A Soldier's Homecoming
She nodded, almost a rocking movement. “I see. Well, then, this will certainly be a great day for him.”
“I wish I were sure of that.”
A little laugh escaped her. “I am.”
“You’re not upset?”
She tilted her head to one side. “Micah was forty-two when I met him. I’d have to be a foolish woman indeed to think I was his first and only love.”
Tension seeped out of Ethan, allowing him to smile at last. “Thank you.”
“Come inside. He’s in the upper pasture checking on the sheep, but he’ll be back soon.” She turned and gestured to Gage to join them.
“I’m just the transportation,” Gage called. “Don’t let me get in the way.”
“You’re never in the way. But if you want to go home to Emma, we can take care of him.”
“You’re sure?”
“Absolutely.”
Gage waved and drove back down the long ranch road, trailing a cloud of dust in his wake.
Leaving the laundry, Faith took Ethan’s hand and gently urged him toward the door. “This is remarkable,” she said. “Absolutely remarkable.”
He thought the only truly remarkable thing was that this woman, who had never seen him before, was so ready to accept him and take him in.
Inside, she motioned him to the kitchen table. “Coffee?”
“I’d love some.”
She put a pot on the stove to brew, then sat facing him, her eyes drinking in every detail. “It’s strange, but I feel like it’s fifteen years ago and I’m meeting Micah for the first time.”
“I didn’t know I looked so much like him.”
“Except for the beard.” She nodded, her fingers twisting together. “So tell me about yourself, about your mother. Or you can wait for Micah, so you don’t have to do it twice.”
“I…” He hesitated. Then he said frankly, “I’m not used to talking about myself much.”
“Then let me tell you about us.” She seemed comfortable with that, and he was grateful. “We met and married about fifteen years ago. I have a daughter by a previous marriage, and together we have two daughters, twins. Micah saved my life.” Her eyes darkened with memory, but he didn’t ask, allowing her to tell her story in her own way.
She shook herself a bit, then smiled. “You also have an uncle here. He and his family live on a ranch a few miles from here.”
“An uncle?”
“Micah’s brother, Gideon. They didn’t grow up together, but you’d never guess it now. You’ll like him, I’m sure. He’s a born horse whisperer, and he mainly trains and breeds horses these days. His wife is also a deputy, Sara Ironheart.”
“Interesting family.”
“To put it mildly.” Faith smiled. “And now we have you. I’m the only ordinary person in the lot.”
“Ordinary?”
She shrugged. “I’ve never done anything special. Everyone else has.”
“I don’t consider anything I’ve done special.”
“Really?” She didn’t look as if she quite believed him. “There’s something about you that makes me think otherwise. Something like Micah. You’ve had a hard life.”
“Everyone has.”
“Not like that.” She reached out unexpectedly and patted the back of his hand. “You can talk to Micah about it. He’s the most understanding man in the world.”
Connie sat both girls at the table while her mother set about making some hot chocolate to soothe them. But Connie wasn’t about to be soothed.
Jody was crying, and Connie gave her a tissue. “I’ll call your mom, Jody, then I’ll drive you home, okay?”
The little girl nodded and sniffled.
After calling Jody’s mother, telling her nothing but that Jody was going to be with Sophie for a bit, she joined them at the table.
“Now tell me everything. Every single thing you remember,” Connie said gently. But she wasn’t feeling gentle at all. At that moment she felt as close to murder as she ever had, even when her ex-husband had beaten her.
“It was a man in an old car,” Sophie said. She was scared, but not as scared as Jody, for some reason.
“He followed us,” Jody said, hiccupping.
“Followed you? How?”
“He drove real slow,” Sophie said. “We kinda noticed it, so we looked.”
Connie’s heart slammed. “And then?”
Jody sniffled again. “He saw us looking at him, and he called out for Sophie.”
“By name?”
“Yeah,” Sophie said. “But I remembered what you said about strangers. So we started to run away from the car, and he yelled he just wanted to talk to me.” Her eyes seemed to fill her face. “We got really scared when he started to drive after us, so me and Jody cut across the backyards.”
For an instant, terror struck Connie so hard she felt light-headed. Her mind raced at top speed, trying to deal with dread and speculations, all of them enough to make her nearly sick.
Connie’s mother spoke. “Come get your hot chocolate, girls. It’s ready.”
Connie grabbed for the phone receiver on the wall and dialed the emergency number. Velma’s familiar voice became an anchor.
“What’s up, honey?”
“A stranger went after my daughter and her friend. I need someone at my house right now.”
Velma disconnected without another word. Slowly Connie hung up the phone and attempted to gather herself. When she felt composed enough, she turned back to the girls.
“What did he look like?” she asked as the girls politely took mugs from Julia, who then began to put cookies on a plate for them.
“Ugly,” Sophie answered. “He had a dirty beard. His clothes were old.”
Connie’s thoughts immediately flew to the stranger she’d driven into town just yesterday. Ethan, that was his name. But his beard hadn’t been dirty. Nor had he been wearing old clothes. But who knew what he might be wearing today?
“Did he say anything else?”
“No,” Sophie said, returning to the table. “We ran away.”
“Can you tell me anything about his car?”
Jody sniffed away the last of her tears and came back to the table with her mug. Julia put the plate of cookies in front of the girls.
“Brown,” Sophie announced. “But not dark like a crayon.”
“Was it big or small?”
“Not as big as a sheriff car, but bigger than our car.”
That was quite a range. “Anything else you can remember?”
Both girls shook their heads.
“Okay, you enjoy your cookies and cocoa while we wait for a deputy.”
By that point, both girls were more interested in their cookies than in what had scared them. Ah, for the resilience of the young, she thought.
Because she was still angry and terrified. She wanted to grab her gun and go hunting for this man who had scared her daughter. She wanted to make sure he never again frightened a child.
Which was precisely why she joined them at the table and tried to smile, tried to cover all the protective, angry feelings inside her.
“It’s going to be okay. Another deputy is coming to help, and we’ll find him.”
God willing.
Chapter Four
Gage was halfway back to the office when he got the radio call from Velma.
“Connie’s all upset. I’m sending Sara over there.”
“What happened?”
“Some stranger approached her daughter.”
“I’m on my way.”
“Uh, boss?”
At least Velma didn’t refer to him as the new boss. “What?”
“Those kids are already terrified.”
“Meaning?” He thought instantly of his scarred face, of the shiny skin where the bomb that had killed his family had burned his cheek. There had been a time when he’d thought he ought to wear a mask like the phantom in Phantom of the Opera, so he wouldn’t scare children, but surprisingly few, if any, kids were scared of him. Certainly not around here.
“Well, I was just thinking,” Velma said, “too many cops all at once…”
“Might make them feel safer,” Gage finished. “I’m on my way.” With that he switched on his light bar and hit the accelerator hard. If some creep was hanging around, the sooner they got him, the better.
Micah got home before Ethan had finished half a cup of coffee. He walked in the door, hat in hand, and froze almost as soon as he was inside. His dark gaze flicked from his wife to Ethan, then back.
Ethan rose to his feet and stared at the man he had been told was his father. There was an instant when he felt almost as if he were looking in a mirror, but only an instant, for almost at once he saw the differences. His face was weathered, but Micah’s was substantially more so. His own jaw was a little squarer, and he was the taller by almost an inch. Less muscular, though. Running around the Afghan mountains on very little food had made him leaner, rangier.
But then gaze met gaze, and there was an instant of almost preternatural recognition that pinned them both to the spot.
“Micah,” Faith said. “Micah?” Her husband looked at her. “This is Ethan Parish.”
Micah’s gaze shot back to the younger man. “Parish?”
“My mother was Ella Birdsong.”
“Ella…” Micah repeated the name slowly, almost doubtfully. Then his face darkened. “She left me when I was ordered overseas on an extended op. I never knew where she went.”
“She told me.”
“She never said…”
“That she was pregnant,” Ethan finished. “I know. She told me that, too. There’s no blame here.”
After a moment, Micah nodded. Then he advanced farther into the kitchen and reached out to shake Ethan’s hand. “Good to meet you,” he said, as he might have said to any stranger.
“Sit down, love,” Faith said. “I’ll get you some coffee. The kids will be home from school soon.”
Micah nodded again, put his hat on a peg, then sat at the table. His gaze remained fixed on Ethan. “How’s your mother?”
“She died three years ago.”
“I’m sorry.”
Ethan nodded. “I am, too. She was a good woman. I don’t know why she never told you. She just said it was for the best.”
“I know she wasn’t happy about me being special ops.”
“Then maybe that’s all it was.”
Micah thanked Faith for the coffee and took a sip, still studying his son. “What have you been doing?”
Ethan almost heard the unspoken question, Why didn’t you come sooner? But he chose to take his father’s words at face value. “Marine recon,” he said.
“Iraq? Afghanistan?”
“Both.” Ethan hesitated. “I just got out of Walter Reed. I’ll be discharged soon. Medical.”
Micah’s face tightened. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m better off than most.”
“I can see that.”
Faith stirred. “Why don’t I go out to meet the kids at the bus? So you two can have some time. Ethan, you’re welcome to stay with us.”
He looked at her. “No, thank you, ma’am. I don’t think I’m ready for that.”
“If you ever change your mind, the invitation will be open.” Then she grabbed a sweater off the peg beside Micah’s hat and slipped out through the screen door. It slapped closed behind her.
The two men stared at one another, tied by blood, separated by a gulf of years.
“I probably should have called first,” Ethan said finally.
Micah shook his head. “It’s a surprise any way you want to announce it.”
“I suppose it is.”
“Well, hell.” Micah stood up from the table and walked once around the kitchen before going to stand at the screen door, looking out. “I knew,” he said finally.
“Knew what?”
“I knew you were out there.”
“What? She told you?”
“No.” He turned slowly and looked at Ethan. “I just had a feeling. Like a piece of me was out there somewhere. I always wondered if it would turn up.”
Ethan turned his chair so that he could look straight at his father. He crossed his legs. “My mother said you weirded her out sometimes.”
At that Micah chuckled. “She didn’t like the shaman in me.”
“She didn’t like it in me, either.”
Understanding suddenly crackled in the air between them, like lightning, a feeling almost strong enough to make hair stand on end.
“You’re my son,” Micah said. His tone brooked no doubt.
“I am.”
Micah returned to the table. “Then we’ve got a lot of time to make up for.”
Connie stood outside with Gage, her arms wrapped tightly around herself. Cops were cruising all over town and the surrounding countryside, looking for the stranger who had accosted the girls.
“Bigger than your car and smaller than mine isn’t much of a description,” Gage remarked.
“No. But a beard. I thought immediately of the guy I gave a ride to yesterday.”
Gage faced her directly. “Who was that?”
“I thought he was a major. He had the rank on his shirt collar. Native American, but with a beard.”
Gage shook his head. “Not him.”
“How do you know?” Her voice held an edge.
“Because while Sophie and Jody were being approached by this stranger, I was driving Ethan Parish out to Micah’s place.”
“Ethan Parish?”
Gage nodded. “Big guy, kinda lean, back from Afghanistan.”
Reluctantly Connie nodded. “So it’s not going to be that easy.”
“Afraid not.”
“What do we do now?”
“You know the drill,” Gage said quietly. “You escort Sophie to and from school. I’ll make sure you have time to do it. And if it’s not you, it’ll be me or one of the others, okay?”
“And Jody?”
“She doesn’t seem to have been the target, but I’ll tell her folks they need to watch her, too. And I’m going to double the in-town patrols so we can keep an eye on all the kids as they walk to and from school.”
“Good idea. Maybe he just happened to know Sophie’s name.”
“Maybe.” Gage looked past her, scanning the area. “If we don’t find him, all this activity will probably scare him on his way.”
“Probably.” But Connie still couldn’t relax. “All the parents need to know.”
“Of course. The school is already taking care of that.”
“Good.” Connie sighed. “Gage, I’m scared to death.”
“I don’t blame you. But this isn’t New York or Chicago, Connie. There aren’t a lot of places to hide.”
“In town, anyway.” She suppressed a shudder. “I promised Jody’s mother I’d bring her home.”
“I’ll do it. You just stay here with Sophie. I’ll leave Sarah here, too. The rest of us will keep searching.”
“Thanks, Gage.”
He surprised her with a quick hug, then gave her a straight stare. “You know this whole town is going to be watching now. Sophie will be safe.”
“Yes. Yes.” But something in her couldn’t quite believe that. The unthinkable had happened. And it had happened to her daughter.
She stayed outside in the gathering dusk while Gage retrieved Jody and put her in his car. Only then did she go back inside the brightly lit kitchen where her daughter, mother and Deputy Sarah Ironheart were sitting.
She tried to smile brightly for Sophie’s sake. “I was going to grill burgers again tonight,” she said, “but I don’t feel like it anymore. How about we try ordering from that new Italian place? They deliver.”
Sophie was over her fear now, and the idea of pizza thrilled her. So easy, sometimes, to be a child.
Not so easy to be a mother. Connie didn’t sleep a wink that night.
Chapter Five
Everyone in the county knew about Sophie’s encounter by morning. Even Ethan could tell something was going on as he walked into town from the motel to get breakfast at Maude’s. He noted that he was getting a lot of suspicious looks he hadn’t received even the day before, and by the time he sat down at a table in the diner, he knew he was under surveillance.
His skin crawled with it. He waited for Maude to come to his table, pretending not to notice, but every nerve ending in his body was wound tighter than a spring. Hyper-alert, on guard, half expecting a bomb or a gunshot.
What he got, instead, was a menu, and a few minutes later Gage Dalton entered the restaurant. Gage stood looking around the room and announced easily, “This man is not the man who approached Sophie Halloran yesterday. Leave him alone.”
The eyes shifted away, conversation resumed, and in seconds Ethan had heard enough to understand the basics of what had the whole town acting as if it was under attack.
Gage joined him at the table, and Maude returned for their orders.
“Steak and eggs, over easy,” Gage said to Maude.
She snorted. “Like you have to tell me that.” Then she looked at Ethan.
“Same here,” he said.
“So what’s your name?” Maude demanded. “I don’t like to call people ‘hey, you.’”
He rustled up a smile. “Ethan.”
Maude nodded. “You want coffee with that?”
“Always.”
Another nod, then she grabbed the menu and stomped away.
“Our Maude,” said Gage, “has great charm. It does take some getting used to.”
“She’s harmless enough,” Ethan said.
“Depends on your point of comparison.”
“So what exactly happened yesterday? I was half-sure I’d get shot while I was walking into town this morning.”
“Remember the deputy who gave you a ride the other day? Connie Halloran?”
“Yeah.”
“Some stranger approached her daughter in a car and called her over by name.”
“I gathered that somebody had tried to abduct a kid, but I didn’t know it was her kid.”
Gage shook his head. “The rumor mill is in high gear. No abduction attempt, though. At least, not overtly. The guy wanted to talk to the girl.”
“That’s creepy enough.”
Gage leaned forward, lowering his voice. “When Micah came in this morning, he suggested I take you on.”
Ethan was startled. “Take me on?”
“As a deputy. At least temporarily.”
“But why?”
“He seems to feel you’re fresher at dealing with threats than the rest of us.” Gage grinned. “He’s right, you know. Whatever we used to be, we’re all small-town cops now.”
Ethan nodded slowly, turning the idea over in his head. He, too, kept his voice low. “You want me to protect the girl?”
“Sort of.”
Ethan waited patiently. He was good at that from years of sitting in out-of-the-way places waiting, waiting, waiting for his target. For information. For whatever.
“The thing is, what if this guy isn’t really a stranger?”
Ethan’s brow creased. “What do you mean?”
“Sophie didn’t recognize the guy, but she’s only seven. Anyway, everyone has it fixed in their heads that this guy is someone from outside the county. What if he’s not? They’ll dismiss anyone they know, even if he does something suspicious.”
“I see what you mean.”
“Now maybe Sophie’s his target. Or maybe he just happens to like little blond girls and goes for another one. Whichever way, if Farmer Sam sees Rancher Jesse talking to a little girl, he’s not going to get suspicious. Because they’re neighbors.”
“I read you.”
Gage smiled. “Micah said you’d help.”
“He did, did he?”
Gage’s smile broadened. “I always wanted another Micah Parish on my staff.” He laughed and leaned back to let Maude pour their coffee, then put their plates in front of them. After she moved away, he leaned in again, keeping his voice well below the level of surrounding conversation. “We’ll go over to the office after breakfast. It’s time to plan.”
“I didn’t say I’d do it.”
Gage’s smile faded as he studied the younger man. After a bit he said, “You’ll do it. You’re not the kind to walk away.”
Ethan walked back to the sheriff’s office with Gage. Throughout breakfast, only a few more words had passed between them, either, because neither man was much of a talker or because too many ears were listening.
Ethan had come this way looking for something of himself, something that wasn’t connected to the years in Afghanistan and Iraq. Whoever, whatever, he’d been before was gone. Now, about to return to civilian life, he needed new anchors. Experience had taught him to deal with events that came out of the blue, often hectic, usually unstoppable and always initially confusing. It took a lot to throw him offstride.
But right now he felt very much offstride. He wasn’t exactly sure what he’d expected coming out here, but this sure as hell wasn’t it. He hadn’t expected events to rise around him like quicksand again.
Protect a little girl? How could he say no?
“Velma,” Gage said as they passed the dispatcher’s desk, “Ethan here is going to be working with us. And I don’t want anyone outside the department to know that for a while.”
She snorted and blew smoke through her nostrils. A cigarette dangled from her left hand, ash hanging precariously. “Like that’s gonna happen.”
“You heard me. I know you can keep a secret.”
They were already turning into Gage’s office as Velma called after them, “It won’t be me who lets the cat out.”
Gage half smiled. “That woman is such an icon at that desk that if she ever passes on, we’re going to have to put a statue of her there.”
Ethan returned the half smile and settled into the chair he’d occupied only the day before. Gage rounded the desk, running his fingers through his prematurely gray hair, and sat.
“Help me here,” he said. “We need to run surveillance. Keep an eye on Sophie in a way that doesn’t overly restrict her. Keep an eye on the other kids. Because what we don’t know here is whether she was a specific target or a target of opportunity. He could know the names of dozens of kids.”
“Certainly possible if he’s a local.”
“The schools will be on lockdown all day. No students will be allowed out. Parents are being advised to pick up their kids at school or at bus stops. But that still leaves after school.”
Ethan nodded. “My bet is that if the guy hasn’t moved on, he’s not going to try anything until the heat lessens. Just walking from the motel to the diner, I could tell you’re on high alert.”
“Are you saying we should stop?”
“I’m saying you need to be less visible.” Ethan leaned forward. “If the guy hasn’t moved on, you need to surveil in a way that will give him the guts to make a move. Otherwise, once things have been quiet for a week or so, you’re going back to your normal routine and he’s coming out of the woodwork.”
“I was thinking that, too.” Gage rubbed his chin. “But if we’re facing a local, then all my deputies are well-known. It won’t matter if they’re in or out of uniform.”
Ethan nodded slowly. “In Iraq and Afghanistan, I never removed my uniform. I knew I was walking around with a target painted on me.”
“Which means?”
“You still have to be there. Just gradually lessen your patrols so it looks like you’re going back to normal. But make sure everyone in the department knows you’re not. That they have to leave what look like gaps, but only briefly. Sort of like fanning out but making sure you can always manage crossfire, if you follow.”
Gage nodded. “And nobody gets in and out of town without being noted.”
“Yes. So basically, you widen your perimeter, let it become porous, but not so porous you can’t close it up fast.”
“Makes sense. It’ll take a little time to put it into practice.”
“Yeah, it will,” Ethan agreed, “but you don’t want to relax your patrols too quickly, anyway. Never signal the enemy that you’re laying a trap.”
Gage rose and poured two cups of coffee from the drip coffeemaker on a rickety side table. He passed one to Ethan.
“I’ve got one more thing,” he said as he resumed his seat. “It involves you directly.”
Ethan arched a brow, waiting.
“Nobody in town knows who you are yet, especially since you registered at the hotel under the name Birdsong. So, I called Micah about this, and he agrees. He and Faith won’t say anything about you. And I want you to move in with Connie.”
Ethan stiffened. “Hold on there.”
Gage shook his head. “It will work. You’re an old friend of Connie’s from Denver. She decided to ask you to stay with her.”
A million alarm bells sounded in Ethan’s head. “What good will that do? The guy isn’t going to try to steal the little girl out of her bed.”