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Impertinent Poems
Cooke Edmund Vance
Impertinent Poems
Anticipating the intelligent critic of "Impertinent Poems," it may well be remarked that the chief impertinence is in calling them poems. Be that as it may, the editors and publishers of "The Saturday Evening Post," "Success" and "Ainslee's," and, in a lesser degree, "Metropolitan," "Independent," "Booklovers'" and "New York Herald" share with the author the reproach of first promoting their publicity. That they are now willing to further reduce their share of the burden by dividing it with the present publishers entitles them to the thanks of the author and the gratitude of the book-buying public.
E. V. C.DEAD MEN'S DUST
You don't buy poetry. (Neither do I.)Why?You cannot afford it? Bosh! you spendEditions de luxe on a thirsty friend.You can buy any one of the poetry bunchFor the price you pay for a business lunch.Don't you suppose that a hungry head,Like an empty stomach, ought to be fed?Looking into myself, I find this true,So I hardly can figure it false in you.And you don't read poetry very much.(SuchIs my own case also.) "But," you cry,"I haven't the time." Beloved, you lie.When a scandal happens in Buffalo,You ponder the details, con and pro;If poets were pugilists, couldn't you tellWhich of the poets licked John L.?If poets were counts, could your wife be fooledAs to which of the poets married a Gould?And even my books might have some hopeIf poetry books were books of dope."You're a little bit swift," you say to me,"See!"You open your library. There you showYour "favorite poets," row on row,Chaucer, Shakespeare, Tennyson, Poe,A Homer unread, an uncut Horace,A wholly forgotten William Morris.My friend, my friend, can it be you thoughtThat these were poets whom you had bought?These are dead men's bones. You bought their mummiesTo display your style, like clothing dummies.But when do they talk to you? Some one saidThat these were poets which should be read,So here they stand. But tell me, pray,How many poets who live to-dayHave you, of your own volition, sought,Discovered and tested, proved and bought,With a grateful glow that the dollar you spentNetted the poet his ten per cent.?"But hold on," you say, "I am reading you."True,And pitying, too, the sorry endOf the dog I tried this on. My friend,I can write poetry – good enoughSo you wouldn't look at the worthy stuff.But knowing what you prefer to readI'm setting the pace at about your speed,Being rather convinced these truths will hold youA little bit better than if I'd told youA genuine poem and forgotten to scold you.Besides, when I open my little roomAnd see my poets, each in his tomb,With his mouth dust-stopped, I turn from the shelfAnd I must scold you, or scold myself.IN NINETEEN HUNDRED AND NOW
Thomas Moore, at the present date,Is chiefly known as "a ten-cent straight."Walter, the Scot, is forgiven his rimesBecause of his tales of stirring times.William Morris's fame will wearAs a practical man who made a chair.And even Shakespere's memory's greenLess because he's read than because he's seen.Then why should a poet make his bowIn the year of nineteen hundred and now?Homer himself, if he could but speak,Would admit that most of his stuff is Greek.Chaucer would no doubt own his tongueWas the broken speech of the land when young.Shelley's a sealed-up book, and ByronIs chiefly recalled as a masculine siren.Poe has a perch on the chamber door,But the populace read him "Nevermore."Spenser fitted his day, as all allow,But this is nineteen hundred and now.Tennyson's chiefly given awayTo callow girls on commencement day.Alfred Austin, entirely solemn,Is quoted most in the funny column.Riley's Hoosiers have made their pileAnd moved to the city to live in style.Kipling's compared to "The Man Who Was,"And the rest of us write with little cause,Till publishers shy at talk of per cents.,But offer to print "at author's expense."O, once the "celestial fire" burned bright,But the world now calls for electric light!And Pegasus, too, is run by meter,Being trolleyized to make him fleeter.So I throw the stylus away and setMyself at the typewriter alphabetTo spell some message I find withinWhich shall also scratch your rawhide skin,For you must read it, if I learn howTo write for nineteen hundred and now.DON'T YOU?
When the plan which I have, to grow suddenly richGrows weary of leg and drops into the ditch,And scheme follows schemeLike the web of a dreamTo glamor and glimmer and shimmer and seem…Only seem;And then, when the world looks unfadably blue,If my rival sails byWith his head in the sky,And sings "How is business?" why, what do I do?Well, I claim that I aim to be honest and true,But I sometimes lie. Don't you?When something at home is decidedly wrong,When somebody sings a false note in the song,Too low or too high,And, you hardly know why,But it wrangles and jangles and runs all awry…Aye, awry!And then, at the moment when things are askew,Some cousin sails inWith a face all a-grin,And a "Do I intrude? Oh, I see that I do!"Well, then, though I aim to be honest and true,Still I sometimes lie. Don't you?When a man whom I need has some foible or fad,Not very commendable, not very bad;Perhaps it's his daughter,And some one has taught herTo daub up an "oil" or to streak up a "water";What a "water"!And her grass is green green and her sky is blue blue,But her father, with pride,In a stagey asideAsks my "candid opinion." Then what do I do?Well, I claim that I aim to be honest and true,But I sometimes lie. Don't you?YOU TOO
Did you ever make some small successAnd brag your little brag,As if your breathing would impressThe world and fix your tagUpon it, so that all might seeThe label loudly reading, "ME!"And when you thought you'd gained the heightAnd, sunning in your own delight,You preened your plumes and crowed "All right!"Did something wipe you out of sight?Unless you did this many a timeYou needn't stop to read this rime.When I was mamma's little joyAnd not the least bit tough,I'd sometimes whop some other boy(If he were small enough),And for a week I'd wear a chip,And at the uplift of a lipI'd lord it like a pigmy pope,Until, when I had run my rope,Some bullet-headed little SwopeWould clean me out as slick as soap.No doubt you were as bad, or worse,Or else you had not read this verse.All women were like pica printWhen I was young and wise;I'd read their very souls by dintOf looking in their eyes.And in those limpid souls I'd seeA very fierce regard for me.And then – my, my, it makes me faint! —Peroxide and a pinkish paintGave me the hard, hard heart complaint,I saw the sham, I felt the taint,Yet if she'd pat me once or twice,I'd follow like a little fyce.I never played a little gameAnd won a five or ten,But, presto! I was not the sameAs common makes of men.Not Solomon and all his kindHeld half the wisdom of my mind.And so I'd swell to twice my size,And throw my hat across my eyes,And chew a quill, and wear red ties,And tip you off the stock to rise —Until, at last, I'd have to stealThe baby's bank to buy a meal.I speak as if these things remainedAll in the perfect tense,And yet I don't suppose I've gainedA single ounce of sense.I scoff these tales of yesterdayIn quite a supercilious way,But by to-morrow I may bumpInto some newer game and jump!You'll think I am the only trumpIn all the deck until – kerslump!Unless you'll do the same some time,Of course you haven't read this rime.THE ETERNAL EVERYDAY
O, one might be like SocratesAnd lift the hemlock up,Pledge death with philosophic ease,And drain the untrembling cup; —But to be barefoot and be great,Most in desert and least in state,Servant of truth and lord of fate!I own I falter at the peakTrod daily by the steadfast Greek.O, one might nerve himself to climbHis cross and cruelly die,Forgiving his betrayer's crime,With pity in his eye; —But day by day and week by weekTo feel his power and yet be meek,Endure the curse and turn the cheek,I scarce dare trust even you to beAs was the Jew of Galilee.O, one might reach heroic heightsBy one strong burst of power.He might endure the whitest lightsOf heaven for an hour; —But harder is the daily drag,To smile at trials which fret and fag,And not to murmur – nor to lag.The test of greatness is the wayOne meets the eternal Everyday.DON'T TAKE YOUR TROUBLES TO BED
You may labor your fill, friend of mine, if you will;You may worry a bit, if you must;You may treat your affairs as a series of cares,You may live on a scrap and a crust;But when the day's done, put it out of your head;Don't take your troubles to bed.You may batter your way through the thick of the fray,You may sweat, you may swear, you may grunt;You may be a jack-fool if you must, but this ruleShould ever be kept at the front: —Don't fight with your pillow, but lay down your headAnd kick every worriment out of the bed.That friend or that foe (which he is, I don't know),Whose name we have spoken as Death,Hovers close to your side, while you run or you ride,And he envies the warmth of your breath;But he turns him away, with a shake of his head,When he finds that you don't take your troubles to bed.FAILURE
What is a failure? It's only a spurTo a man who receives it right,And it makes the spirit within him stirTo go in once more and fight.If you never have failed, it's an even guessYou never have won a high success.What is a miss? It's a practice shotWhich a man must make to enterThe list of those who can hit the spotOf the bull's-eye in the centre.If you never have sent your bullet wide,You never have put a mark inside.What is a knock-down? A count of tenWhich a man may take for a rest.It will give him a chance to come up againAnd do his particular best.If you never have more than met your match,I guess you never have toed the scratch.GOOD
You look at yourself in the glass and say:"Really, I'm rather distingué.To be sure my eyesAre assorted in size,And my mouth is a crackRunning too far back,And I hardly supposeAn unclassified noseIs a mark of beauty, as beauty goes;But still there's something about the wholeSuggesting a beauty of – well, say soul."And this is the reason that photograph-galleriesAre able to pay employees' salaries.Now, this little mark of our brotherhood,By which each thinks that his looks are good,Is laudable quite in you and me,Provided we not only look, but be.I look at my poem and you hear me say:"Really, it's clever in its way.The theme is oldAnd the style is cold.These words run rude;That line is crude;And here is a rhymeWhich fails to chime,And the metre dances out of time.Oh, it isn't so bright it'll blind the sun,But it's better than that by Such-a-one."And this is the reason I and my creditorsCurse the "unreasoning whims" of editors,And yet, if one writes for a livelihood,He ought to believe that his work is good,Provided the form that his vanity takesNot only believes, but also makes.And there is our neighbor. We've heard him say:"Really, I'm not the commonest clay.Brown got his dustBy betraying a trust;And Jones's wifeLeads a terrible life;While I have heardThat Robinson's wordIsn't quite so good as Gas preferred.And Smith has a soul with seamy cracks,For he talks of people behind their backs!"And these are the reasons the penitentiaryHolds open house for another century.True, we want no man in our neighborhoodWho doesn't consider his character good,But then it ought to be also trueHe not only knows to consider, but do.LET'S BE GLAD WE'RE LIVING
IOh, let's be glad that we're living yet; you bet!The sun runs round and the rain is wetAnd the bird flip-flops its wing;Tennis and toil bring an equal sweat;It's so much trouble to frown and fret,So easy to laugh and sing,Ting ling!So easy to laugh and sing!(And yet, sometimes, when I sing my song,I'm almost afraid my method is wrong.)IIMany have money which I have not, God wot!But victual and keep are all they've got,And the stars still dot the sky.Heaven be praised that they shine so bright,Heaven be praised for an appetite,So who is richer than I?Hi yi!Say, who is richer than I?(And yet I'm hoping to sell this screedFor several dollars I hardly need.)IIIDucats and dividends, stocks and shares, who cares?Worry and property travel in pairs,While the green grows on the tree.A banquet's nothing more than a meal;A trolley's much like an automobile,With a transfer sometimes free,Tra lee!With a transfer sometimes free!(And yet you're unwilling, I plainly see,To leave the automobile to me.)IVA note you give and a note you get; don't fret,For they both may go to protest yet,And the roses blow perfume.Fortune is only a Dun report;The Homestead Law and the Bankrupt CourtHave fostered many a boom,Boom, boom!Have fostered many a boom.(But I see you smile in a rapturous wayOn the man who is rated double A.)VLife is a show for you and me; it's free!And what you look for is what you see;A hill is a humped-up hollow.Riches are yours with a dollar bill;A million's the same little digit still,With nothing but naughts to follow,So hollo!There's nothing but naughts to follow.(But you and I, as I've said before,Could get along with a trifle more.)SUCCESS
It's little the difference where you arrive;The serious question is how you strive.Are you up to your eyes in a wild romance?Does your lady lead you a dallying dance?Do you question if love be fate, or chance?Oh, the world will ask: "Did he get the girl?"Though gentleman, coxcomb, clown or churl,Master or menial of passion's whirl.But it isn't that. The world will runThough you never bequeath it daughter or son,But what, O lover, will come to youIf you be not chivalrous, honest, true?As far ahead as a man may think,You can see your little soul shrivel and shrink.It's not, "Do you win?"It is, "What have you been?"Are you stripped for the world-old, world-wide raceFor the metal which shines like the sun's own faceTill it dazzles us blind to the mean and base?Do you say to yourself, "When I have my hoard,I will give of the plenty which I have stored,If the Lord bless me, I will bless the Lord"?And do you forget, as you pile your pelf,What is the gift you are giving yourself?Though your mountain of gold may dazzle the day,Can you climb its height with your feet of clay?Oh, it isn't the stamp on the metal you win;It's the stamp on the metal you coin within.It's not what you give;It is "What do you live?"Are you going to sail the polar seasTo the point of ninety-and-north degrees,Where the very words in your larynx freeze?Well, the mob may ask "Did he reach the pole?Though fair, or foul, did he touch the goal?"But if that be the spirit which stirs your soul,Off, off from the land below the zeroes;For you are not of the stuff of heroes.Ho! many a man can lead men forthTo the fearsome end of the Farthest North,But can you be faithful for woe or wealIn a land where nothing but self is leal?Oh, it isn't "How far?"It is what you are.And it isn't your lookout where you arrive,But it's up to you as to how you strive.THE GRILL
Why do you?What's it to you?I know you do, for I've seen the gruesome feeling simmer through you.I've seen it rise behind your eyesAnd take your features by surprise.I've seen it in your half-hid grinAnd the tilting-upness of your chin.Good-natured though you are and fair, as you have often boasted,Still you like to hear the other man artistically roasted.Whenever the star secures the stage with the spotlight in the centre,Why should the anvil chorus think it has the cue to enter?Whenever the prima donna trills the E above the clef,Why should the brasses orchestrate the bass in double f?It's funny,But it's even money,You like to spy the buzzing fly in the other fellow's honey.Though you have said that honest breadDemands no honey on it spread,And if we eat the crusty wheatWith appetite, it needs no sweet,Still I have noticed you were not at all inclined to cryBecause the man the bees had blest was bothered with the fly.Whenever the chef concocts a dish which sets the world to tasting,Why does the cooking-school get out its recipes for basting?Whenever a sprinter beats the bunch from the pistol-shot, why is itThe heavy hammer throwers get together for a visit?Excuse me!Did you accuse meOf turning the spit a little bit myself? Why, you amuse me!Didn't I scratch the sulphurous matchAnd blow the flame to make it catch?Didn't you trot to get the potTo heat the water good and hot?Then, seizing on our victim, if we found no greater sin,Didn't we call him "a lobster," and cheerfully chuck him in?THE VISION
At the door of Success, I've been tempted to knockBoth the door and the man who went through it,But I find that the fellow was greasing the lockAll the time that he strove to undo it,So I either stay out, or must look for the keyWhich slipped back the bolt which impeded,And I'm certain to find it, as soon as I seeThe reason my rival succeeded.Yes, I own when the man is a rank also-ranThat I feel quite pish-tushy and pooh-y,And exclaim if he ever knew saw-dust from bran,Well – I come from just west of St. Louis!But then, in the winning he's made, there's a hopeThat I may do even as he did,So I swallow my sneer and I study his dopeTo discover just why he succeeded.I've been up in the air, I've been down in the hole,(But always, let's hope, on the level,)And I've been on my uppers – so meagre my sole'Twould scarcely have tempted the devil!But it's nothing to you what I am, or I was,And no whit of your sympathy's needed,For I'm certain to win in the long run, becauseI shall see how my rival succeeded.BLOOD IS RED
Some of us don't drink, some of us do;Some of us use a word or two.Most of us, maybe, are half-way ripeFor deeds that would't look well in type.All of us have done things, no doubt,We don't very often brag about.We are timidly good, we are badly bold,But there's hope for the worst of us, I hold,If there be a few things we didn't do,For the reason that we so wanted to.Some of us sin on a smaller scale.(We don't mind minnows, we shy at a whale.)We speak of a woman with half a sneer,We sit on our hands when we ought to cheer.The salad we mix in the bowl of the heartWe sometimes make a little too tartFor home consumption. We growl, we nag,But we're not quite lost if we sometimes dragThe hot words back and make them mildAt the moment they fret to be running wild.Don't pin your faith on the man or womanWho never is tempted. We're mostly human.And whoever he be who never has feltThe red blood sing in the veins and meltThe ice of convention, caste and creed,To the very last barrier, has no needTo raise his brows at the rest of us.It bides its time in the best of us,And well for him if he do not doThat which the strength of him wants him to.DIAGNOSIS
You have a grudge against the manWho did the thing you couldn't do.You hatched the scheme, you laid the plan,And yet you couldn't push it through.You strained your soul and couldn't win;He gave a breath and it was easy.You smile and swallow your chagrin,But, oh, the swallow makes you queasy.I know your illness, for, you see,The diet never pleases me.Your dearest friend has made a strike,Has placed his mark above the crowd,Has won the thing which you would likeAnd you are glad for him, and proud.Your tongue is swift, your cheek is red,If some one speak to his detraction,And yet, the fact the thing is saidAffords you half a satisfaction.I see the workings of your mindBecause my own is so inclined.You tell me fame is hollow squeak,You say that wealth is carking care;And to live care-free a single weekIs more than years of work and wear.Alexander weeps his highest place,Diogenes is happy sunning!What matters it who wins the raceSo you have had the joy of running?And yet, you covet prize and pelf.I know it, for I do, myself.SPREAD OUT
In politics I'm a – never mind,And you are a – I don't care,But, anyway, I am rather inclinedTo suspect we are both unfair;For I have called you a coward and slaveAnd you have dubbed me a fool and knave.(Yet, perhaps I was right, for you surely abusedThe right of free speech in the names you used!)In business you figure – a profit, I guess,And I charge you – as much as I dare,And I grumble that you ought to do it for less,And you ask if my price is fair.But if I sold your goods and you sold mine,I doubt if the prices would much decline.(Though I must insist that I think I seeWhere you'd still have a little advantage of me!)In religion you are a – who cares what?And I am a – what's the odds?So why have I sneered at your holiest thought,And why have you jeered at my gods?For, thinking it over, I'm sure we twoWere doing the best that we honestly knew.(Though, of course, I cannot escape a touchOf suspicion that you never knew too much!)THE DILETTANT
To lie outright in the light of dayI'm not sufficiently skilful,But I practice a bit, in an amateur way,The lie which is hardly wilful;The society lie and the business lieAnd the lie I have had to double,And the lie that I lie when I don't know whyAnd the truth is too much trouble.For this I am willing to take your blameUnless you have sometimes done the same.To be a fool of an A1 brandI'm not sufficiently clever,But I often have tried my 'prentice handIn a callow and crude endeavor;A fool with the money for which I've toiled,A fool with the word I've spoken,And the foolish fool who is fooled and foiledOn a maiden's finger broken.If you never yourself have made a slip,I'm willing to watch you curl your lip.And yet my blood and my bone resistIf you dub me fool and liar.I set my teeth and double my fistAnd my brow is flushed with fire.You I deny and you I defyAnd I vow I will make you rue it;And I lie when I say that I never lie,Which proves me a fool to do it!You may jerk your thumb at me and grinIf liar and fool you never have been.THE CONSERVATIVE
At twenty, as you proudly stoodAnd read your thesis, "Brotherhood,"If I remember right, you sawThe fatuous faults of social law.At twenty-five you braved the stormAnd dug the trenches of Reform,Stung by some gadfly in your breastWhich would not let your spirit rest.At thirty-five you made a pauseTo sum the columns of The Cause;You noted, with unwilling eye,The heedless world had passed you by.At forty you had always knownMan owes a duty to His Own.Man's life is as man's life is made;The game is fair, if fairly played.At fifty, after years of stressYou bore the banner of Success.All men have virtues, all have sins,And God is with the man who wins.At sixty, from your captured heightsYou fly the flag of Vested Rights,Bounded by bonds collectable,And hopelessly respectable!HUSH
What's the best thing that you ever have done?The whitest day,The cleverest playThat ever you set in the shine of the sun?The time that you felt just a wee bit proudOf defying the cry of the cowardly crowdAnd stood back to back with God?Aye, I notice you nod,But silence yourself, lest you bring me shameThat I have no answering deed to name.What's the worst thing that ever you did?The darkest spot,The blackest blotOn the page you have pasted together and hid?Ah, sometimes you think you've forgotten it quite,Till it crawls in your bed in the dead of the nightAnd brands you its own with a blush.What was it? Nay, hush!Don't tell it to me, for fear it be knownThat I have an answering blush of my own.But whenever you notice a clean hit made,Sing high and clearThe sounding cheerYou would gladly have heard for the play you played,And when a man walks in the way forbidden,Think you of the thing you have happily hiddenAnd spare him the sting of your tongue.Do I do that which I've sung?Well, it may be I don't and it may be I do,But I'm telling the thing which is good for you!THE ISLAND
You, my friend, in your long-tailed coat,With your white cravat at your withered throat,Praying by proxy of him you hire,Worshiping God with a quartet choir,Bumping your head on the pew in front,Assenting "Amen!" with an unctuous grunt,Are you sure it is youIn the pew?Look!You're away on a lonely isle,Where the scant breech-clout is the only style,Where the day of the week forgets its name,Where god and devil are all the same.Look at yourself in your careless clout,And tell me, then, would you be devout?One on the island, one in the pew —How do you know which is you?You, dear maiden, with eyes askanceAt the little soubrette and her daring dance,Thanking God that His ways are wideTo allow you to pass on the other side,You, as you ask, "Will the world approve?"At the hint of a wabble out of the groove,Look!On that isle of the lonely seaAre you, the saucy soubrette and he.And the little grooves that you circle inAre forever as though they never had been.Now you are naked of soul and limb:Will you say what you will not dare – for him?Which of the women is real?The one you appear, or the one you feel?You, good sir, with your neck a-stretch,As the van goes by with the prison wretch,Asking naught of his ills or hurts,Judging "he's getting his just deserts,"Pluming yourself that the moral lawsAre centred in you as effect and cause.Look!At the island, and there you areWith the long, strong arm which reaches far,And there are the natives who kneel and bow,And where are your meum et tuum now?Are you sure that the balance swings quite true?Or does it a little incline to you?Answer or not as you will, but oh,I have an island, too, and soI know, I know.Авторизация