Her perfectly rounded nails were painted the color of coral shells.

One day, he would suck them into his mouth.

She tightened her grip, and his delight only magnified. Was she offering him...comfort?

Was she coming to care for him?

Perhaps, perhaps not, but he had made progress with her. Never had a woman reacted so passionately to him, erupting from ice-cold to white-hot in seconds.

I’ll have that—her—again, he vowed. Soon.

“I’m waiting,” Joachim said, tapping a booted foot.

“So ready to die,” Valerian snapped.

His cousin ignored the threat. “Unless you’ve decided to challenge me to a staring contest?”

Valerian lifted his chin. “Come,” he said to Shaye. As he ushered her down the rest of the hallway, determination fueled his steps.

He barreled past Joachim, shouldering the foolish man out of the way. Such disrespect would only ever be met with pain—more than the warrior had ever before experienced.

By the time their private war ended, any other male who’d ever harbored thoughts of taking the crown would apologize.

A thought occurred to him. Should he have Shaye escorted to his chamber rather than take her with him, allowing her to watch the fight? If she bore witness to his most vicious side, the animal inside him...an animal that maimed and conquered...

She might grow to fear him.

The thought of her cowering from him...

It was more than he could bear.

But already she doubted his ability to win. Let her see the true depths of his strengths and know beyond any doubt he could take care of her at all times, in all ways.

“Um, I feel silly saying this, but it’s got to be pointed out,” Shaye said. “He’s wearing armor. You’re still shirtless.”

“I know. He is such a fool,” Valerian replied.

“He’s protecting vulnerable organs, and he’s the fool?”

“Have you ever been in a sword fight?”

“Metal, plastic or lightsaber?”

There were other kinds of swords in the surface world? Might be worth another trip topside to gather supplies. The lightsaber, especially, piqued his interest.

“Metal,” he finally said.

“Then no. No, I haven’t been in a sword fight.”

“I’m unencumbered. He’s weighted down.”

“Quick reflexes over blocking. Got it.”

Wait. He stopped to gape down at her. “Are you taking notes, actually planning to engage in a sword fight of your own?”

She lifted her chin in a mimic of him. “Perhaps I’m planning to challenge you.”

He couldn’t stop his smile. “I look forward to the day you do.”

A blush stained her cheeks.

Joachim stalked past him, his boots flinging sand in every direction, and a chorus of “boo” rang out.

Valerian resumed his journey and the chorus turned to cheers. The arena overflowed with men and women brimming with anticipation and eagerness.

The females were draped in traditional nymph robes—scarves that had been woven together with golden thread. Fine, metal links cinched the material at the waist, showcasing the shapely curves of some and the lean delicacy of others.

He would love to see Shaye draped in one of those robes.

Valerian stopped in front of Broderick. “Is all ready?”

“I’ve taken care of every detail.” Broderick grinned and wound his arm around the curvy beauty at his side. “Women and war in one day. Would only be better if I could watch the battle while having sex and eating grapes fed to me by a bevy of beauties.”

“Our definition of better differs,” Shaye muttered. “Hey! New card idea. Barbarian Mentality 101 for women stuck with a Neanderthal. It could say something simple like, ‘Got Razors’ or even ‘Ugh’?”

Valerian sometimes had no idea how to decipher her words, but this he understood. He grinned. “Broderick, my friend, you’re going to watch this little morsel for me.” He gently thrust Shaye in the warrior’s path.

She humphed.

“Guard her well and allow no one to touch her.” He paused, considered Broderick’s past liaisons and current desires, and added, “Not even yourself.”

Broderick lost all traces of amusement. “What do I do if she tries to run away?”

“She won’t.” He turned his gaze on Shaye and met her rebellious stare. “Will you?”

She buffed her fingernails. “We never agreed on a time frame.”

He expelled a hot breath. “Promise me you’ll stay here while I fight. If I’m worried about you, I won’t be able to concentrate on the sword being swung at me.”

She paled, a lovely ice queen. “So. The only thing I get out of this newest bargain is the life of my captor?”

“Contain your excitement. This isn’t a dream,” he said dryly. “Just...promise me.”

Her expression softened ever so slightly. “Fine. I promise. But after the fight...”

Satisfied, he looked to Broderick. “When I return, I want her in the same condition I’ve left her.”

“What about him?” Shaye hiked her thumb in Broderick’s direction. “Do you want him in the same condition?”

Valerian fought a grin. “Yes. Please.”

The woman at the warrior’s side pointed an accusing finger at Shaye. “You’re standing too close to my Broderick.”

Shaye rolled her eyes. “Sue me.”

Broderick puffed up his chest. “Martina is possessive of me, what can I say?”

Valerian crossed his arms over his chest. “Just make sure your Martina keeps her hands off Shaye, as well.”

“You mean I won’t get to catfight over a man I have no interest in?” Shaye twisted her fists under her eyes. “Tears. Sadness.”

“Fine,” he said in a mimic of her. “You can catfight her if you desire, but if you break her, I’ll owe Broderick another woman.”

Broderick nodded. “He would.”

Martina hissed at the warrior. “You would let someone hurt me? You wouldn’t protect me with your life?”

“Yes?” he said, looking to Valerian for help.

Shaye held up her hands, palms out. “All right. I can admit when I’m wrong, and I was wrong about the pheromone. It can’t overcome a bad personality.”

Valerian wanted to laugh. He wanted to kiss his woman again. Wanted to luxuriate in her heat and wetness as he tasted her sweetness.

She licked her lips, as if she read his thoughts. “Stop looking at me like that.”

“I can’t.” More important, he didn’t want to.

“You must. Get your head out of my pants and into the game.”

“Valerian!” A female squeal echoed behind his mate. “You’re here!”

His muscles turned to stone. Heading straight toward him? The redhead Joachim had slept with last night. On a mission, she shoved her way through the crowd.

“I came to wish you well.” She even shouldered Shaye out of the way, her focus solely on Valerian. “I just heard about the fight and wanted to cheer for you.”

He scowled at her, ready to issue a stinging rebuke. Without asking permission, she caressed his bare chest and cupped his backside. He reared back.

She chuckled. “You’re even sexier than I remembered. How about a quickie?”

He shook his head. “Our association is now and forever at an end.” He used a gentle tone, determined not to inflict unnecessary hurt. “I have a mate now.”

Her pink lips dipped into a pout. “So? I want you.”

“And I want a pony,” Shaye snapped. “We don’t always get what we want, do we?”

His first thought: What kind of pony? He would buy her an entire stable full.

She loved pink, and he remembered seeing a pink pony on his last trip through the Outer City.

His second thought: Was she jealous? He wanted her to be jealous. To long to keep him all to herself the way he longed to keep her.

“Valerian?” the redhead said. “I’m fine with you having a mate. She can join us.”

First things first. “I’ll never be willing to share my mate. With anyone.”

“Supposed mate,” Shaye interjected, her expression softening.

He frowned at her before continuing. “She’s all I want, all I need.”

Color flooded her cheeks, and she looked away from him.

The redhead’s shoulders drooped, and guilt pricked at him. He should have explained his intensions before he’d bedded the human. Should have made sure they wanted the same thing: momentary pleasure.

“Valerian.” Joachim’s voice rang out. “I’ve waited long enough.”

Everyone in the arena stopped speaking.

“Then by all means,” Valerian replied. Time to push Shaye from his thoughts. “Let’s hurry your execution along.”

He faced his opponent. Joachim stood in the center of the sandy arena, swinging a spear overhead to loosen his muscles. The metal whistled and zinged, like a war cry. In his other hand, he held a silver shield, two wings embossed on each side. A sword was sheathed in the center.

Joachim slid his helmet in place, his armor glinting in the light.

Valerian held his hand out, and Broderick slapped a spear into his grip. He felt its familiar weight and nodded.

Next Broderick handed him a shield of his own.

In the center rested the Skull. With it, Joachim would die, guaranteed. What Valerian had thought he wanted only seconds ago. Faced with such an inevitable outcome, his fury wrestled with uncertainty.

He returned the shield. “Replace the Skull with one of my training blades.”

“My lord.” Broderick gaped at him. “You’ve never—”

“Do it.” Joachim could be killed any day. But if he died today, Valerian could never bring him back.

As his cousin had pronounced earlier, they had been friends as children. The best of friends. Only when Poseidon had given Valerian’s father the crown had Joachim’s resentment sprouted.

Under normal circumstances, Joachim would have been the chosen, continuing the line. Eldest son to eldest son. As young as he’d been—as sickly as he’d once been—Valerian’s father had been the better choice.

Joachim believed Valerian had stolen his legacy, and he wasn’t wrong. But now, looking back, Valerian wondered if the sea god had known what he hadn’t. Joachim would have destroyed the nymphs.

If Poseidon had even visited once since the coronation, perhaps this could have been avoided. But the male had forgotten them.

“Any sword will do,” he added.

A pause before the shield was taken out of his hand. Footsteps rang out. A few seconds later, the cool press of the shield’s handle weighed in his grip. A sharp-tipped blade now rested in the center. He nodded in approval.

“Your helmet, my king,” Broderick said.

“No.” He kept his gaze on Joachim. “Not this time.”

Broderick frowned. “What of your other armor?”

“No.”

Valerian hefted his spear in one hand, his shield in the other, and stepped into the arena.

“Shall we begin?”

“We shall.”

Determined, he circled Joachim. “You will forever be an example of what happens to those who challenge my rule.”

“Is this the part where I taunt you back?” Joachim continued to swing his spear.

“I’d hoped it would be the part where you listened to reason. You are too war-happy to be king.”

Eyes narrowing, his cousin said, “Such a quality should be lauded.”

“Lauded? When the hunger will never be appeased? In the end, you might conquer all of Atlantis, but you will also destroy the entire city.”

“Better to rule a decimated land than no land at all.”

“That. That is why you are unfit. You don’t see the foolishness of your words.”

“I’m no fool!” With a roar, Joachim leaped at him. Valerian met him halfway. He’d told Shaye he would handle this quickly, and he would.

Their spears clashed together midair. Immediately Valerian countered, ducking low, pivoting and slashing. He missed as Joachim sliced to the side. Clang. Their spears met again. In the next instant, Joachim raised his lance and Valerian rammed it high. He spun, aiming for his cousin’s neck.

Joachim darted out of the way with a grin. “Getting slow, Valerian.” He removed his helmet and tossed it aside.

Valerian stabbed forward, his spike and shield swinging simultaneously. Joachim quickly lost his smile as he was forced to duck. He stumbled backward. Valerian’s spear nearly sank into his stomach, but Joachim blocked, swung. Thrust.

That low thrust grazed Valerian’s thigh, slicing cloth rather than skin. Valerian dropped to one knee, absorbing the next blow with his shield. When he regained his footing, he lunged forward. The tip of his weapon whizzed past Joachim’s side, taking a hunk of armor with it.

“Still think I’m slow?” Valerian asked.

Their fiery gazes met, blue against bluer, and Joachim scowled. He swung to the left, missed, then swung to the right. As the lance dipped toward the ground, Valerian leaped over its middle, trapping it between his legs and jamming his elbow into Joachim’s nose. Blood squirted and Joachim howled as he tripped, falling away from striking distance and flinging dirt in every direction.

“Get up,” Valerian commanded.

“You’ll pay for that.” His cousin jumped to his feet and ran straight at him, continuously stabbing forward.

Valerian circled on swift feet, his shield blocking. His muscles began to burn, and sweat began to run down his face and chest in rivulets. Already his breath emerged in shallow pants. At this rate, his strength would be rapidly depleted. Lack of sex did that to a nymph.

Looking tired himself, Joachim arched high, intending to puncture his shoulder on the downward swing, but Valerian hit Joachim’s wrist and his cousin dropped the spear. At a disadvantage, Joachim dived, rolled and reached for it. His fingers closed around the middle. Maintaining a fluid pace, he spun back to his feet. But Valerian was already there, stomping on the lance and snapping it in two.

Growling low in his throat, Joachim kicked up. His foot slammed into Valerian’s wrist and Valerian, too, lost his spear. Both men sprang apart, unsheathing the swords centered in their shields.

As blood continued to drip down his face, Joachim launched forward, wildly swinging. Air whistled, zinged, just like it had before the battle began. Movements slower than normal, Valerian didn’t duck in time. The blade sliced his forearm. He felt the sting of it, the burn of torn flesh.

He didn’t give a reaction, didn’t allow it to slow him further.

He stabbed low, then up, twisting before Joachim could counter. The tip of his sword whizzed by his cousin’s face, and the man paled. He raised his shield and slammed it into Valerian’s other arm, the sharp wings cutting skin. Valerian used the momentum to spin and slice into Joachim’s thigh.

His cousin shouted, and his knees buckled into the sand.

“Get up,” Valerian snarled. “We finish this.”

Gritting his teeth, Joachim lumbered to his feet. He still clutched his weapon and shield. His eyes were dark with rage, his irises bright with his thirst for power; he dropped his shield and slid a second dagger from his side.

Valerian hurled his shield aside, as well. He held out his free hand, and Broderick tossed him a second dagger. He easily caught the hilt. Two blades against two blades.

Instantly he and Joachim leaped for each other. One blade clashed, then the other, a lethal dance of dodge and slash. Valerian spun as he worked his blades, lunged and stabbed.

“I should have killed your father. I should have been king,” Joachim panted as he ducked.

“But you didn’t. You aren’t.” Stab. Turn. Stab.

“I was created to rule.”

“How can you rule an army when you cannot rule your own emotions?” The first blade finally slammed home, sinking into Joachim’s side.

His cousin screamed and dropped to his knees. Valerian’s momentum kept him from drawing back his other weapon. He wasn’t sure he would have, though, even if he could. But he did angle his arm, his second blade embedding in Joachim’s shoulder, close to his heart without damaging the organ. The silver glided smoothly through the links of armor. Joachim gasped for air as a trickle of blood ran from his mouth.

Total silence filled the arena.

Valerian straightened, panting.

Blood gurgled from Joachim’s mouth. “Should have...killed...me.”

“You will live, and you will regret,” Valerian said, unemotional and loud enough that everyone could hear. “If you ever again challenge my leadership, I will kill you. Without a thought, hesitation, or mercy. No matter that we are family. No matter that we were once friends.”

Joachim’s chin fell to his chest as his eyes closed. Dark shadows spread over his blood-coated face just before he tumbled into the dirt, unconscious. Grains of sand sprayed onto Valerian’s boots.

He slammed the tip of his dagger beside his cousin’s body and eyed the crowd of warriors who watched him in openmouthed shock. Perhaps they had expected him to kill his cousin. Perhaps they had expected him to deflect the final blow completely.

His gaze connected with Shaye’s. Mine, his mind shouted. Mine now. No one could say otherwise.

Like his men, her face projected her shock. And horror? He knew he must look a sight, blood and sand covering him from head to toe, strands of sweat-soaked hair clinging to his temples.

He couldn’t regret what had been done. She belonged to him, would live here with him now and always, so it was best for her to learn his way of life.

Tearing his gaze from her, he looked at each of his men. “Is there anyone else who wishes to challenge my authority?”

The echo of his voice settled. Silence reigned.

He paced through the arena. “Now is the time to issue such a challenge. You won’t be given another chance.”

No one came forward.

He stilled, hands clenched at his sides. “Then I hereby claim Shaye Octavia Holling as my mate. Your queen. Any protests will be met by my sword.”

“Now hold on just a moment,” Shaye called. “We haven’t agreed—”

“Except hers,” he interjected. Her protests would never be met by his sword.