Mills & Boon New Voices: Foreword by Katie Fforde

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“What Do Mills & Boon Novels Mean To Me?”

by Katie Fforde

The simple answer is, I became addicted. I started reading Mills & Boon® novels when my life was quite stressful. My husband and I were running a pair of narrow boats as a hotel, we started at Easter and we didn’t have a day off until we closed for the season in October. Having a book you could pick up and put down and keep abreast of the plot, where you didn’t have to read through a lot of dull stuff before you got to the “good bits” (Mills & Boon® novels are all “good bits.”) was a real prop. Two or three minutes reading, away from cooking, passengers, manhandling the boat, kept me sane.

And, oh, how I related to them! I loved the thought of meeting a sexy millionaire who would “take me away from all this.” I used to imagine a car stopping as I carried bags and bags of provisions back along the road to our boats, and somehow sweeping me away from my cares and responsibilities.

When we gave up our boat business and bought a house in Wales, I had babies. My time was even more limited and, with my husband away at sea a lot of the time, I was also lonely.

I found companionship in those books. If I had a little pile of them waiting to be read, I knew I could be transported in an instant, away from the nappy bucket, the coal shed and the chicken house.

Later, when my children slept better and I read with more discernment, I realised the books were not all the same. There were some writers I looked out for, Sara Craven, Penny Jordan, Sophie Weston, Betty Neels. I began to notice the different sorts of books and develop favourites. This was when I thought that I wanted to write one. I wanted to give to others the escape, the pleasure and the missing romance (my husband was a sailor!)that I had had from Mills&Boon® novels.

I also thought (in my naivety) that, as they were only half the length of most novels around at the time and they published many, many more of them each month than mainstream publishers, my chances of success must be better.

Eventually, when we got to Stroud, and after I’d had my third child, I started writing.

I loved it! I joined the Romantic Novelists’ Association and found other mad, totally committed, die-hard romantic women who only wanted to write novels for Mills & Boon and I made eight attempts. And failed.

It took me eight years to find out I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t create characters, plot and a stonking romance and fit it all into fifty thousand words and it was a sad revelation. But I learnt so much about writing I look at those eight years of failure as my apprenticeship. All writers should try and write for Mills & Boon and when they don’t make the grade they mustn’t fool themselves that their writing is “too good” for genre fiction. The fact is, they are extremely hard to get right and I salute all the authors who made it. I also thank them deeply, for all the happiness, escape and pure pleasure they have given me over the years.

Consequently, I am delighted to applaud and introduce to you four writers who got their personal camels through the eye of the needle and produced fantastic stories for Mills & Boon this year. Lynn Raye Harris, Nikki Logan, Molly Evans and Ann Lethbridge have all done a brilliant job, achieving publication in the Modern™, Romance, Medical™ and Historical series. (I’m only slightly jealous!) If you love romance, you’ll love Mills & Boon New Voices and, if you haven’t read a Mills & Boon romance for a while, this collection should make you remember just how good falling for a gorgeous man can make you feel. You can travel from an Arabian principality to Queensland, Australia to New Mexico’s Santa Fe and back in time to Regency England, all without moving from the safety of the sofa. There’s a desert prince, a rugged Aussie, a handsome ER doctor and a Regency earl all waiting to please you – irresistible? I hope so. It certainly works for me!

Love and best wishes,

Katie Fforde

To LB. I miss you.

And to Mike. My everything, times two.

LYNN RAYE HARRIS read her first Mills & Boon® romance when her grandmother carted home a box from a sale. She didn’t know she wanted to be a writer then, but she definitely knew she wanted to marry a sheikh or a prince and live the glamorous life she read about in the pages. Instead, she married a military man and moved around the world. These days she makes her home in North Alabama with her handsome husband and two crazy cats. Writing for Mills & Boon is a dream come true. You can visit her at www.lynnrayeharris.com

Lynn Raye Harris now writes for Mills & Boon®

Modern™; her latest novel, The Devil’s Heart, was available in July 2010 and she plans to have a new book out in early 2011.

Dear Reader,

I read my very first Mills & Boon® novel when I was about ten years old. I don’t remember anything about it, really, except that it featured a desert sheikh, a beautiful Englishwoman and a lot of emotional scenes that made me worry whether or not everything would work out in the end.

Naturally, the romance did work out and the beautiful English heroine got to stay with the handsome desert sheikh who loved her so passionately. Oh, swoon. I was hooked. For the next several years, I read every Mills & Boon romance I could get my hands on. But if there was a sheikh in any of the books, that was the one I read first.

Fast-forward many years, and I am now a Mills & Boon® author writing my own stories of passion and happy-ever-after. It’s truly a dream come true to follow in the footsteps of my favourite authors. I have written stories featuring an ex-bullfighter, princes and even an ex-mercenary – but until now, I’ve not written a sheikh.

When my editor asked me if I wanted to write a sheikh for this story, I couldn’t say yes fast enough. I immediately could see the desert, the swirling sands, the heat and a gorgeous man dressed in the traditional white robes and flowing headdress. But who was his heroine? Finally, it came to me. This was a story about a second chance at love.

King Zafir bin Rashid al-Khalifa once had a passionate affair with American archaeologist Dr Geneva Gray. But the relationship didn’t work out for many reasons, not the least of which was the fact they came from two different worlds and had different expectations of what a life together might be like. Ten years later, when they meet again, circumstances have changed quite a bit. The one thing that hasn’t changed, however, is their need for each other.

I had so much fun writing Zafir and Genie’s story and I hated letting them go in the end. I hope you’ll agree that it’s a passionate and beautiful love story when you’ve finished. So sit down, get comfortable and let yourself be swept into the desert for a few hours. Feel the heat, see the sand, smell the spices. Enjoy.

Visit me at www.lynnrayeharris.com to learn more about my forthcoming books. Or just stop by and say hello. I’d love to hear what you think about my stories!

Best wishes,

Lynn Raye Harris

Chapter One

DR. GENEVA GRAY was asleep in her tent when the ruckus outside awoke her. Last night she’d fallen into bed so exhausted that she’d not undressed. Consequently she had nothing to pull on except her shoes before she stumbled outside in the pre-dawn darkness to see what the commotion was.

A group of riders in traditional desert garb whirled their mounts through the encampment, poking into bags and boxes and upending all the work the team had done in the last several days. Genie cried out as a box broke open and precious artifacts spilled onto the sand.

One of the men on horseback looked up sharply at her cry. A moment later he spurred his horse forward. Genie was riveted to the spot as the horse pounded toward her. It was like a dream, where she was being chased by a huge monster and couldn’t seem to move. Her heart thudded, her brain screamed for her to run, but her feet wouldn’t work.

Until he was nearly upon her.

Her feet came unglued and she spun to dash behind one of the tents. Behind her, the horse’s hooves churned up the sand, coming closer and closer. She managed to duck under a tent flap, then stood and listened carefully for any movement outside. The horse circled the tent. Genie crossed to the other side and waited until she could hear the horse opposite before she made a run for it.

People were screaming and yelling in the night—male voices speaking English, Arabic and Egyptian. If she could just get to one of the Land Rovers she’d be safe. The keys were usually inside—who would steal a Land Rover in the middle of the desert?—and if she could start one up she could use it as a weapon against these intruders. At the very least she could help some of her team to escape.

She could see the cars glinting in the increasing light as she ran.

Almost there, almost there…

Genie had her fingers on the door handle when she was ripped backward and hauled up against a wiry body. Sharp, warm steel rested in the hollow of her throat, and a man spoke in an Arab dialect that it took her a moment to place.

When she did, the pain of bittersweet memories and regret flooded her. She barely had time to remember before everything went black.

She did not know how far they had traveled, or how long she had been unconscious, but when Genie awoke she was surrounded by sound. Soft, lilting sound that grew more excited as she opened her eyes and blinked. A face came into view, hovering over her. And then another.

Women, she realized, with a profound sense of relief.

The women urged her up, then took her to a basin filled with fragrant water. Despite her protests, they undressed and washed her, then refused to let her put her own clothes back on. Instead, they produced a sky blue robe and veil made of silk and tissue and embroidered with gold thread. Genie gave up and pulled the garments on, since hers seemed to have disappeared in the interim. She was thankful, at least in some respects, for the soft material against her skin instead of the coarse cotton of her work clothes.

“Where am I?” she asked, once she’d finished.

But the women could only shake their heads and speak in the dialect she’d earlier recognized as Bah’sharan.

Could she be in Bah’shar? That thought terrified her—and not because she was a prisoner here and had no idea when or how she would escape.

No, it terrified her because of a man. A man whose memory she’d been running from for the past ten years.

The women gave her food and water and left her. By the time they returned at least an hour had passed. They formed a phalanx around her and herded her toward a big goat-hair tent in the center of the cluster. She had no choice but to pass inside. The tent was large, with ornate carpets blanketing the floors and walls. Men in traditional desert garb reclined on the floor, lounging against tufted cushions. A servant moved between them, filling cups from a hammered copper pot.

One of the men began to speak as they walked in. Genie’s attention was riveted on him, because he seemed to be talking about her. He was old, with stained teeth and graying hair, and he addressed another man who sat a little higher, and whose place seemed more ornate than the others surrounding him.

Genie followed the old man’s hand gestures from her to the other man—

Her heart stopped. Time stood still. The man on the dais gazed at her indifferently, his black eyes and handsome face so cold and hard that she might not have recognized him if she hadn’t known him so well.

Used to know him, Genie.

She hadn’t seen him since college. She blinked, wondering if her eyes were fooling her—but no, it was Zafir.

He was still as exotic and compelling as that last day she’d seen him. The day he’d shattered her heart with the truth. She took a halting step forward. Could she possibly face him again?

She had to. Her freedom—maybe even her life—depended on it.

She took another step, but one of the women grabbed her robe from behind and held it fast.

Desperation drove Genie forward. Zafir was her salvation, her hope. He would not harm her—not again. He no longer had the power to hurt her the way he had years ago. For that she would need to love him. And she most definitely did not.

Genie ripped the veil from her head.

King Zafir bin Rashid al-Khalifa did not care for surprises. He especially didn’t care for surprises like this. Many of the desert chieftains still clung to the old ways—he expected that, and he expected to be given gifts they deemed worthy of his station as their king. He’d even expected to be given women, though he did not desire to start a harem. And he’d always known how he would deal with it since to refuse would cause insult.

Later, he might not care whether he caused insult or not. But right now, with his reign so new, he needed these sheikhs to stop feuding and unite behind him. The future of Bah’shar depended upon it.

Yes, he’d expected women. And he’d expected he would take them back to the royal palace and give them jobs in his household. What he had not expected was a woman who clearly did not belong here. A woman who made the past crash down on him like an imploding building.

He blinked, but she did not fade away. She stood with her chin thrust up defiantly, her veil clutched in one hand while the other women melted away.

Genie Gray—here in the flesh. The one woman he’d thought understood him.

She hadn’t, of course. He’d been taken by her beauty and intelligence, and by the life he’d led for a brief time in an American university. He’d let himself forget that he was a prince of the desert. She had never forgotten.

His gaze slid over her. Her hair, which had always been the color of new copper, was now cropped shockingly short. A memory of him winding it around his fist while he made love to her in his apartment came to him. He shoved it away.

Surprisingly, the short hair suited her—made her seem more feminine rather than less. Heat uncoiled inside him, but he ruthlessly stamped it down. They’d said all they’d needed to say ten years ago.

Sheikh Daud Abu Bakr didn’t seem to realize at first that his prize had removed her veil. When he did, however, he began to lumber to his feet.

Zafir stopped him with a word. He wanted them all gone before he confronted this particular djinn. “I accept your gift, Sheikh Abu Bakr.”

The old man sat back down with a huff. No one said anything else. There was nothing more to say. Zafir waved them all away. They rose and made their bows before filing from the tent.

Genie stood in the same spot she’d occupied since she removed her veil, her gray eyes huge as she watched him.

Zafir leaned back against the cushion. “Well, Genie, what brings you to Bah’shar? I seem to remember you refused my invitation once.”

“We were on a dig,” she said, ignoring the jibe. “Across the border. Our camp was overrun and I was taken hostage. I have no idea what happened to the others.”

“Ah, so it was work. Of course. I should have known.”

Work. With her it was always her work. He’d offered her so much more—a life with him as a cherished companion—but she’d refused. He should have known she would do so. He could still remember the look in her eyes when he’d explained why he couldn’t ever marry her.

He’d lived in America long enough to know better, but he’d been convinced she loved him. Convinced that she understood—that she would give up everything and come with him.

Her expression hardened. “Yes. Important work. I—”

“Do not worry,” Zafir said, cutting her off. “I will find out what happened to your people and make sure everyone is well.”

A breath huffed out of her. “Thank you.” She twisted the fabric of the veil between her fingers, her eyes dropping away from his for a moment. “And how is your wife?”

“I’m sure you mean wives,” he said coolly. Yes, he’d had to tell her that his father had arranged a marriage when he was a child and that he was expected to honor the agreement. It had nothing to do with love, and everything to do with duty. She hadn’t understood.

Duty. It was a word he sometimes wished he’d never heard.

Her head snapped up. “Of course,” she said, the tremble of her lips gone in an instant.

He’d wanted to hurt her and he’d succeeded. But now he felt guilty—as if he’d kicked a puppy. “My first wife died,” he said evenly. “I am divorced from the second.”

Genie blinked. “Oh. I’m sorry,” she added.

Zafir shrugged. It was what people always said, and yet he could not accept it without feeling the usual well of loneliness—and guilt—within. He’d been alone most of his life; being married had not changed that. In some ways it had actually made it worse.

Jasmin had died because of him. And Layla? Layla had surely done what she had because of him as well.

Death, it seemed, followed him.

“These things happen,” he said, because he had to say something. “And my second wife would have made a terrible queen, so divorce was not such a bad choice in that case.”

Though he certainly hadn’t divorced Layla for her inability to be a queen.

Genie’s eyes widened. “Qu-queen? But you weren’t…”

“The Crown Prince?” he finished. “No, I was not.”

Once again death had played its part in forcing his life along paths he would not have chosen.

“My brother has been gone for a year now. My father died a month ago. I am now King of Bah’shar.”

She looked stunned. Yes, he could well imagine. It was not what he’d ever expected to do. Not what he’d wanted or studied so hard for. He’d gone for an engineering and architecture degree so he could build things while his older brother prepared to be king. Together they would take Bah’shar into the future, make her bigger, better, more capable than she had been under the rule of their father.

Now he had to do it alone. Always, always alone.

Genie dipped her chin to her chest and swallowed. When she looked up again, her eyes were clear. “I’m sorry for your loss, Zafir. For both your father and your brother.”

“Thank you.”

“I’ve taken enough of your time,” she continued. “If you could return me to my camp now, I’d be grateful.”

Resentment flared to life inside him. She’d been the only woman—the only person, really—he’d ever felt close to. The only one who’d ever seemed to stem the tide of loneliness within him. But to her it had meant nothing. Like every other woman he’d ever known, she’d been with him because of what he was, not who he was inside.

She’d seemed different from the others, but the reality was that he’d been too taken with her to see the truth. She was no different than Jasmin or Layla or any of the women he’d ever dated.

He stewed with hate, regret, and, yes, even desire—and she stood there, completely unaffected. He had a sudden urge to punish her, to show her what she’d given up and could never have again. “How grateful?”

She blinked. “I’m sorry?”

He climbed to his feet. She took a step back as he moved toward her. He refused to let it bother him. Once she would have rushed into his arms. Once she would have melted beneath him.

He stopped in front of her. Her head tilted back, her gray eyes searching his. For a moment he could almost think he was somewhere else. Another time, another place.

Zafir couldn’t stop himself from touching her hair. The contact was brief, but her mouth opened, her tongue darting out to moisten her lips. Need rocketed through him. Need he forced away.

“And how well do your pickaxes and pottery shards keep you warm at night, habiba? Is it all you thought it would be?”

She glared at him. “You know that’s not the only reason why it didn’t work out between us. You lied to me, Zafir.”

He almost laughed. No one dared to talk to him the way she did—certainly not now that he was king. “I told you the truth, habiba.”

“You should have told me from the beginning.”

“We did not know each other well enough.”

She looked outraged. “You were engaged, Zafir, and you slept with me for six months without ever letting me know that fact. I don’t think knowing each other had anything to do with it! You didn’t want anything to interfere with your ability to get me into bed.”

He couldn’t stop the smirk that crossed his face. “As if that was so difficult, Genie.”

She blushed, and he knew she was remembering their first night together. Their first date. She hadn’t been a virgin, but she hadn’t been experienced either.

“I’d like to go back to my camp now,” she said primly.

“Of course you would,” he said, coming to a decision. “And yet I am afraid this is not possible.”

Her head snapped up, her eyes blazing suddenly. “What do you mean, not possible?”

He almost had fun saying the next part. Almost, but not quite.

“Because I have need of you here.”

Chapter Two

GENIE’S heart dropped to her toes. Next came rising irritation. He was toying with her, punishing her for what happened between them ten years ago. The sex between them had been great, yes, but hers was the only heart that had been affected. She’d been in love with him, and all he’d wanted was to take her to Bah’shar and keep her as a plaything while he married someone else.

Even had he not been engaged she’d been right to break it off between them. He would have prevented her from making something of herself, from pursuing the career she’d always wanted. He would have stifled her freedom and bound her up in a perfumed prison.

She was glad she’d refused to go with him. He hadn’t loved her and would have discarded her as soon as he’d tired of her. It’d been the hardest thing she’d ever done, walking away from him, but it had been right.

And now he was a king, and trying to use that power to prevent her from returning to her job, her life. Fury whipped through her.

“This is beneath you, Zafir,” she said, as coldly as possible.

One dark eyebrow arched. My God, how could the man still be so absolutely breathtaking—especially when he was being so arrogant? And how could she want him as much as she ever had?

“Beneath me? Interesting choice of words, habiba.”

She folded her arms over her chest. There wasn’t much she could control here, but she had to insist on that which she could. “I wish you wouldn’t call me that.”

He laughed. “Does it bring up bad memories?”

“No,” she said automatically. And then, realizing what she’d admitted, followed it with an emphatic, “Yes.”